Chapter 400
After putting down the teacup, Zhuang Mengdie narrowed her eyes slightly, leaned lazily on the chair and continued: "I don't know what King Tianxuan's expression was when Li Qiushuang told King Tianxuan about this, I thought that no matter how angry he was, he would personally come to me to ask for guilt, it turned out that I thought too much, so he believed Li Qiushuang's words, hehe......"
In Zhuang Mengdie's words, there was an unspeakable mockery, Gu Wanli looked at Zhuang Mengdie miserably, and couldn't help but have sour eyes, she knew that Zhuang Mengdie and Zhuang Feiyu were not wrong, they were not related by blood, how could they talk about indecent love and heinousness? It's just that Zhuang Mengdie didn't plan to say this secret, and those people would never understand.
"Xiao Gu, do you say that I am really too greedy? Once, Zhuang Feiyu treated me wholeheartedly and was willing to leave all this for me, but what about me, I have to be obsessed with the position of Tianxuan's empress, in my heart after all, love can't resist hate, in the end, I found that if I lost Zhuang Feiyu, I lost everything......"
"I still broke his heart after all, and I broke him again and again...... He must hate me and hate me...... God finally gave me a chance to make amends, so that I could be by his side all the time, but I was still not satisfied, but I still wanted more, so that I have lost everything to this point......"
Zhuang Mengdie's voice became softer and softer, but these words fell into Gu Wanli's ears word by word, every word and sentence made Gu Wanli feel distressed, but Zhuang Mengdie's expression when she said these words was too indifferent and relaxed, which made Gu Wanli, who was watching, even more worried.
If Zhuang Mengdie lost her temper at this time, or even cried, she would not be so worried, because she knew that when Zhuang Mengdie was really injured, she suppressed her emotions even more.
After Zhuang Mengdie finished muttering to herself, she raised her eyes and saw that Gu Wanli's eyes were red, knowing that Gu Wanli felt uncomfortable, she hurriedly quipped: "Xiao Gu, what are you doing, look at you, your eyes are red." It's not a way for you to be grounded with me here, do you want me to help you find a new master?"
Gu Wanli was stunned when he heard this, and then he trembled with anger, and said angrily: "It is really difficult for the Third Highness to think about the slave and maid so much, since the Third Highness is so kind-hearted and dedicated to the slave and maid, he will not forget the great kindness of the Third Highness!"
It was rare to see Gu Wanli so angry, Zhuang Mengdie couldn't help but laugh out loud, laughing and laughing, she suddenly covered her face with her hands, buried her face in the palm of her hand, and said with infinite sadness in her voice: "Xiao Gu, I'm really worried that I will never see the second emperor brother again in my life, if I am trapped in this palace......"
"Master......" Gu Wanli saw tears oozing from Zhuang Mengdie's slender and slender fingers, she was distressed, she plopped down in front of Zhuang Mengdie, and said in a low voice: "Master, from the moment the slave and maid came to you, you are the master of the slave and maid, the slave and the maid will follow you all their lives, even if you die, the slave and the maid will not leave you, you don't want to drive the slave and the maid away, the slave and the maid just want to be by the master's side and serve the master for a lifetime, not to mention being trapped here, even if it is up the knife mountain and the sea of fire, the slave and the maid will never regret it......"
In the end, Gu Wanli couldn't help choking.
Zhuang Mengdie slipped down from the chair and sat on the floor, she hugged Gu Wanli, how could she be willing to drive Gu Wanli away, Gu Wanli was sent to her by Zhuang Feiyu to take care of her and protect her, she always knew that she just didn't want to burden Gu Wanli.
Gu Wanli also hugged Zhuang Mengdie, gently patted Zhuang Mengdie's back with great pity, and comforted her silently.
"Xiaogu, I know that you won't leave me, but I ...... But I'd like to hear your affirmative answer again...... It's like...... Just like when I knew that the second emperor brother would never leave me, but I, but I still asked him over and over again, and asked for his promise over and over again...... Kotani ...... I'm sorry, but I didn't distrust you...... But...... But...... I really can't afford to lose anything more...... I...... I'm sorry......" Under Gu Wanli's silent comfort, Zhuang Mengdie's words gradually brought a crying tone, from silent tears at the beginning to low sobbing.
Gu Wanli knew how uncomfortable Zhuang Mengdie's heart was, and she also knew that what she needed most at this moment was to vent her depressed anger, so she didn't persuade Zhuang Mengdie to relax, nor did she tell her that everything would be fine, but gently patted her back and said in a low voice: "Master, Xiao Gu will always be with you, cry if you want to cry, people outside won't hear it, and after crying, your heart will be comfortable, you endure it like this, Xiao Gu feels distressed when she looks at it......"
Zhuang Mengdie shook her head stubbornly, buried her face deep in Gu Wanli's arms, her whole body was trembling slightly, and the slightest suppressed crying was heartbreaking, obviously so uncomfortable, obviously what she needed was to vent, but Zhuang Mengdie refused to cry out loud.
Even if Zhuang Mengdie is not Zhuang Yimo's biological flesh and blood, she is not the bloodline of the Zhuang royal family, but she was born in the palace since she was a child, and this experience has made her proud of being a royal family from beginning to end, and such pride and dignity make her unwilling to expose half of her vulnerability when she is down.
All her fragility, except for acting on the spot when necessary, has never been revealed in the slightest by anyone except Zhuang Feiyu. In order not to let herself cry uncontrollably with the sorrow in her heart, Zhuang Mengdie's biting lip was already oozing blood, her heart was like a knife, but she couldn't cry, let alone admit defeat, she couldn't give up, she would never allow herself to be easily suppressed, and she would not allow herself to have even the slightest vulnerability.
She didn't allow it, if she couldn't resist it, then what should Zhuang Feiyu do who was trapped in the palace alone? In the past, it was Zhuang Feiyu who sheltered her under her wings, and now, it was her turn to do everything to protect him from the wind and rain.
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In this way, Zhuang Mengdie, accompanied by Gu Wanli silently, suppressed and endured the huge grief in her heart, and then licked her wounds little by little, little by little, like a beast that had been injured, all the injuries, all the pain was deeply buried, and then, straightened her back and faced the cruelty of reality.
Who can be completely unharmed, but the wound should not be exposed in front of people, but buried deeply, and then, as if nothing happened, continue to move on.
When Zhuang Mengdie slowly left Gu Wanli's embrace, the tears on her face had dried up, all the sobbing and choking had stopped, and there seemed to be no trace of sentimental sound in the quiet room.
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