() "Why do you want to commit suicide? And if you commit suicide in front of me, do you want the people of Dongsheng City to think that I killed you? Even if you resent me, you don't necessarily have to use your life to take revenge on me, right?" Zhang Hanlin asked angrily, not because he was scratched, but because Li'er wanted to commit suicide, his body was skinned, and he was affected by his parents, not to mention what could not be solved?

Li'er was stunned, but she didn't expect Zhang Hanlin to blame herself for hurting him, nor did she scold herself angrily, but asked this kind of question.

Why can't you think about it?

Li'er laughed at herself: "Childe misunderstood, I don't want to take revenge on you. Hehe, that's probably all I've had in my life, I've always had this idea during this time, even if I didn't have today's events, I might be... I was impulsive just now, and I didn't think about the impact this would have on Childe, so I'm sorry. ”

Zhang Hanlin's anger dissipated at this moment, and the situation just now made him ignore the identity of Li'er.

Seeing that Miss Li'er is about seventeen or eighteen years old, a few years younger than herself, but she has become the hottest person in Hongying Courtyard, Zhang Hanlin is very sure that if it is not a last resort, Miss Li'er will definitely not want to come to this point.

This reminded her of what happened to Huanhuan, Lele girl and others, did Miss Li'er have a similar experience?

Thinking of this, Zhang Hanlin said softly: "Miss Li'er, maybe in my situation, saying this kind of thing seems to you to be a bit of a standing and talking without backache, but I still want to say a few words, everything is man-made, what can't be solved by hard work, and you have to take the road of suicide? Do you think suicide can be a hundred ends?"

Maybe Zhang Hanlin said what Miss Li'er wanted to say when she opened her mouth, and Li'er was a little speechless for a while.

Taking advantage of the fact that the girl wanted to speak and stopped, Zhang Hanlin continued to comfort: "This life is not easy to come by, how many people in the world are dying, when they are dying, they look forward to and pray that they can live for a few more years, they can pay any price for life, but this is destined to be hopeless, they go with regret and unwillingness." ”

"What about you? I want to kill myself, if I hadn't blocked this knife, I'm afraid you would have fallen in a pool of blood right now, and you would have regretted your suicide a moment before you died. ”

Li'er raised her head, looked at Zhang Hanlin with moving eyes, pursed her lips and said nothing.

Zhang Hanlin said to himself: "I know you don't believe it, do you think what I said is made up? Hehe, it is true, if this is said by my grandfather or my father, it may be convincing." ”

"But, believe it or not, the truth is - I just saved your life, right?" Zhang Hanlin looked at Li'er, his deep eyes exuding a faint light, through the eyes of Li'er girl, straight into the depths of Li'er's heart.

The girl nodded lightly, not knowing what Zhang Hanlin was going to do.

"Since I saved your life, in other words, you owe me my life, so

Now your life doesn't belong to you, but to me, right?" Zhang Hanlin's tongue-twisting words suddenly dizzy the already depressed girl, and she always felt that something was wrong, but she just couldn't say it, so she could only continue to nod.

Seeing that Li'er nodded, Zhang Hanlin chuckled and said: "Okay, since you admit it, then I will say it directly, you can't commit suicide casually in the future, because now your life belongs to me, and without my permission, you can't have any bad thoughts about this life." ”

"And your life is mine, and everything in the future must be arranged by me. ”

Li'er recorded and hurriedly said, "But ......"

"It's nothing, I've got the final say. Zhang Hanlin interrupted Li'er's words and said domineeringly.

"Do you understand?" Zhang Hanlin squinted, his expression extremely serious.

Li'er seemed to be frightened, but at this moment he was completely stunned by Zhang Hanlin, so he could only nod obediently.

Seeing Miss Li'er nodding, Zhang Hanlin breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, he didn't want to kill himself with a knife as soon as he walked on his front foot, Zhang Hanlin didn't want to see this situation.

"Now talk to me, where does your resentment against me come from?" Zhang Hanlin let out a breath, the pain in his hand making his eyelids jump.

"Can you not say it?" asked Li'er in a low voice.

"What do you say? I repeat, everything including your life must be arranged by me, and I don't want to hear you ask such childish questions again. Zhang Hanlin looked cold, and made Li'er lower her head.

The room fell silent, Li'er was silent, and Zhang Hanlin was waiting for Li'er's answer.

Perhaps she had accepted Zhang Hanlin's statement, and after being silent for a while, Li'er finally spoke, and she said all her jealousy of Huanhuan, Lele and others, as well as the resentment towards Zhang Hanlin later.

After finishing speaking, Li'er dared to raise her head and peek at Zhang Hanlin, but saw Zhang Hanlin's incredulous face, and then Li'er lowered her head and silently waited for Zhang Hanlin's scolding.

Zhang Hanlin never thought that Miss Li'er's resentment towards herself would be because of Lele and others, and because she was jealous of her for redeeming herself for Lele and them, and ignored her, which made Li'er resent herself.

After a moment of silence, Zhang Hanlin said in a low voice, "I'm sorry." ”

Thinking that she was hallucinating, the girl raised her head and looked at Zhang Hanlin with a surprised face, he said sorry to herself?

Shouldn't it be scolding yourself?

Zhang Hanlin continued: "Miss Li'er, I didn't expect this incident to have such a deep impact on you, I didn't ignore you at the beginning, but that night by chance I met Huanhuan and Lele and their girls, and also knew their tragic life experiences. But if that night will be happy, happy a few aunts

If my mother is replaced by someone else, maybe I will redeem them too. ”

"If I could, of course I would be willing to redeem all the girls who wanted to leave the Qinglou, but then, I didn't have the ability to do this, so... You know what I mean, girl, don't you?"

At such a young age, Li'er can become the hottest person in Hongying Courtyard, of course, she is not stupid, so she understands the meaning of Zhang Hanlin's words.

Tears welled up from Li'er's red eyes, and she sobbed: "I'm sorry, Zhang Gongzi, it's me who is not good, it is me who is wrong, I should not be jealous of them, let alone resentful of you, I'm sorry." ”

She knew that she shouldn't be jealous of Lele and them, and she shouldn't resent Zhang Hanlin.

But sometimes she just can't help it.

She knew that that was wrong, but whenever Li'er remembered her life experience, and then remembered that Lele, Huanhuan and others could get Zhang Hanlin's help, but she could only carry it alone, and when she thought of this, the resentment in her mind eroded her reason.

Zhang Hanlin looked at Li'er's crying pear blossom with rain, and wanted to pat her shoulder and comfort her, but he couldn't say anything when the words came to his mouth, so he had to retract his outstretched hand, and looked at Li'er quietly.

After crying for a while, Li'er's sobbing voice was quiet, she wiped the tears on her face with her sleeve, lowered her head and choked, and said those words, although she was a little embarrassed, but Li'er's whole body felt relaxed, and a boulder in her heart finally landed.

Suddenly, Li'er looked up at Zhang Hanlin with a bright smile, and said: "Zhang Gongzi, thank you for letting me untie this knot in my heart, if it weren't for you today, I'm afraid I would really have regrets and unwillingness... Gone. ”

Zhang Hanlin chuckled: "It's good that you figure it out yourself, you won't want to commit suicide now, right?"

Li'er sneered and said, "Now that my life belongs to Zhang Gongzi, how can I have the right to commit suicide?"

"Just kidding, do you take it seriously? Besides, how can I have the right to decide your life, shouldn't life be in your own hands? It's that some people will lose themselves at some point, but she will eventually find herself and understand the meaning of life. Zhang Hanlin waved his hand and said with a chuckle.

Li'er looked at Zhang Hanlin, her eyes flashed with brilliance, and she said with a smile: "Childe refers to certain people, including me, right?" ”

"Not including you now. ”

Li'er chuckled, and then said, "Zhang Gongzi, you said you were joking, but what should I do if I take it seriously? My life, including myself, belongs to Zhang Gongzi." ”

"Ahem, ahem. Zhang Hanlin coughed violently, looked at Li'er with a shocked face, and said, "Don't scare me, Miss Li'er, I'm a little timid and have a bad heart, so I can't withstand this kind of fright." ”

Before, because of the affairs of Huanhuan and Lele girls, Lingxuan almost took her own life, if the girl really relied on herself, and then Lingxuan knew, Lingxuan didn't pick her own skin, Zhang Hanlin's heart trembled violently, and he was worried.