Chapter 51: I Miss You So Much

"Silly boy, I'll just tell you now, why don't you tell me I'm sorry, come! Come in first, I'll call her from home and ask, and after you know where she is, you can just go and find it." With that, he took Wang Yuze with one hand and entered the house.

But half a minute later, Wang Yuze and Aunt Lan were both there, and the two listened to the receiver repeating, "The phone you dialed has been turned off, please dial again later!"

Suddenly, Wang Yuze's heart was in turmoil, and he didn't know where to look for Mu Hanyan for a while.

Aunt Lan found out the seriousness of the matter at this time, and immediately dialed another phone to go out, and half a minute later, Aunt Lan asked anxiously: "Master, it's me! Did Yan'er go to you? What? No? Did she call you and say that she was looking for you? No? Hey, I'll let Yu Ze tell you about the specific things!" After speaking, he gave the phone to Wang Yuze.

Wang Yuze took the phone, adjusted his mood and said, "Grandpa! I'm sorry! I lost the cold smoke!"

Mu Zhonghua's puzzled voice came from the side: "What do you mean? You tell me the details of the matter." ”

So, in the next few minutes, Wang Yuze explained the process of Mu Hanyan's loss in detail. Mu Zhonghua sighed deeply after hearing this: "Hey! It's not your fault, it's to find Hanyan immediately, if he is kidnapped by someone with bad intentions again, it will be even more difficult to find her again, so no matter what method you use now, go to find her first! If you just said that she went out with her bag, then go to the long-distance bus station, train station and airport to look for it." In addition, I will call Wei Xian and ask him to send an order to arrange for someone to search for her in the city, so that I can find some traces of her!"

When Wang Yuze heard this, he felt that what Mu Zhonghua said was all about the focus of the search, and he didn't think of this at all, so he hurriedly said: "Okay! I will also go back to the base immediately, and use the network of the dragon protection group to find her!"

Mu Zhonghua sighed again and said in a deep voice: "Don't be so anxious, I believe that Yan'er will be fine." ”

Wang Yuze snorted and said, "Grandpa, after I find it, I will inform you as soon as possible!"

After hanging up the phone, Wang Yuze wrote down the phone numbers of Mu Zhonghua and Mu Hanyan, and immediately got up and left Mu Hanyan's home. However, all this can only be his delusion.

Wang Yuze turned around and strode out of the military compound.

Another half an hour later, Wang Yuze returned to the base of the dragon protection group again, and for the first time he arranged for someone to stay by the phone, and kept dialing Mu Hanyan's phone, and at the same time arranged for another person to prepare an ordinary phone card for himself, at this time he finally understood the importance of a mobile phone, a mobile phone could let him know Mu Hanyan's news in an instant.

And General Wei had already received a call from Mu Zhonghua and had already arranged for him.

The dark night is even brighter than the lights of BJ City, which is destined to be an unusual night, with police cars and sirens whistling through the streets, and unknown citizens still think they are arresting some criminals.

Wang Yuze was standing on the top floor of a building at this time, and the night breeze was blowing gently, bringing a trace of coolness, but no matter how he could blow away the anxiety in his heart.

When Wang Yuze got the phone card, put it in the mobile phone given by Wu Chenyu, and left the base, he also joined the search, he really couldn't sit there quietly and wait, then he felt like he would go crazy, every minute that passed, he felt like a year.

"Hanyan, where are you? I understand your heart, but my heart hasn't let you know yet, why did you disappear? How can you disappear? If you want to go, take me with you, okay? Even if you go to heaven and earth, as long as you are willing to take me, I will accompany you!" After speaking, Wang Yuze slowly lowered his head, and hot tears slipped down his face.

After Shizun died, he thought that he would never shed tears for anyone again in his life, and with his own ability, he could almost say that he could do whatever he wanted on the earth, but at this moment, he had a deep sense of powerlessness, and that sense of powerlessness was something he had never tasted for many years.

Once as a member of the bottom of society, he was scolded by customers when he was a waiter, scolded by his boss when he was a salesman, etc., etc., but at that time he didn't care at all, because he knew in his heart that everything would be in the past after tomorrow, and he would go his own way. Whether he is free or easy, he can live in his own world in style, watching the sun rise and moon set every day, and the flowers falling, and he can still read heroically "Who first saw the moon on the riverside, and when did the river moon shine at the beginning of the year", so he didn't feel that sense of powerlessness at that time.

But now, the person he really cares about has disappeared in front of his eyes, and he really wants to keep the person he cares about, but he doesn't even know where the other party is. At this moment, he knew how bitter this sad tear was, and how heavy the bitterness of lovesickness was.

Suddenly, the phone in Wang Yuze's trouser pocket rang, Wang Yuze put aside his messy thoughts, immediately took it out and connected it, and Su Youqing's voice came from the opposite side: "Boss, there are already eyebrows, the ticket she bought today is going abroad!"

"Which country did you go to?" asked Wang Yuze anxiously.

Su Youqing clearly spit out two words: "N country!"

"Okay, you can arrange my last flight to country N." ”

Su Youqing said with some embarrassment after hearing this: "I know the boss, but the latest one will have to wait until the day after tomorrow!"

Wang Yuze's heart tightened: "What? The day after tomorrow, why does it take so long?"

"Boss, the flight schedule is arranged like this, and there is a transfer, but you still need to wait when you transfer, the difference in time is not big, if the transfer is delayed, it may take longer! According to the information found, the probability of transfer delay is particularly large, and I have also checked the weather over there tomorrow, which is not optimistic. Su Youqing said all the possible factors.

If there is a delay in the transfer, then find a way, the arrival time may be longer, Wang Yuze is on the safe side, and finally he reluctantly chose the direct flight the day after tomorrow.

At this moment, he hated himself for not working hard at all, if he usually worked hard to cultivate, maybe it was already the Jindan stage now, then he could fly with the sword, and before dawn, he might arrive in country N, but now, he could only wait.

"Country N?" Wang Yuze muttered again, and suddenly remembered that when chatting with Mu Hanyan before, he occasionally talked about the country outside of China, and his favorite is Country N, the country like a fairy tale.

Bergen, the most beautiful city in N country, the colorful houses, from a distance look like rainbows, it is a very quiet city, they are not open 24 hours a day, in the quiet night, even the sound of snowflakes can be heard. Outside of May to September, it may snow, and the snow covers the whole city, but when you look out from the house, under the snow, there are miserable houses, and from a distance, you don't feel the slightest cold, but it is so warm, and these months without snow have a beautiful aurora, which makes people feel as if they are in an illusory world.

"You have to go to the place I like even when you leave!" Girl! I'm ......!" A thousand words came to the lips, and finally turned into four simple words: "I miss you so much"!

Today's experience made Wang Yuze deeply understand that the woman who was weak on the outside but strong on the inside, I don't know when, had quietly entered the deepest part of her heart, but the experience of being hurt made him feel scared.

Yes, he was afraid! He was afraid that one day, Mu Hanyan would turn around and leave like Lan Xi, leaving behind a thousand holes in his self.

He was once covered with bruises, it took more than ten years, and he still did not get out of the shadow of the year, and now, he is still rebuilding his inner embankment little by little, if Mu Hanyan also gives up on himself, how long will it take next time? ten years, or a hundred years? Rather than this, he is willing to blindly escape.

In Wang Yuze's own opinion, the departure of the person he loves, coupled with his own worthlessness, I am afraid that he will never be able to escape the fate of the lowest level of society, like ants. Having failed in life, Kenben is not qualified to have the love of others. Even if he became a cultivator, this deep inferiority complex still lingered in his consciousness.

However, one day, a fairy-like woman walked into her life and fell in love with herself, Wang Yuze's first feeling was not pride, let alone pride, but subconscious avoidance.

However, it was Xiao Kaixuan's words that made him decide to face it, Mu Hanyan's behavior moved him again and again, and when he really began to care about Mu Hanyan, he clearly found that Mu Hanyan was really affectionate to him, but his heart was like a knife.

finally realized Mu Hanyan's love and pain for him, he decided to put everything away, let alone worry about the uncertain future, and explain everything to Mu Hanyan, but at this moment, God played a big joke on him, and halfway through his words, it became the last straw that overwhelmed Mu Hanyan, so that she had to leave with grief when she couldn't give up.