32 Sadness is mostly pitiful

"Nansheng, don't leave me, you promised to be with me forever. ”

Jin Se clinged to the mouth of the well, looking at Nan Forget affectionately, his eyes were sad, like crying.

Nan Wangling walked in the void, and there was like an invisible staircase hanging under his feet, picking up the stairs from mid-air and slowly coming to the well.

"Nan Sheng. Jin Se leaned up, stretched out his right hand to Nan forgetfully, and stopped talking, and the large blood stains on his chest were shocking.

The past is turbulent, vivid, and a painful shadow rises between Nan Wang's eyebrows.

Rouyi handed to the front of him, like a long-lost invitation, he did not hesitate, reached out to hold it.

"Hahaha! Nansheng, this time, you can't escape!"

Jin Se looked at the hands in front of him, his face was no longer sad and sad, but replaced by a sly smile, and his eyes were full of triumphant mockery.

Jin Se's empty hand slapped on the edge of the well, and his body suddenly leaned back, intending to pull the lost and depressed Nan Wang, and fell to the bottom of the well together.

"yes, I can't escape. Nan Forget smiled, looking like a kind of self-deprecating mockery, he was suddenly dragged by Jin Se, and he fell into the well involuntarily.

A scarlet rope snake poked out of Nan Wang's cuffs, and deftly swam over the hands of ten fingers, winding up towards Jin Se's white arm.

"What are you going to do?" Jin Se looked at the strange red thread on his arm, his face changed greatly, and he said in horror, "Let go of me!"

It's just that no matter how Jin Se struggles, he can't break free his right hand from Nan Wang, Jin Se tries to fight back, but the result is that Nan Wang understated the moves, and resolved them one by one.

Jin Se gave up attacking Nan Wang, and grabbed and bit the red rope on his right arm, like a shrew, but it was all in vain.

"All this is your calculation?" Jin Se held a red thread in his mouth, suddenly raised his head, looked at Nan Forget with resentment, and asked in a muffled voice through gritted teeth:

"You weren't shocked at first, everything was just superb acting skills. ”

"Although you have been trapped in my heart, it is useless to catch your mind mustard seed - to find a needle in a haystack. If I don't be careless and obedient, how can you be caught by me? ”

"It seems that your so-called love of your heart does not weigh much. You only love yourself in your bones. ”

Jin Sesong opened his mouth with the red rope and let it spread wantonly, looking at Nan Forget with a calm look in his eyes, and a sneer curled at the corner of his lips.

"You're not her, how can I be fooled?. ”

Nan Wang's gaze wandered on the arm of the fake Jinse on the opposite side, where the red line was dense and slowly squirming, and the pale golden Yuan Qi in the heart demon's body was pulled out by the red bean, and it was slowly devouring, this scene was extremely cruel and beautiful.

"It's true that you're a demon, but it's not mine. Nan forgot to retract his gaze and smiled.

"Back then, when Yundu was in turmoil, Jin Se unfortunately died, and I didn't expect that the remnant soul would be collected by you in the bone-eroding lovesickness. ”

The appearance of the demon changed again, reproducing the previous stunning face, and smiled sadly, "Unexpectedly, you are also a poor person." ”

At this time, Nan forgot to shake the fingers of the demons, and the natural heart was connected, and the two of them flipped through each other's past, as if they were looking for things.

"You and I are just sympathetic. ”

Nan Forget sighed, he invaded the other party's sea of knowledge just now, and looked back along the other party's mental journey, and he also felt a lot of emotion.

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My name is Liluo, I heard my father say that the night I was born was stormy, because the birth was difficult, my mother mourned for half a night, and the next morning, I fell to the ground.

Strangely enough, as soon as I was born, the storm outside, which had been raging all night, suddenly stopped.

My mother just glanced at me in my swaddling clothes, and before she had time to explain to my father or let me suck a mouthful of breast milk, she died, and my father hugged me and stopped at my mother's bedside for a long time.

My father said that in the early morning of that day, he pushed open the window, the wind and rain were calm, and the morning light was faint, and he could see a pear blossom on the ground, like snow, extremely beautiful, but it was white, and it would be a little dazzling after looking at it for a long time.

"The pear falls, the ...... falls," my father hugged me and wept, muttering in his mouth.

My father is an important member of the court, holding a lot of power, I am a wife and daughter, since I was a child, I was held by the stars and regarded as the pearl of the palm, I was arrogant and indulgent at that time, I knew that even if I opened my mouth to ask for the stars in the sky, my father and brother who doted on me would do their best to let me get what I wanted.

"Father, he's so pitiful, shall we take him in?"

I cowered behind my father, keeping a careful eye out for the beggar who was lying in front of the car.

His clothes were ragged, his little face was covered with mud, his eyebrows and eyes were extremely beautiful, his pupils were different from ordinary people, and his eyes were pale golden, and they were unusually bright.

Through those eyes, I saw the sea of stars, and although I had never seen the sea, I was convinced that the ocean was real in his eyes.

His legs were crushed by the carriage, his hands were wrapped around the wound, dense cold sweat broke out on his forehead, and his thin lips were pursed into a line, humming and not humming, and he was extremely forbearing.

The father looked at the stubborn child, frowning thoughtfully.

Seeing that my father had not replied for a long time, I was a little anxious, and shook his arm to be coquettish.

My father's brow gradually relaxed, and he asked the beggar in a harmonious voice, "Son, do you have any family?"

The beggar shook his head, and two lines of crystal sparkled out of his eyes, and I felt a little distressed, so I came out and squatted in front of him, and handed him a handkerchief.

"Little brother, what's your name?"

"My name is Qiu Yu, thank you. ”

Qiu Yu glanced at me, but didn't pick up my towel, stubbornly picked up his sleeve and wiped it indiscriminately, and his little face after the tears washed away was very fair-skinned and handsome.

"Brother Qiu Yu, since you don't have a family, would you like to go home with me, my family is big, and there are many delicious and fun things. ”

I began to be earnest, and it was evident that he was secretly swallowing when I mentioned the delicious food, and he looked at my father inquiringly, and bowed his head in silence.

"Since Liluo is so close to you, it's good to be a playmate. "My father was very understanding, rubbed the top of my head, and looked doting.

"Thank you. Qiu Yu lowered his head and whispered a word of acceptance, tears coming out of his eyes again.

I reached out to pull him, and he hesitated, but still obediently did not refuse. I led him into the carriage and went back to the Prime Minister's Mansion.

Qiu Yu is a handsome young man, he is very diligent after the injury, and he always has a small face that makes people feel like a spring breeze.

Father also gradually let go of his guard, put back the hands of those who were secretly staring at the faction, and arranged Qiu Yu to do some errand work from time to time, Qiu Yu did it perfectly, impeccable, his father appreciated him a lot, and took him as a personal servant, in addition to daily chores, he would occasionally point out his articles and calligraphy, Qiu Yu was also quite motivated, and he was blessed with a unique way to study, and he entered the country quickly.

His father treated him favorably and regarded him as a son and nephew, and later he simply accepted him as a righteous son, and Qiu Yu also obtained the qualification to serve at the family banquet, but he had to shirk it every time and hide in the courtyard to sit with his subordinates.

My father reprimanded him a few times, but secretly praised Qiu Yu, my brothers are all reckless, and it is difficult to go astray in their studies, so they will always become the opposite image of Qiu Yu, and they are often reprimanded and scolded by their father.

Because Qiu Yu does things on weekdays, and he has a good relationship with his brothers, they can't be overly resentful, and they inevitably think and discuss in private, and they want to pour him more wine and drink, but with my protection on weekdays, most of the time it is difficult to succeed.

Qiu Yu treats me very well, every time I go out to do something, I have to bring me some new things, delicious food, fun and not to be moved to my yard repeatedly, Qiu Yu is ingenious, and will figure out some gadgets by himself, as big as swings and trojans, as small as windmills and paper kites, I can think of anything, he can do it.

I've always admired him, and sometimes I'm in a reverie, thinking that it would be interesting to marry him when I grow up, and I'll have red cheeks and talk to myself when I think about it.

Lang rode a bamboo horse, childhood plums around the bed, I grew up with Qiu Yu, my father is very open-minded, there are no those gateway views, for Qiu Yu and I are together, my father has never been restrained, happy to see it.

Once, when I traveled with Qiu Yu and prayed for incense at the Great Power Temple, I saw that there was a queue over there to unsign the lot, so I took him with great interest.

After waiting for a long time, it was finally our turn, I closed my eyes, prayed sincerely in my heart, and shared the stick holder with Qiu Yu, shaking it slowly, and a stick fell on the table.

Before I could see the signature, Qiu Yu's face changed greatly, and he quickly threw the sign back into the holder, and pulled me away quickly with a gloomy expression.

"Hey, what's on it?" I muttered discontentedly as he dragged me away, my mind still on the slip.

"It's just a trick by a group of monks to deceive the world, and it can't be real. ”

Qiu Yu smiled, his face was full of spring and light, and he was no longer gloomy before. Seeing that I was still a little hesitant, he pulled me to eat the food brocade dim sum that I had in mind, although he pretended to be careless, but I secretly cared in my heart, thinking that I would come back in a few days to find the monk who had unsigned the sign to see what was written on it.

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Later, the father who has stood in the court for decades was ginseng, if it was a weekday, the father held the court to make a decision, this matter would definitely not appear, but now the new emperor is getting older, and the father is slowly returning to the court, and the weight of authority is not the same as before.

Lin Tong's sentence of a piece of paper, one stone stirred up a thousand waves, and the courtiers saw that the new emperor no longer harbored and connived at his father, and reprimanded him seriously in the court, showing no mercy.

The direction of the wind in the middle of the court has changed, and the ministers who have been suppressed for several years have heard the wind, and one after another clowns have appeared one after another, and the pleadings of my father have piled up on the emperor's desk.

A volume of detailed account books, became the last straw that broke the camel's back, on which a detailed record of the father's decades of business in the court, not only involved money corruption, but also many important ministers colluded with each other, the emperor was furious, issued an order to detain all the men in the family, once the palace was like a splendid prime minister's mansion only a group of women and children in distress, there were officers and soldiers outside the palace on guard, allowed to enter but not allowed to leave, the people in the palace were panicked, they all knew that the sky of the prime minister's mansion had fallen.

Before my father was arrested, he hurriedly told me that I don't know people but don't know my heart, and it is difficult to draw the skin and bones of a tiger, so I only cried at that time and didn't think about it carefully.

It wasn't until I saw Qiu Yu in an official robe coming in from the gate, and the officers and soldiers who were closely guarding him were kind and pleasant, that I realized something, and I was embarrassed and indignant for a while, I raised my hand and gave Qiu Yu a heavy slap, and asked sharply: "Why? Why did you betray the Prime Minister's Mansion?"

Qiu Yu didn't dodge, pursed his lips, and slowly said sorry.

I waved my hand and slapped him again, looking at his gradually swollen cheeks, but there was no trace of happiness in my heart, my eyes were swollen and painful, although I endured it, but the tears still flowed down uncontrollably.

I stubbornly picked up my sleeve and wiped it indiscriminately, not wanting to expose my cowardice in front of him, I stared at him fiercely, if my eyes could kill, I would definitely cut him with a thousand knives.

"When Lin Xiang controlled the government, he had cold-blooded purges of dissidents in the DPRK, and my Fan Mansion family was slaughtered, and none of them were spared, only because I went up to the mountain to seek the Tao, and I escaped a catastrophe, I had a deep blood feud with the Prime Minister's Mansion, and today's Prime Minister is just repaying the old grievances. ”

Qiu Yu's eyes were sad, and he slowly told the past.

"So everything is fake, you were also deliberate when you met on the street back then, Qiu Yu, you really used my stupid kindness to use my stupidity and kindness, logically lured the wolf into the house, endured humiliation day after day, and finally got what you wanted today, the revenge is avenged, congratulations!"

I looked at him coldly, and my heart was obviously depressed and uncomfortable to death, but I couldn't help but sneer.

"Please, please, don't do this. ”

Under my resentful gaze, Qiu Yu's good-looking eyebrows and eyes were tangled, and he smiled helplessly.

"In fact, over the years, I have also struggled and suffered, I have wavered and wanted to give up those obsessions, just quietly by your side, your smile will affect my heart, I am really afraid of losing you. ”

"But after all, you still choose to take revenge on the Prime Minister's Mansion, now you have a big revenge, and you still show me in a coy manner, I have nothing left, Qiu Yu begs you to tell me directly, what else do you want from me?"

I looked at him with sad eyes, and I didn't understand why I saw him in pain, but it was difficult to harden my heart, and my heart was still distressed.

"I have begged the emperor to pursue only Lin Xiang alone, most of your brothers will be distributed, including the women and children in this house, I will also try my best to save my life, although I am no longer rich, but at least I can live peacefully." ”

"Phew!" I snorted, deliberately ignoring his sad eyes and sneering.

"How dare I believe you, you cut off your leg in order to enter the Prime Minister's Mansion, a person who is ruthless enough to himself, I will not ask for any mercy, it is useless to say more, there are seventy-three women and children in the mansion, listen to it. ”

"Liluo, I won't let you leave me. ”

Qiu Yu suddenly stepped forward quickly, hugged me in his arms, wrapped his arms tightly, and buried his head in my neck and shoulders.

I was indifferent and let him hold him in my arms, and my heart was like ashes.

Bright red blood soaked my sleeves and trickled down behind me, and my vision began to dizzy.

I opened my hand and took the initiative to wrap around his waist, for Qiu Yu, no matter how unforgettable, in the end, there is still attachment.

"Qiu Yu, I love you. Qiu Yu, I hate you!"

My tone was quiet, and the dizziness and weakness caused by excessive blood loss slowly hit, and a bamboo stick fell from my sleeve robe, splashing dust, and it was written that Yuanmu begged for fish, but it could not be obtained.

Maybe that's our fate, and I put my head on his forehead when it was dark.

"Qiu Yu, what the Lin Mansion owes you, I will pay it back to you. ”

My body slowly slid down, and finally a poignant cry came out of my ears.

"Liluo, don't leave me!"

It's a pity that I can't respond to him anymore.

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