Chapter 15 of Qi Feng, Guan Sheng's death
Yu Zhaoyan's Asakusa Lanxuan slept groggily for three days, and he also missed his funeral.
When I woke up again, he was by my side, and at that moment I didn't dare to look into his eyes, as long as I matched them, I could always remember those eyes, full of sadness, and reached the depths of my heart with a loud voice.
He said, "In the end, I can't find it, I can't get the elixir, and I can't accompany me." ”
I don't like him, I know that, but I don't know why whenever he hurts me, I hurt him from the bottom of my heart.
I didn't dare to tell him this, for fear that he would be angry, so I could only pretend that nothing had happened.
After a stalemate for a while, I couldn't help it, so I had to speak, "That," but I didn't want him to say the same, "That,"
I smiled at him and motioned for him to speak first.
Seeing that my lips were dry and my voice was hoarse, he hurriedly poured a glass of water and handed it to me, watched me drink it, and then said slowly, "You care about him very much?"
My action of drinking water froze in mid-air, and Pu Yi choked on the breath he drank, and he was busy giving me relief when he saw this.
"No," I tried to explain, but I couldn't say a word else, and the one that came out was still, "No." ”
He took my look and gesture into account, and then didn't continue the conversation.
"Ze Yu has arranged his future affairs very well, you can rest assured, that little girl is now more responsible for things than two years ago. ”
Listening to him talk about Ze Yu, I couldn't help but smile, thinking of the little girl with the rain who pulled my sleeve to prevent me from crying two years ago, and thought of her hoarse crying that night, she was a child.
"Where is she?"
He took the cup in my hand, "Today is his funeral gift, and at this time he is probably done, it should be in the printed tang in Zhaoyangju!"
I nodded, signaled to him to understand, and then called the maid to groom me, not so cumbersome, just so that no one could look so decadent.
I begged him to bring me this print.
Sure enough, she was sitting in front of the guqin stand in plain clothes, and she was wiping it carefully with a silk in her hand.
Looking at the silent lake with empty eyes, I walked over slowly, but Yun Ke stayed outside the Tang and gave me and her that side of the world with interest.
"What's wrong? Wipe it blindly, it's sunny and sunny this time, why don't you play a song for me?"
When she saw me, her empty eyes moved, obviously startled, and her hand tugged slightly, and the silk outlined the strings, making a sonorous tearing sound.
I hurriedly walked over, took off the silk that had been outlined, and blamed her, "You have ruined the piano, why don't you want to play it to me like this?"
I heard about the good name of your Cloud Cliff woman when I entered Qi Feng, and I missed it for several days because of the delay, if you don't follow me again this time, you are not allowed. ”
She was stunned by my bluff, and only waved her hand in a daze, "No, no, Sister Yu is not strange, my sister wants to hear it, so I'll play it to my sister." ”
She sat down in a panic, pinned the torn silk to her waist, and then pressed her fingers on the strings, played a few notes and stopped, and then burst into tears.
I can't see her crying, but I think she didn't play well today and lost face in front of me, so that's it.
Comforted, "Don't cry, you play very well, today is not a good day, let's play it another day!"
She stopped crying intermittently, looked at me with misty eyes, and her voice was hoarse, "Sister Yu, do you know that in the past two years since you left, Brother Sheng has also been here in Printtang, playing the piano for a long time, so unhappy."
He often said that sister, you, are the only person in his life who knows joy and care, and he has always wanted to play a piece of music and play a song with his sister.
Now, my sister is here, but he is gone, although Ze Yu's piano art is taught by Brother Sheng, but after all, he can't compete with him.
Sister, Ze Yu, Ze Yu is not very useless, Brother Sheng, Brother Sheng's wishes, I can't do it for him, sister, Ze Yu,,"
I don't know if it was to comfort her, I actually said that sentence, "Xun, he should be very good." What I listened to was that it was really good, and you played it very well, and he really didn't need you to fulfill his wishes. ”
"Really, really?" she asked me with a sobbing snot and a tearful look in her eyes.
I answered her, "Yes, I really heard it, it's really good." ”
After that, I stayed at Asakusa Lanxuan for a few more days, thinking about saying goodbye to her, but because of her, "Good sister, can you stay and leave after the Asian New Year?
Only this year," she didn't say any more, and I didn't let her say any more, nodding her head in response.
Ya Sui, the shortest day of the year and the longest cold night.
As the saying goes, it is often said in the book that on this day, the netherworld is the most unstable, the netherworld is open, and those lonely souls and wild ghosts who do not want to be reincarnated have been trapped in the helpless world for many years, and on this day they can quietly sneak back to the mortal world, and then take a look at the beloved in their hearts, but they are obsessed with this life, and they can be reborn safely.
I was not familiar with the things of the underworld, and naturally I did not know whether this statement was true, nor did I think to ask him for a true one, which could comfort the beloved of the dead who survived in the world.
Ze Yu asked me to stay on this day not for him, she is afraid that she is also waiting, waiting for this statement to come true, waiting for the dead Guan Mozhi to come from the netherworld.
On that day, she and I both got up early in the morning, walked to the streets of Qifeng, and bought some of his favorite foods.
Set up a banquet on the printed begonia, the wind is cool and clear, the blue lake, the dark night, the bright moon hangs on the thousands of zhang, and the wind blows down the plum blossoms in front of the begonia.
"It's already the third watch of the month, let's go back!" Looking at her waiting so persistently, I couldn't bear to speak.
What she believes in is that she is a little wrong.
Her eyes were full of tears, and there was some hope in her eyes, which was a longing that she had never discovered, "Brother Sheng told me Sister Yu that you have extraordinary abilities, and before, according to Brother Sheng's words, the lock cylinder bell you gave me was secretly stuffed in her palm on the day of the funeral of Lord Rufeng, and he said something like that to entrust her to you.
But later, you did appear as Brother Sheng said, and I knew that my sister should be different.
So, Ze Yu begged her sister for one thing, I don't know if my sister can agree?"
I hesitated slightly, met her eyes, and didn't dare to respond, lest I couldn't respond, and she was happy in vain.
Although I am a god, God is not omnipotent, and I don't have to care about the things of life or death, and I can't control it if I want to.
She looked at me hesitantly, and hurriedly said, "Sister, don't worry, although I am young and very reluctant to Brother Sheng, but Ze Yu also read a few scriptures when he was young, and he knows that the way of life and death in everything has its own way of life, and you can't escape or hide."
Ze Yu didn't ask for anything else, but he just felt that since his sister could see the dead Lord Rufeng, there was naturally a way to see Brother Sheng again.
Ze Yu wanted to ask his sister to tell Brother Sheng, the word obsession is really uncomfortable, if you can, forget it. ”
With her words, I can't help but think of why he died, and that sentence, I can't find it, I can't ask for the elixir, and I can't accompany me.
This was because I wanted him to forget, Ze Yu's words were in my mind, and it wasn't a big deal, so I looked at her and nodded, "Okay." ”
At the end of the song, I came to Yunke's room with Gu Xun in my hand, but I unexpectedly bumped into him who rushed out the door.
Seeing the panicked look on his eyebrows, he asked, "What's wrong?"
I have to admire me, I am used to crow's mouth.
Something happened to the Netherworld, and all the old and obsessed souls who did not want to be reincarnated rushed out of the Netherworld's Cloud Array by taking advantage of today's age in the world.
Although the Netherworld soldiers tried their best to save it, it was a big mistake.
As a last resort, I had to return to the Netherworld with him in the starry night, but one of them had stabilized the situation before I reached the Netherworld with him.
And that person is Guan Sheng, Guan Mozhi.
When I saw him again, I was half happy and sad in my heart, but whether it was joy or sorrow, he finally became a half-immortal because of the maintenance of the netherworld and the merits accumulated in the mundane.
Si ordered to go down to the Nine Heavens, and sent him a report to the immortal document, asking him where he wanted to be an earth immortal, he shook his head and refused.
But the essence of the treatise is nothing more than a lonely ghost.
I still remember listening to what he said, when he wanted to stay in the netherworld, his expression was more afraid than surprised.
I quietly peeked at Bai Yunke's joy and anger on the side, and sure enough, I was jealous and angry.
Not long ago, I thought that he was a man and a god, and we were all far away, but now, no matter how much I quibble, he is really much closer to me.
Coax him, I have used so many methods, and he can't get angry.
Helpless, I had to yell at him, "What are you going to do, it's not what I want him to stay, it's him who does good deeds and accumulates virtue in the sun, and it is Si Ming who gives the immortal document to the Netherworld because of his merits, how can there be any trace of me in this pile?"
If you want to be jealous, I'm very happy, but your jealousy is also a little bigger!
It's just that the wood has been completed, he has finally become a ghost scattered immortal servant in this netherworld, if you are unhappy in your heart, I will stay away from him in the future. ”
Mother God and the sisters of her sons have taught me that if you are happy with one person and love him, you must not put your own posture too low in the relationship between the two people.
That would be looked down upon, but I don't think so, the relationship between the two is only happy for the two, he is angry and unhappy, coax him, he is happy, I am happy.
I'm probably stupid here.
However, I am willing to be gluttonous, because I am so happy with him, I am reluctant to let him be angry, I am not afraid to let him leave, as long as it is good at all times.