Life and Death Volume 1: Phoenix Life 34.Old Things (1)

"Okay, Ah Sheng, don't think about it anymore. Gu Jingshen moved the little horse to her and yawned lazily, "We're still alive, aren't we?"

The candle flame in the infirmary flickered slightly, making a "beep-beep" sound.

We're alive.

This sentence touched her instantly, Lin Luosheng's nose was slightly sour, the corners of his eyes were red, and he hurriedly turned his face away and laughed softly: "Yes, we are still alive." ”

If you are still alive, why should you care about why you are alive?

She gently stroked her sister's warm cheek, no longer thinking about it. Anyway, I can't think of anything now, which only adds to my troubles.

"But I'm also curious about how I escaped, Ah Sheng, did you say that you let me go because those monsters thought I wasn't tasty?" Gu Jingshen yawned, drowsy, and his voice became quieter, "Ah Sheng, I'm so happy........."

He was sleepy and his eyelids were heavy.

"What are you happy about?" Lin Luosheng asked softly, and before he could hear an answer, he saw a certain prince's head on her lap little by little, and he actually fell asleep.

The lights are like beans, the room is dim, and the shadows of teenagers and girls are reflected on the mottled walls, outlining a warm picture.

She looked down at him for a long time, always thinking that he did it on purpose.

After a while, Gu Jingshen's slight snoring sounded. Lin Luosheng had a bad taste, and his white fingers slowly approached the face of a certain prince and pinched his nose.

Unexpectedly, a certain prince's misty eyes opened a slight slit, and then he snuggled his mouth, shook his head, and fell asleep again.

Lin Luosheng laughed, so he stopped teasing him.

She carefully moved onto the bed a little more with her hand on the edge of the bed, and then looked at Gu Jingshen to make sure that he didn't wake up, and then moved a little more to the bed.

She straightened her clothes and sat upright, looked at her sister again, stretched out her hand and gently traced her eyebrows, and her heart was mixed.

In fact, the relationship between the two of them was not very good before, when they were young, they often had a small quarrel for three days and a big fuss for five days.

Lin Luosheng understands that the cause and effect of her quarrel with her sister is actually just jealousy.

She was jealous that her sister was younger than her and was more favored by the family, she was jealous that her sister had someone to carry around him no matter what she did, and she could do whatever she wanted, and she was jealous that her sister had a mother and she didn't.

Although she is a concubine, she has nothing.

Lin Luosheng's mother was Lin Xiang's wife, the eldest daughter of the Dingguo Mansion, who died in childbirth when she was born. Because many people openly and secretly said that she was a mourning star, she killed her mother when she was born, and she may have to kill her father and son in the future.

Even though the Prime Minister's Mansion and the Dingguo Mansion are already trying their best to protect her, it is inevitable that she will grow up in gossip since she was a child.

Words are terrifying, especially for a careless child, and you can imagine how much damage she has suffered.

Lin Luosheng also often wondered at that time, would he really be a broom star, so his mother would die of dystocia when she gave birth to her.

Every time she thought about it, she couldn't help but be jealous of Lin Luoxiao, and then one day she heard from the people around her that it was the current Mrs. Lin who killed her mother by means.

Because Lin Luosheng's mother had just died on the front foot, her father carried the current Mrs. Lin into the door on the back foot, and Lin Luoxiao was only one year and two months younger than her.

Before the bones of his deceased wife were cold, Lin Xiang did such ugly things that violated customs and customs, which caused a big sensation at the time, and provided many people with a conversation after dinner.

Some people sneered, some disdained, some ridiculed, and some laughed at it as a joke. Some people can't help but think, Lin Xiang is doing this, where is his deceased wife to be, where is the infant Miss Xiangfu, and where is the Dingguo Mansion?

What's even more ridiculous is that Mrs. Lin, who he carried into the door with his hind feet, is still the sister-in-law of his deceased wife.

But the strange thing is that the Dingguo Mansion unanimously didn't care about this matter, and later kept silent and secretive, who dared to chew their tongues in front of them, they were definitely tired.

But the more secretive they became, the more curious they were to reveal the truth about this matter.

I heard that the nosy and amorous third prince of Shangshu Mansion had made efforts for the truth of this matter, and even created many false rumors to force the Guogong Mansion to obey and take the initiative to explain the so-called truth. Of course, most of these rumors are some romantic and glamorous things and family house fights, that is, things that can't be on the table, and of course not many people pay attention to them.

The Dingguo Mansion was even more unmoved, and never took it seriously, of course, the deeper meaning was that it didn't take him seriously.

Later, I heard that the third prince of this idle egg hurt knocked on the door of the Dingguo Mansion on a bright moonlit night with a pot of flower wine, and then before he could see the principal, he was seriously injured by the fierce family members and thrown out.

The third prince was self-improving, drank the pot of flower wine in his arms, sighed, and crawled back to Shangshu Mansion drunk.

Of course, these three sons also became a joke later, but he didn't care, anyway, did he have less jokes?

After that, a year or two later, basically no one mentioned Lin Xiang's romance anymore...... Oh no, it's a scandal.

But although this matter has passed for a long time, and few people will mention it, it is not a glorious thing after all.

The people who suffered for this disgraceful thing naturally included two sisters, Lin Luosheng and Lin Luoxiao.

One was said to be unkind to his mother, so Lin Xiang couldn't wait to marry another stepfamily, and the other was said to be his mother's amorous and hooked up with his sister-in-law's father-in-law.

Even if it has nothing to do with the two of them themselves, they are tired of fame, and occasionally someone will point fingers at them. Of course, if he met such a person, Lin Luoxiao unceremoniously swung his fist, and if he couldn't beat it, he would take a large group of Dingguo Mansion to find the field that day.

What about Lin Luosheng?

Lin Luosheng will only "be reasonable", and will not stop when he doubts his life.

Ever since he heard some rumors about the incident, Lin Luosheng has become even more disgusted with Lin Luoxiao, and of course Mrs. Lin is definitely no exception.

Although Mrs. Lin has always treated her very well.

Her relationship with Lin Luoxiao became better when she was ten years old.

Lin Luosheng seems to be gentle and amiable, but in fact he has a strange temper and is still a stuffy oil bottle.

She never says what she likes, always waiting for others to find out.

When she was twelve years old, the Prime Minister raised a litter of rabbits, which were very fluffy and cute, and she was full of joy when she saw them.

Every day, as soon as I have time, I run to squat in front of the rabbit cage to watch, and when I look at it, I look at it for an hour, and I can't stand up until my feet are numb.

She likes the way they huddle together to keep warm, the way they move their lips chewing on tender grass, and the way they suddenly prick up their ears in alarm...... She loved them, really did.

But the adults were very busy at that time, and she didn't say anything, and no one noticed that she liked the litter.

So three months later, in order to give Lin Xiang a life, the house invited guests, and the nest of rabbits was made into braised rabbit meat and appeared on the flowing water table, but it happened that she was asked out by Gu Jingshen early that day.

And Gu Jingshen adhered to his usual good style, and he didn't sweat profusely until the middle of the day.

She couldn't save her rabbits.

When she returned to the house, she happily went to see the rabbits, but the cage was empty, and the young grass she had put in in the morning wilted and collapsed listlessly at the bottom of the cage.

She panicked at once, ran around, and when she caught them, she asked them if they had seen her rabbit.

Lin Xiang was born, everyone was very busy, even if she was the eldest daughter of the Prime Minister's house, no one listened to her carefully, and most of them sent her away perfunctorily.

She searched around for most of the day in despair, until it was dusk and the lights were on, and someone hurriedly brought her to the feast.

When the braised rabbit meat was served, she didn't actually recognize that it was the rabbit she had taken care of for three months. She had never eaten rabbit meat before, and she couldn't tell the difference, so when Mrs. Lin sandwiched a piece of rabbit meat for her, she ate it silently.

But what Mrs. Lin said later directly made her spit it out.

Mrs. Lin didn't know Lin Luosheng, she just saw that her "daughter", who had always ignored her, obediently ate the dishes she gave her for the first time, instead of eating all the dishes she gave her after eating as before, she was still at the bottom of the bowl and didn't eat, so she was flattered.

In fact, what she didn't know, Lin Luosheng began to be sensible as early as nine years old, and she naturally wanted to save face for her in front of outsiders.

It's a pity that Mrs. Lin didn't put the dishes she picked up for her at the bottom of the bowl after she repeatedly put them on the bottom of the bowl.

Seeing that she ate the dishes she sandwiched, Mrs. Lin was overjoyed, thinking that Lin Luosheng had finally accepted her. She thought about it, and felt that it might just be Lin Luosheng who liked to eat braised rabbit meat, so she immediately made up her mind to please her in this regard. Then he gave her a chopstick rabbit meat, and looked at her with attentive and eager eyes.

Who can eat it if they are looked at like this?

Lin Luosheng also looked at her, his eyes detached.

Mrs. Lin immediately reacted, looked away, and after a while, she secretly glanced at her again, and saw her eating rabbit meat in small bites, her eyes narrowed into a slit, and said happily: "If Sheng'er likes to eat, can my mother make it for you every day?"

Lin Luosheng nodded expressionlessly.

Lin Luoxiao, who was sitting next to her, glared at Mrs. Lin with a puffed face.

"Okay, well, that mother will cook by herself tomorrow. Mrs. Lin immediately became happy like a child, so happy that she felt a little at a loss.

She diligently sandwiched a piece of meat for her: "Tonight, Shangniang will personally pick a rabbit for you to make." ”

The rabbit meat that Lin Luosheng was still biting in his mouth fell into the bowl.

Mrs. Lin didn't know why, so she hurriedly asked her what was wrong.

A strong sense of guilt instantly invaded Lin Luosheng's bones, it turned out that she ate the rabbit she had worked hard to find for most of the day! She personally took care of the rabbit for three months!

Her throat was choked so badly that she wanted to push away Mrs. Lin, who had been chattering beside her, and smashed the whole table.

But in the end, she just told Mrs. Lin that she was not feeling well, and then got up and left.

It wasn't until she was far away that she bent down and threw up, spitting pantothenic water in her mouth and turning pale. After vomiting, he sobbed and cried again, and then cried louder and louder, until he cried loudly.

But no one cares about her, everyone is very busy and has no time to care about her.

She couldn't help crying, and she didn't notice that Lin Luoxiao had been following her.

Lin Luoxiao is afraid that she is the only one who knows that she likes rabbits, but she has always been at odds with her, so how can she help her?

But she had never seen her cry so sadly.