However, Zhuang Mengdie never knew that for so many years, Zhuang Feiyu had been alone to shelter her from the wind and rain, but she had ever wanted to get tired of thinking about returning to her carefree childhood.

For Zhuang Feiyu, for the second emperor brother who is very deep, steady and self-controlled, and takes care of her meticulously, Zhuang Mengdie knows too little and too little.

In the past, she only knew what she wanted to do, if Zhuang Feiyu did not follow her wishes, she would annoy him, and in the end, it was Zhuang Feiyu who coaxed her to be happy. She only took care of herself and never considered Zhuang Feiyu's feelings. Perhaps, it is precisely because Zhuang Feiyu connived at her in every way and preferred to spoil her that she would be so fearless.

Desire is endless, no matter how much you get, people will not be easily satisfied, satisfied, like an abyss that can never be filled, it is deep enough, black enough, those who have tried to fill this bottomless abyss, in the end, either work in vain, or are finally swallowed up by this bottomless abyss.

Can't escape this bottomless abyss, vainly trying to fill this abyss Those who can't measure themselves may not be able to see through it throughout their lives, in fact, if you want to avoid this abyss, or if you want to pass through this abyss like walking on the ground, it's really simple, you just need to let go of your obsession and learn to be content.

Contentment, it is just two simple words, but not everyone can do it, just like obsession, knowing that some things can't be let go, stubbornness, will only go down the road black, but again and again can not turn back.

Today's Zhuang Mengdie is not stubborn, how can she not let go of her obsession, and why is she not going to be black in the aisles? And she is deeply immersed in it, wandering and struggling between contentment and discontentment, groping her way forward in this road that is destined to be black, because in the dark, she knows that even if the aisles are black, she still has someone to accompany her.

Today's Zhuang Mengdie, still retains the honorific titles of the three highnesses, lives in the palace, lives a glorious and rich life, she is content, she is a dead empress, and this treatment can be regarded as a miracle for the ages. Perhaps, what she cared about was never these, but that she still had Zhuang Feiyu's company by her side.

But at the same time, she is not satisfied, because what she wants is a life that cannot coexist with her and Zhuang Feiyu's current identity, and she and Zhuang Feiyu can never be together in full view of everyone.

For the sake of Zhuang Yimo, for the sake of the Zhuang family, she can't break free from the shackles of the identity of the Zhuang royal family, and for the sake of Zhuang Feiyu, she can't just go her own way and take Zhuang Feiyu to escape from the old Qing City.

Zhuang Mengdie knew that she should have hidden that love, accompanied Zhuang Feiyu well, and lived a peaceful and beautiful life in this palace, instead of using a love to break all this early. But she is greedy, she is not satisfied, she just wants more......

Her discontentment caused her and Zhuang Feiyu to have a more difficult road ahead, and even the slightest carelessness would take her life, to this day, she was worried, she was afraid, but she never regretted it.

Zhuang Mengdie, who was deep in thought, suddenly had her legs suspended in the air and was suddenly picked up by Zhuang Feiyu, who lost her center of gravity, she instinctively hugged Zhuang Feiyu's neck tightly, looked at Zhuang Feiyu with a surprised face, and was stunned for a moment before she came back to her senses from Fang Cai's disordered thoughts.

"Haha...... I'm scared, who made you absent-minded, I've been talking to you for a long time, and you didn't listen carefully. Zhuang Feiyu winked mischievously at Zhuang Mengdie, stuck out his tongue, and looked happy that the conspiracy had succeeded.

Zhuang Mengdie's sorrow was so troubled by Zhuang Feiyu, and it suddenly disappeared, she smiled and pinched Zhuang Feiyu's face, and snorted coldly: "Who swore just now that he would grow up and protect me, and now he is scaring me again, the child is naughty, naughty, naughty, and naïve." ”

Zhuang Mengdie was deliberately teasing Zhuang Feiyu, but Zhuang Feiyu couldn't see that Zhuang Mengdie was joking, and shouted angrily: "I'm not, I'm not!"7 asked

Then, Zhuang Mengdie was put down, but as soon as her feet touched the ground, before she could stand firmly, Zhuang Feiyu leaned over and sealed the words that Zhuang Mengdie was about to speak with her lips.

"I'm not a child, I'm not naïve, I'm an adult. Holding Zhuang Mengdie's face with both hands, Zhuang Feiyu stared into her eyes and said seriously.

Zhuang Mengdie wiped her lips, she was angry and funny at Zhuang Feiyu's actions and remarks, and after thinking about it, she asked Zhuang Feiyu: "Who said that this is an adult?

"Of course it's different!" Zhuang Feiyu hurriedly argued, even ignoring the little Zhuang Mengdie in Zhuang Mengdie's words. In the past, in order not to offend himself when he was a child, Zhuang Feiyu provoked Zhuang Feiyu to quarrel with her, Zhuang Mengdie always called himself the Third Highness when he was a child, or called Zhuang Feiyu his Third Emperor Sister, and never called her by name.

But now, he forgot to change his words for a while, and Zhuang Feiyu's focus is not on the name of "Xiaozhuang Dream Butterfly".

Zhuang Feiyu didn't notice it, and Zhuang Mengdie naturally didn't bother about it, after all, he called himself Xiao Zhuang Mengdie when he was a child, and there was nothing wrong with it.

"Why is it different?" Zhuang Mengdie then asked, she was very curious about what answer Zhuang Feiyu would give.

"I ...... I like Sister Butterfly and I like Dream Butterfly, it's just different...... It's ......" Zhuang Feiyu hesitated for a long time, with a red face, but he couldn't explain this problem clearly in words.

Seeing Zhuang Feiyu's sudden change from naughty and domineering just now to a shy expression, Zhuang Mengdie couldn't bear to embarrass Zhuang Feiyu anymore, and ordered someone to take Zhuang Feiyu to wash and bathe after accepting the table.

At midnight, the footsteps in the bedroom gradually became confused, and the two dark shadows overlapped in the dim candlelight......

Maybe it's because of what happened in the palace that Zhuang Mengdie's heart was depressed, she didn't want to think about anything at the moment, no matter what kind of bloody rain it would face in the future, she just wanted to indulge it well, so that she could be temporarily relieved from those powerless sorrows.

can make Zhuang Mengdie temporarily relieved, there used to be only spirits in this world, but now in addition to spirits, there is also Zhuang Feiyu's burning love.

"Non-fish...... Let me forget about those ...... for a while," Zhuang Mengdie muttered softly.

Zhuang Feiyu didn't understand what Zhuang Mengdie wanted to forget for a while, he only knew that her voice made his heart tremble.

......

The next day, Zhuang Mengdie and Zhuang Feiyu got up in the morning and finished bathing and changing, and Gu Wanli personally sent them toiletries to take care of the room.