Tingzhu Town, the most marginal area of Southern Guangdong, Xinzhu Inn.

It's still the same private room that was kept warm overnight.

Lin Zhanqing was lying alone, his eyes empty.

Tears have almost dried up these days when no one is around.

Yingshui is such a good girl, willing to sacrifice her life to save herself.

I never can give her a promise, even if it's a false promise.

promised that he would marry Yingshui, so that Yingshui could live a good life without worrying about food and clothing, and fine clothes and food.

A good day in the world of flowers, Yingshui doesn't want to say that he has experienced it personally, he hasn't even seen it, I'm afraid he hasn't heard of it.

In this way, life is forever still at the age of seventeen.

As long as it is twelve days away, it will be Yingshui's eighteenth birthday.

But Yingshui died, still at the hands of her first man.

Yingshui may have no regrets, and Yingshui may feel that this is a kind of happiness.

But Lin Zhanqing is not, Lin Zhanqing hopes that Yingshui can live happily.

Lin Zhanqing was always thinking about if he deceived Yingshui before.

said that he would marry her and accompany her for a lifetime. Having children and growing old together, Yingshui will have no regrets in this life.

Yingshui's first love between men and women was at Ali's house in Houshan Happy Village.

The first place where Lin Zhanqing tasted the delicacy and beauty of women was in this room of the Hsinchu Inn.

Lin Zhanqing clearly remembered that the woman's name was Bottle. Lin Zhanqing didn't know her full name, only that her father and the gambling boss called her Bottle.

My acquaintance with the bottle is just because of a look, an empty look that a sad, disappointed and numb person will have.

She just saved her from a bully who ran a gambling game, and she never met a good person, so she felt that she was the best man in the world.

After a night of warmth, the bottle left a letter that you wouldn't find, and it was never found again.

The world is so big, how difficult it is to find someone. But as long as there is fate, there will always be encounters.

Won't let you find out what it means, Lin Zhanqing knows very well.

This also made Lin Zhanqing sad for a while.

In any case, the person has gone and cannot be found.

Although Lin Zhanqing didn't want to admit it, I'm afraid that the bottle had already done something stupid.

It's okay like this, she is too tired and miserable to live.

A night with herself was the best time of her life.

But Lin Zhanqing couldn't suppress his feelings,

"If she survives, she will be fine for the rest of her life!"

"If she survives, will I marry her?"

Lin Zhanqing couldn't give an answer against his will, he couldn't marry her.

Although he was only with her for a while, it was nothing to marry or not.

But if Lin Zhanqing can't marry someone, what qualifications does he have to ask someone to survive.

Lin Zhanqing knew that at least that night, she was the best person in her mind.

Never, the only best people.

At this moment, Lin Zhanqing forgot about his father and mother, and let his thoughts keep thinking about the women who had been involved with him.

Han Yuning, Dongfang Wan, Tong Die, Wang Qingruo, Jiang Ling, Bottle, Yingshui.

Han Yuning's pungency and thoughtfulness, Dongfang Wan's coldness and gentleness, Tong Die's childishness, Wang Qingruo's forbearance and responsibility, Jiang Ling's shrewdness and stupidity, Bottle'er's helplessness and true feelings, Yingshui's infatuation and no regrets.

Lin Zhanqing felt guilty about how he could be favored by so many beauties.

The figures of confidantes kept emerging in Lin Zhanqing's mind, and the pain of the truth about his father and mother was slowly weakening.

But new questions have arisen.

Is Wang Qingruo doing well in Yanlai City? The Zhao family and Zhao Fang in Yanlai City are not easy people, can Wang Qingruo continue the status of the Wang family in Yanlai City?

Thinking of Jiang Ling will give her a headache, that little girl is too ghostly, Lin Zhanqing has no way to deal with her. You can only hide far away. Even friends don't dare to admit it.

Although Jiang Ling will definitely not harm herself. But a helpless woman with thoughts, means, wisdom, and wisdom, Lin Zhanqing still didn't dare to approach.

It's been almost a year since the bottle disappeared after that night's gentleness. Now she has been reincarnated into a good family, and it is estimated that she is the daughter of a big family.

Life is luxurious, food, clothing, housing and transportation are the most luxurious. In this way, the bottle can make up for this life because he was born in a poor family and was used by his own father to pay off gambling debts. Experienced so much human suffering.

Yingshui has just passed the first seven, and now he has either just been reincarnated, or he is still taking stock at Lord Yama.

Yingshui is such a good person, even Lord Yama will respect him and serve fragrant tea.

Choose the best family for Yingshui, a life of glory, peace and stability.

Yingshui may not come to the world again, it is recorded in the Buddhist scriptures that a good person with a pure heart will ascend directly to heaven after the end of his life. No longer suffer from the defilement and evil of the world, and enjoy the joy of heaven and man's tranquility from now on.

It's just like this, when will Lin Zhanqing pay back the water he owes?

Lin Zhanqing thinks that he is not a very good person, and he has a lot of blood on his hands in this life. When it comes to the ending, I'm afraid it's not much better than my father.

If you become an animal in the next life, or go to hell, then I don't know when you will be able to meet Yingshui and how to repay Yingshui's grace.

Lin Zhanqing's thoughts gradually became complicated and disordered, and countless memory fragments filled his head. Countless fantasies give birth to new and countless fantasies.

Until Lin Zhanqing was tired and his brain was blank. Tears poured out like a flood of words.

Tears welled up, but there was no sound.

Lin Zhanqing's eyes, which were almost dry, burst the embankment again.

Gradually, the pillow and quilt were wet with tears, and Lin Zhanqing fell asleep unconsciously.

When I woke up, it wasn't dawn yet.

Lin Zhanqing returned to the inn to feel that the purpose of everything had been achieved, and he couldn't stand the sad memories in the inn anymore. Packed up and left the inn.

The weather in southern Guangdong is not much warmer than in the southwest. It's roughly the equivalent of autumn in the north.

A light shirt is all it takes.

A glimmer of light had just appeared in the night sky, and the silence of the night was about to be broken by daylight. Today is cloudy and thunder is faint.

It may rain at any time, thunderstorms.

Lin Zhanqing enjoyed the alternation of night and day, the mixture of sunny days and thunderstorms.

Just like Lin Zhanqing's mood at this time, there is no distinction between black and white, good or bad.

Sadness and pain were mixed, and there was a hint of suddenness and sobriety.

What was suddenly clear, Lin Zhanqing didn't know.

What is sober, Lin Zhanqing doesn't know.

Lin Zhanqing only knew that there was a little bit of a feeling that the door of his heart was opened now, and he was no longer so bored.

Maybe it's a bit like what the Buddhist scriptures say, enlightenment.

It's just that the degree of enlightenment is too small, and the enlightenment is too few.

Lin Zhanqing only felt that there were a few rays of light shining into his heart, and there was no reason.

Probably being silent in the dark for too long, naturally tearing the darkness out of the flaws.

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