The gentle words under the starry sky before going to bed seem to evoke distant childhood memories.

That was many years ago, but now I remember that it is still the thread that separates his life.

But when he was six or seven years old, he was dragged by Ah Yao to the mountain behind Forget Worry Mountain, where there was a joint burial tomb covered with grass.

As a young child, he realized for the first time that maybe life was not all as complete as it seemed, but more likely that there were many hidden wounds hidden under the peace.

This loneliness and anguish is even more evident in the mountains when children are reunited with their parents.

Subconsciously, the first thing he thought of was to ask Master Forget about how his parents died, and the master had been taking care of him since he was a child, so he must have known.

However, he had never seen Forget's expression so ugly, and even when he wanted to cry, he could clearly see that Forget's eyes were red.

The appearance of relatives who accompany them day and night makes people's hearts more and more sour.

The two of them looked at each other with red eyes, neither of them willing to back down, like a silent collision of two lonely souls.

The eyes that forgot his worries were like a hot tear falling on his heart.

The look in his eyes, which is still unforgettable, clearly told him that he subconsciously asked how deeply he had hurt Forget Worry.

In the midst of the difficult confrontation, he suddenly thought: If his parents died in front of Forgetfulness, how could Forgetfulness not be painful when he watched all this happen but was powerless to prevent it?

He asked himself, is this the right thing to do?

The unhappiness in the day was dispersed, forgetting his worries, anger and pain, and after leaving his sleeves, he hid in the house and refused to come out, and he also hid back in his room.

When he calmed down and realized that his unintentional inquiry had hurt Master Forget, he wiped his tears and prepared to apologize to Forget.

Pushing open the door, he found that they had been so calm for an afternoon, and he walked outside the room where the lights were still on, and the master had not slept yet.

He took a breath and knocked cautiously on the door, but no one opened it for him.

The master must still be angry, right?

He rubbed his eyes and sat outside the door waiting.

I sat outside the door for a while, but found that the master was not in the room at all.

He saw Forget Worry coming out of the kitchen on the other side of the corridor with something, and silently pulled the door, but he was not ready to go back to the room at all, and walked straight to the back of the bamboo building with his things.

"Division...... Master!"

He quickly got up from the steps and shouted.

It was a little far away and forgot that he didn't hear it, and he didn't stop worrying, and he hurried over, wanting to stop the master and apologize to him.

Although his inquiry in the day is understandable, after all, which child can be indifferent to his biological parents? Forget his worries and watch him grow up since he was a child, so naturally he will not really take his offense to heart, because this one is angry with him.

However, it is precisely because of this that Zhu'an feels that he can't go, regardless of anything else, just because of the master's nurturing grace, he should apologize, he doesn't want the master to take care of him for so long, but he has become a child who makes the master hate.

The master's favor and care should not be a reason for him to hurt the master.

Forget Worry's pace was very urgent, and he had to trot to keep up, and this time he realized that Forget Worry was heading towards the back mountain.

He looked at the lonely back, and the chase stopped.

Do you want to follow along?

The square box in the hand of the master is filled with ...... if he is not mistaken Wine and food? The master must be going to mourn his parents, should he go?

Suddenly mentioned in the past, the old scars were revealed, and the pain and remorse in the master's heart can be imagined, and the guilt in his heart became stronger and stronger.

However, for the death of his parents, is it the right choice for him to forget it directly and let go of it?

If he dies of illness or accident, such reasons explain to him, although he is still young, he will understand the helplessness.

However, the master refused to explain it to him, and his face changed even when he mentioned this matter, and the reason behind this was really unmindable.

If you mind, how can you be indifferent?

He's just a child, and he really can't be as pure and desireless as a hidden master.

He took a few more steps closer to the place where he had forgotten his worries.

Xu was in a trance, forgetting his worries and not finding him along the way.

Forget worry sat down cross-legged in front of the tomb, reached out and wiped the cold tombstone, then took out the wine that had been warmed in the kitchen and poured three glasses, two cups raised their hands in front of the tomb, picked up the remaining cup and drank it all.

"There are only two cups of thin wine to sacrifice to the deceased. ”

I don't know if he was crying, his voice was particularly sad in the thick night.

Zhu'an couldn't help but shake his body a little, and listened more and more silently.

"Senior sister, you used to say that the most interesting thing in this world is that people come and go very lively, but I don't know why, so many people I have met, a few people I cherish, are ...... gone, now I'm the only one left, and I don't think it's very lively...... I'm ashamed, Xiao'er's kid, came to me today to ask me where his father and mother went...... I really don't know how to answer, in vain, I am a promising person in this world, but I can't even answer a small number of doubts...... How can I open my mouth? Because the world is impermanent, the end of the hero is still because of the deep affection, life and death are with each other? Don't say that he understands it, and now you ask me if I understand, and I don't dare to pat my chest and promise that I can see everything in this world clearly...... Xiao'er is still young, I don't want him to spend his whole life just thinking about grievances, grudges, fights, killings, and killings, what can I do if I tell him about the past? What can I do if I can kill that person to take revenge? Let this world be in chaos, and there will be no military disasters? A pair of hands that we practice medicine can heal people's lives, but after all, they can't heal people's hearts, and an iron sword in Jingzhi's hand can protect the territory and the people, but if the person he wants to protect wants him to die, how can an iron sword protect his family and country?"

"Alas...... If he knew the reason, he would definitely do something, blame me for being too depressed, I really can't bear Xiao'er to leave, what does it mean for me to stay alone on this mountain of forgetting worries? I used to know that you were okay in the world, and you could still have some thoughts, but now, this thought is only him. ”

"Speaking of which, I can't raise a child well, and I still don't have a family, I'm afraid that he will be lonely and have no other way, so I can only recruit some young sons to go up the mountain, so that he can have a companion, there are many partners around me, and if he is noisy, he won't worry too much about his parents, but today he asked like this, I feel really uncomfortable, incompetent, how to give him a complete home......"

“......”

Zhu'an knelt a little farther behind him, and although he forgot his worries and spoke harshly to him during the day, in the dead of night he was still saying words of self-reproach and asking

The question is completely clean, how can he be embarrassed?

Although he already had seven or eight guesses about the death of his parents, he chose to bury it in his heart.

Therefore, since then, he has never said a word about the death of his parents before forgetting his worries.

Keeping quiet is the most appropriate choice.

It's just that there is still a small thorn growing from the bottom of my heart.

He couldn't let go, so he could only hide it from his heart for more than ten years, until he was allowed to go down the mountain, and he could really start to face this matter.

Along the way, he asked many people openly or secretly, but unfortunately too much time has passed, and many people don't know at all, and the answers given by those who know are almost the same as the answers they got when they first asked the tea girl in Fanzhou City.

His father, Lin Jingzhi, a famous general Huwei in the world, died on the battlefield fifteen or sixteen years ago, and there is a general's mound in the northwest dock city.

At least in the eyes of the world, this legendary general was martyred in such a vigorous way to die on the battlefield.

However, he knew that the general's mound was not in Wucheng at all, and his parents were buried on the Forgotten Worry Mountain in Fanzhou City, thousands of miles away from Wucheng, and there must be a special secret between them, and he wanted to go down the mountain to find out the reason.

He descended the mountain alone, and it was clear that no one was following him along the way, but he still did not go directly to the northwest. He has a conjecture that Master Forget Worry is paying attention to his movements, if he just goes down the mountain, he will go directly to the northwest, he has not forgotten the heart for so many years, he will forget his worries and find out, maybe knowing his choice, Forget Worry will not stop it, but as he gets older, his heart should also grow, and he really can't be so reckless.

It is not difficult to imagine that although the people who forget their worries are in the mountains, if the master wants to know what news he wants, he will know it in less than half a day.

His conjecture was quickly verified, when he first arrived in Jinling City, Jiangnan, the letter of entrustment from Forget Worry followed, although it was mentioned in the letter that he was guessing that he would be interested in the martial arts conference, so he sent this letter by the way, however, is there really such a coincidence?

The letter arrived neither early nor late, and it was speculated that the delivery time was at most one day earlier than his arrival in Jinling City, and even the people of the Liu family specially came to the city gate to wait for him, and even the time of his arrival was speculated to be ** not far from ten, which really made him unconvincing This is a coincidence.

This also validated his conjecture.

He can understand Forget's worries, not out of distrust, so, even if he knew, he didn't debunk it, and kept pretending that he didn't know.

Along the way, at the beginning, I really wanted to avoid the sight of forgetfulness, so I have been wandering unhurriedly outside, and then I encountered an accident with Weaving Dreams, how could I stand by and watch, naturally I wanted to accompany Weaving Dreams to Illusory Flower Lake City to deal with the affairs of the Illusory Flower Palace, and after entering the Illusory Flower Palace, I went all the way to the south to find medicine, and after several twists and turns, it can indeed be said that I am seriously traveling through the rivers and lakes.

Now, Mu Feibai's injury has been dealt with, and now it is the most appropriate time to go to Wucheng again, according to his understanding of Forget Worry, after so long, Forget Worry should be believed.

Although this act is a bit calculated, it is also a last resort.

If the worry of forgetting worries makes him more and more calm, and the company of weaving dreams allows him to walk bravely towards his heart.

If you can't let it go, you should face it.