Volume 1 I don't know that I am a guest in my dream Chapter 29 Zhu Jingshan's helplessness

The voices of the two unconsciously raised a few points.

Hao Ren pulled the corner of Chen Cheng's clothes, and said to Zhu Jingshan: "Brother Zhu, in the end, it depends on Zhu Zhu's thoughts. No one wants to encounter this kind of thing. ”

Zhu Jingshan closed his eyes to calm his emotions, and before pushing the door back, he turned back and said to the two: "Can you ask the two of you to bring Mianmian back later?" Zhu Zhu doesn't know about this yet, and I plan to tell her when she wakes up later. Mianmian is not very convenient here. It's good to let Mianmian spend the night in your cave tonight. ”

"No problem, we'll take Mianmian back later. Hao Ren readily agreed.

Zhu Jingshan nodded and said to Chen Cheng: "I'm not in a good mood just now, I'm really sorry." ”

Chen Cheng had tears in his eyes and shook his head to show that he didn't take it to heart at all. She just put herself in the shoes of Zhu Zhu and Zhu Jingshan and thought about it, and felt so sad, not to mention Zhu Jingshan and Zhu Zhu who were in this whirlpool.

Zhu Jingshan brought Zhu Mianmian out soon after entering, he didn't know when Zhu Zhu would wake up, in order to prevent Zhu Mianmian from hearing those bad words, he could only ask Hao Ren and his wife to take her back as soon as possible.

He squatted down and said to Zhu Mianmian seriously: "Daddy was in a hurry when she came out, and she didn't close the cave well. Mianmian, you help your father go back to see if it's okay, if a thief comes, everything in the house will be removed! After closing the cave, today you will live in Uncle Hao and Aunt Chen's house, don't you like to tease Hao Yun's brother the most, you can also tease him at night and sleep with him. ”

Zhu Mianmian was a little anxious in her heart, since that night Hao Ren and his wife talked about Zhao Ke with Zhu Jingshan's family. Zhu Mianmian always felt that the door of his cave was not closed, and he had to get up to check the door of the cave before going to bed every day before he was willing to sleep obediently.

She turned her head again to look at Hao Ren and his wife and Hao Yun in Chen Cheng's arms.

Zhu Mianmian likes Hao Ren's family very much, in her eyes Uncle Hao is very humorous, Aunt Chen is super beautiful, especially the white and chubby Hao Yun, looking at it today, she even thinks Hao Yun is better looking than her wrinkled brother.

She pursed her mouth and said, "But my mother and brother haven't woken up, I want to wait for them to wake up." ”

Zhu Jingshan helped his daughter comb her messy hair and said, "Your mother has woken up just now, and it is her order to let you go back and see if the door of the cave is closed." Don't you listen to your mother the most?"

"Huh?" Zhu Mianmian opened her mouth wide, a little incredulous. Could it be that when I was asleep, my mother secretly woke up? Didn't she see that I was secretly sleeping and didn't look at my brother properly?

Thinking of this, Zhu Mianmian hurriedly walked to Chen Cheng's side, waved his hand to Zhu Jingshan and said, "Dad, we'll go back immediately." You told your mother that I was the most obedient to her. I've had a good look at my brother just now, and I, I'm just, just a little sleepy! Zhu Mianmian raised a finger as she spoke, comparing one to one.

Zhu Jingshan nodded, indicating that he understood.

There were no more words between the three adults, and after nodding to each other, Hao Ren and his wife left the Cloud Pavilion with Zhu Mianmian.

Zhu Jingshan came to the door, stretched out his hand but didn't push the door in.

An ordinary stone door, at this time, in Zhu Jingshan's eyes, was the entrance of a huge vortex, pushing open the stone door, the vortex behind the door would roar and devour his body, swallow his family, and even swallow everything about him.

He stood at the door for a long time

After taking a deep breath and clearing the fear in his heart, he pushed the door open.

The door was unprecedentedly heavy, like a Fengxia mountain pressing on his heart.

When Zhu Jingshan entered the door, it happened that Zhu Zhu also woke up.

It may be Zhu Zhu's motherhood who woke her up, she subconsciously felt that her son was hungry, so she woke up like that.

Looking at Zhu Jingshan who entered the door, Zhu Zhu said: "You change my posture for me, I want to breastfeed Chuan'er." ”

At this time, Zhu Zhu didn't notice the strangeness of his child at all

Zhu Jingshan didn't do so, he came to the side of the bed and tucked Zhu Zhu's quilt tighter, so that Zhu Zhu could keep lying on the bed.

"I have something to tell you. Zhu Jingshan finished this sentence with difficulty.

Zhu Zhu thought about breastfeeding her son, so she just responded casually.

Zhu Jingshan tightened the quilt again, raised his voice and said, "Zhu Zhu, listen to me carefully." ”

"I'm listening, you help me feed the baby, you haven't woken me up after I've slept for so long, Chuan'er is just born, you can't be hungry!" Zhu Zhu said as she wanted to reach out from the quilt.

"Chuan'er won't drink milk, he will always fall asleep like this!" Zhu Jingshan was anxious, and said with collapse and restraint.

Zhu Zhu was stunned for a moment, and had a bad feeling: "Zhu Jingshan, what do you mean? What do you mean that he will always fall asleep like this?"

Zhu Jingshan seemed to have been drained of all his strength, so he stood on the side of the bed and looked at Zhu Zhu and said, "Chuan'er was born without a soul and a soul, and he can't wake up." He would just fall asleep like this until his life was exhausted. ”

Zhu Zhu still didn't believe it, shook his head and said, "No, how can it be." How could Chuan'er be like this? You must have lied to me, right? ”

The eyes of the two converged in one place, and the needles could be heard in the stone room.

Zhu Jingshan took a rough breath and no longer pressed the quilt.

Zhu Zhu was able to move, struggled to sit up and hugged Zhu Changchuan in his arms, and said while patting: "Chuan'er, wake up, my mother has breastfed you!" Chuan'er, don't sleep, wake up and cry for my mother!" But no matter how Zhu Zhu shouted, the thin doll in the swaddling clothes just didn't really open her eyes, she just didn't cry loudly, just with a faint snort, lying quietly in Zhu Zhu's arms.

Zhu Zhu's eyes gradually lost their brilliance, and the whole person seemed to have aged a lot in an instant.

Witnessing a catastrophe is far more memorable than knowing the outcome of a disaster. Telling a woman that she is going to watch the baby in her arms die is definitely more difficult to accept than telling her that the baby left in childbirth. She couldn't even shed a single tear of grief, and no one could know how sad Zhu Zhu was at this time.

No one can know what kind of grief Zhu Jingshan's heart is at this time. Because this knife that stabbed Zhu Zhu in blood was the handle he held.

At such times, no matter how beautiful and heart-warming words of comfort are, they seem so pale and powerless.

Zhu Jingshan didn't speak, just sat down beside Zhu Zhu and stretched out his hand to hug his wife and children.

The Akashi lamp was as bright as ever, but it still couldn't illuminate the darkness that had grown in the couple's hearts.

At last

It was Zhu Zhu who opened his mouth first.

"Is there anything we can do to save our children?"

"There is no way, our children are in short supply. This kind of soul-lackening disease cannot be cured!" Zhu Jingshan did not hesitate at all, and gave a negative answer. These fluttering words pressed against Zhu Jingshan's chest like boulders, and no one knew what kind of determination he used to say this.

Zhu Zhu broke away from Zhu Jingshan's arm, a pair of bloodshot eyes that were full of red bloodshot at some point, and stared at Zhu Jingshan like that and said, "Jingshan, you answered too quickly." You're lying to me, aren't you? We have a way to save our children!"

Zhu Jingshan didn't dodge Zhu Zhu's gaze, but forced himself to meet him and said hard-headedly: "I didn't lie to you, it was the immortal master of the Cloud Pavilion who said it." If you don't believe me, you can ask!"

"Okay! I'll ask!" Zhu Zhu didn't hesitate, hugged Zhu Changchuan and got up to get out of bed.

"You're still so weak now, you can't get out of bed yet!" Zhu Jingshan put his hands on Zhu Zhu's shoulders to prevent her from getting up.

"Okay, you go and invite the immortal master, I'm going to ask him face to face!" Zhu Zhu hugged Zhu Changchuan tightly and said to Zhu Jingshan with an unprecedented tough attitude.

Zhu Jingshan was speechless, hanging his hands for a while, and he didn't know where to put them.

"There's only one way. He finally compromised with Zhu Zhu.

"No matter what the method is, Jingshan, as long as we can cure our son!"

"Only you will divide a soul and a soul and make it up to our son. Chuan'er can wake up. ”

Zhu Zhu took out a hand and grabbed the hem of Zhu Jingshan's monk's robe, looked at the man in front of him with longing eyes, and said, "Then divide it, no matter how many souls or spirits, I am willing." ”

Zhu Jingshan sat down, took Zhu Zhu's slender hand that turned white because he was too hard in his hand, and said softly: "Do you think this matter is as simple as you think? If it doesn't affect you, why should I lie to you? Do you know, if you use your soul to make up for Chuan'er, you will fall into a deep sleep because of your incomplete soul, just like Chuan'er can't wake up now." Why should we pass this pain through our family?"

"But he is our son, we brought him into this world without his consent, and we still have to sentence him to death here? Don't you think this is too unfair to him?" Zhu Zhu looked down at the quiet Zhu Changchuan, and couldn't stop tears from dripping down the little face of the baby in his arms.

"Then have you ever thought about Mianmian? Isn't Mianmian your child? If you can't sleep like this, how am I going to tell her? Tell her that her mother used herself in exchange for her younger brother? Chuan'er's matter is providential, maybe God's punishment for the two of us, but Mianmian is innocent. It is better for you and me to share this pain than to pull in the cotton to share it for us. At the end, Zhu Jingshan was almost a pleading word.

Zhu Jingshan's words seemed to have some effect, and Zhu Zhu's emotions were gradually contained.

The mother in front of her couldn't think about anything anymore at this time. She said calmly: "Jingshan, can you leave for a while? I want to be alone with Chuan'er." ”

Zhu Zhu seemed to have changed back to his usual calm wife, Zhu Jingshan wanted to speak several times but still couldn't say a word, and finally he just said softly: "If there is anything, you call me, I am outside the door." ”

Then he got up and left.