"The current situation is a dilemma, if you don't participate in such a bad trial......"

"Could it be different? ”

A familiar voice said in the middle of my head.

Shen Xunyi shook his head slightly, and the water waves shook slightly.

She retorted, "No, that's not the case. ”

"Why not, think about it, if you didn't participate in this trial, you wouldn't have encountered this kind of thing at all, isn't what I said reasonable?"

The pool water was biting, the wound was throbbing and painful, and the whole body was weak.

Shen Xunyi resisted this voice, "No, isn't it the meaning of the trial to encounter this kind of thing?"

However, the exhaustion of her body made her feel a little sleepy, and Shen Xunyi's eyes closed slightly.

The voice continued to bewitch slowly, "Don't be stupid, why bother with so many unknown sufferings in trials. ”

"Doesn't that make sense?"

"Like...... It seems to be like that......"

Shen Xunyi replied with a voice in her heart.

"But if you stop there, you may be free......"

"This trial is not meant to hurt lives, and if you leave now, it will be too late to ......"

"Are you going to give up?"

"Do you want to leave?"

"Look at how uncomfortable you are now......"

"Just leave......"

The voice lingered round and round, and as Shen Xunyi's consciousness gradually blurred, the repeated questions became louder and clearer.

It kept echoing in my whole mind, and it was pressing every step of the way.

Shen Xunyi's teeth were loosened, the gap between the teeth was half-opened, the blood in his mouth was stained out, and a few blisters broke out lightly.

"Why would I take part in such a trial?"

The events of these two days are a hazy rewind, walking in the endless blazing wasteland, running in the cold night of condensed ice crystals.

Fierce and strange birds covered the sky, and their sharp beaks swooped down on their faces.

There are also colorful snakes that meander and chase after them......

"I'm so scared of it, I'm really scared of ......"

"It's too hard......"

A voice in her heart was muttering.

"It would be nice if you didn't participate in this kind of trial anymore. ", echoed the previous voice.

Shen Xunyi's brows furrowed, "Don't participate anymore?"

"Yes, as long as you say you don't want to continue. ”

"No more ......"

There was still blood between her fingers that had just covered the wound, and her knuckles were white as she gripped the aquatic plants so hard that they were white.

Consciousness became more subtle, and Shen Xunyi felt that he could no longer hear the sound of water around him, nor could he feel the cold and pain.

Her half-closed eyes were about to close uncontrollably, and the hand that grabbed the water grass relaxed. Soaking white robes rippled lonely in the clear water.

............

In a trance, Shen Xunyi was awakened by the loud crying of the little girl.

Shen Xunyi opened her eyes, she didn't know where she had suddenly arrived, she looked up, and saw a little girl in a light purple dress standing not far away.

She crouched on the ground, half-covering her eyes, crying sadly at a cage in front of her, not knowing what it contained.

After a few seconds, she finally couldn't help but stumble to her feet, turn around and start crying.

"Ah Yi, Ah Yi is afraid...... Brother...... Woo, hiccup~ Woowoo...... Hiccup ~ Brother hug!"

Shen Xunyi saw that the little girl had a pair of little fox-like eyes, delicate and delicate, and her soft and thick black hair was combed into a beautiful lily bun.

At this moment, her small mouth was tightly pursed, the tip of her nose twitched to the ground, and her little face was full of crystal tears.

She ran to the side in aggrieved and frightened manner, and hugged a person's thigh violently.

"Her name is also Ayi?", Shen Xunyi was a little surprised, she looked at it again, and found that there was another person standing beside the little girl.

Looking at the figure, it was a teenager, the young man was also dressed in purple, and he had his back to Shen Xunyi, so Shen Xunyi couldn't see his face clearly.

For some reason, she couldn't help but take a few steps forward and get a little closer to them.

"Ah Yi is not afraid, my brother is here, what are you afraid of?", the young man smiled and slowly squatted down, stretched out his hand and rubbed the little girl's head.

"Well, let's take a look, my brother is here. ”

The little girl did not obey, she suddenly let go of the young man's legs, and threw herself into the young man's arms at once.

"Don't ...... Woo woo, Ah Yi don't ......"

"Hiccup~...... Ah Yi doesn't want to see the cryptosilk spider, Ah Yi is afraid!", she sobbed and shrank her head intermittently, her little hands clutching the young man's clothes tightly.

"Ayi, in fact, it's not that scary, let's take a serious look with my brother. ”

"Ah~ Look, people have eight calves with white fluff, fat stomachs, stupid to climb up, and they can spin silk, how cute. ”

The boy pointed to the spider in the cage in front of him and described it slowly.

"Brother, don't say it, woo woo woo - Ah Yi is afraid, I'm so scared when I think about it!"

"Does Ah Yi see the appearance of the cryptosilk spider clearly?", the young man touched her head soothingly,

"Look...... See clearly. The little girl spoke in a nasal voice with her grandmother.

"It's just terrible, woo woo woo Ah Yi don't look at it. ”

"But Ah Yi doesn't look at it, Ah Yi will always be afraid of it. The young man said with a smile.

"My brother is not right...... Ah Yi will be even more scared when she sees it. ”

The young man laughed out loud, "Ah Yi is right, my brother was actually afraid of it when he was a child." ”

The little girl withdrew her head suspiciously, "Brother is also afraid?"

"Hmm. ”

"Then why isn't my brother afraid now?"

The boy took out the brocade and carefully wiped the tears from the little girl's face, and gently held her shoulder.

"Because my brother has seen a lot. ”

"Then why are you not afraid when you see too much?", the little girl calmed down, and now her face was full of curiosity.

The young man was very patient, "It's not that you won't be afraid if you see too much, but after seeing too much, Ayi will find that some things that you are afraid of must be faced, because Ayi feels that the things she is afraid of will always be there, but Ayi can't always be afraid of it and not face it." ”

The little girl shook her head, "My brother is too complicated, and Ah Yi doesn't understand." If Ah Yi is afraid of the cryptosilk spider, Ah Yi can avoid it, and he won't be afraid if he doesn't see it. ”

"Hmm, would Ah Yi be scared if she remembered it?"

The little girl thought for a moment, "I feel very scared when I think about it, because Ah Yi can afford to think of it." ”

"So Ah Yi has always been scared", the young man pinched her face and said, "Ah Yi, when we cultivate, we have to constantly face a lot of difficulties, huh...... It's something that makes Ayi afraid, it's not that Ayi doesn't exist if he doesn't face it, only when Ayi faces it squarely, can he overcome his fear one day. ”

The young man paused, and turned the little girl back to face the cage, "It's not that you feel okay if you avoid it once, you feel like you've escaped a catastrophe, because the same problem won't appear just once, does Ah Yi have to run away many times?"

The little girl hesitated, "...... Ah Yi didn't want to. ”

"Well, Ah Yi, like his brother, doesn't want to, so my brother grew up in this process again and again before he became stronger. ”

The little girl's eyes blinked, "I seem to understand my brother a little." ”