Chapter 40 Jiang Yue has a heart-to-heart
To hate? or not to hate? That's another question.
Jiang Yue couldn't help but glance sideways at Jiang Li, who was playing chess, especially the two bundles of white hair, which looked very distressed, and then nodded and said, "Hate!"
Mu Qing'er blamed herself and said, "I also hate myself, because of me, I made him look like this." ”
"You said that he thinks of others in everything. ”
"But after all, it's my fault!"
"It is not your fault that it was made because of you. ”
"I blame myself. ”
"No, he said, it's great to be alive. ”
"Yes, it's great to be alive!"
"But he was willing to die for you. ”
"Yes, he's stupid, he doesn't have to be like this. ”
"As I said, he's just stupid. ”
"Thank you!"
"Because I caught 'Hanguang'?"
Hearing this, Mu Qing'er couldn't help but glance at Jiang Yue's left hand, the scar between his palms was long gone, and he thought that with his medical skills, he would naturally not leave it.
"Yes, Junzi Jian, Hanguang, he is a real gentleman!" Mu Qing'er praised Jiang Li from the bottom of her heart.
"His appearance is the fate of the so-called 'gentleman'. ”
"Because of me. ”
"It should end with you. ”
"He should have forgotten. ”
"No, I can't forget it. ”
"Maybe I shouldn't be alive. ”
"He will remember him for the rest of his life. ”
"Why bother?"
"Bitter, you're just like him. ”
"Overwhelmed. ”
"That's why I said I hated you, I hated you, and I hate you now. ”
"What should I do?"
"Do you know why I hate you?"
"Because he consciously abolished his father's cultivation, he was ashamed of me, and he also abolished his cultivation. ”
"That's just why I hated you in the first place. ”
"Why now?"
Jiang Yue didn't answer Mu Qing'er's question, but turned sideways to face Jiang Lihou, who was talking and laughing and playing chess, and said to her, "Look at his appearance." ”
Turning sideways to look at Jiang Li slightly, she happened to see that he was also looking up at the two of them, and also showed a smile to the two, Mu Qing'er then said: "I know, he is happy in suffering." ”
"Yes, he is very bitter in his heart, so he doesn't want the people around him to be bitter. ”
"He's really nice. ”
"Yes, so I'm glad to have such a brother, but I feel sorry for him and feel worthless, but I can't do anything for him, I can only simply accompany him. ”
"I'm glad he has such a good sister as you. ”
"But we're just brother and sister, and he shouldn't be alone for the rest of his life. ”
"He'll meet better women. ”
"That's why I say I still hate you. ”
"What's the explanation?"
"He loves you, so much!"
"I don't deserve it. ”
Suddenly, Jiang Yue shouted very seriously and softly: "Sister Mu!"
Mu Qing'er's eyes widened, and she looked at her in surprise, didn't she say that she hated herself? Why did she hear this title again? So, she asked in disbelief, "Are you calling me?"
"Yes, Sister Mu, and if possible, you should be called Senior Sister Mu in the future. This time, Jiang Yue shouted more affirmatively
Still couldn't believe it, but the other party seemed to have other intentions, so Mu Qing'er asked with some confusion: "Could it be that you want to ask the master to accept you as an apprentice?"
Thinking that this was also one of the purposes of her trip, after bowing slightly, Jiang Yue continued: "You should know, I also know some piano skills. ”
"In terms of skills, if you are not under me, the master will definitely be willing, and I will ask him for permission, but why are you suddenly ......" Although Mu Qing'er recognized her piano skills and talent, she still couldn't understand the doubts in her heart.
She really didn't understand what the other party's purpose was, it should be more than simply wanting to learn the piano from her teacher, although her master was the "Qin Saint", but Jiang Yue obviously did not come because of the "great name" of the Qin Saint.
"I have a brother who loves me, he thinks about others in everything, and naturally thinks more about me", Jiang Yue did not answer her question directly, but said a word of pride that she could only feel herself.
After a pause, as if she had to muster up the courage to say the next words, she took a deep breath and slowly said what was on her mind.
"After that person died, my cultivation began to be chaotic, and my natural heart was already chaotic, so I didn't listen to his advice at that time and insisted on killing your father to take revenge.
So, in fact, I was the murderer who forced him to become a waste, but he loved me very much, so he didn't blame me, but treated me better.
Three years ago, I went to the Six Realms to the top grade, but because my heart was disturbed, my cultivation stagnated, and I think the same is true for you now.
Although he tried his best to help me, it was only in vain after all, so he hoped that the predecessors of the Qin Saint could accept me and let me practice the piano to wash my heart.
He gave me a lot, so I don't want to let him down. ”
This was the first time Mu Qing'er had heard her open her heart, and she knew that the brother and sister were facing each other in their own ways.
I'm afraid that the reason why Jiang Yue is really willing to come is that she doesn't want to embarrass him because of the incompatibility between the two of them.
At the same time, she was also surprised that her cultivation had already reached such a realm, and then looked at herself......
At this moment, she understood a lot, and she was relieved a lot, and she also knew that she didn't really hate herself.
There are some things that she may have guessed before, but now that the other party is telling her face to face, the result is naturally different.
Today's Mu Qing'er, the only thing that is difficult to understand may be that she doesn't know how to deal with the relationship with Jiang Li.
Although there are a lot less worries now, but between the two, after all, there is something separated, and she can't know exactly what it is at this time.
Looking at her expression, Jiang Yue knew that she might be relieved a lot at the moment, but it was not enough, so she persuaded her again with kind words.
"I want him to be happy, and you're the only one who can make him so.
Sister Mu, since the past is the past, there is no need to mind it anymore.
My own hatred has been put aside, could it be that you are not as good as me when you were called 'Qin Fairy'?"
Mu Qing'er was already confused by what she said, and she didn't know what to say at the moment.
But Jiang Yue seemed to want to completely defeat the defense line in her heart, and then said: "Sister Mu, I respect you as a sister, that is, I hope you can treat me as a sister like back then, maybe you should be called Senior Sister Mu in the future."
You should know that although I regard him as a brother, I have only called him "brother" a few times, but if possible, I don't mind calling you 'sister-in-law' in the future. ”
After saying a few words, without waiting for Mu Qing'er to answer, she walked in the direction of Jiang Li and the others.
Standing in place, Mu Qing'er was like a sculpture at the moment, not moving a bit, and every word of Jiang Yue was like a lightning strike to her, pointing straight to her heart.
Jiang Yue's words were still echoing in his ears, and he inevitably remembered every bit of the two of them.
Subconsciously muttered to himself, and kept reading: "Sister Yue'er, Sister Yue'er......"
When he came back to his senses, he found that the other party was no longer in front of him, and the only thing left was his own two lines of tears flowing uncontrollably on his face......