There are two kinds of people who choose to be alone, one is voluntary and the other is involuntary. When you count the number of leaves in the tree outside the window, when you figure out how many steps it takes to walk from the hut to the tunnel, when you grind the cover of a golden plum bottle as thin as a cicada's wings, you will know what it is like to be alone.

Now let us walk into a railroad construction day, at five o'clock in the morning, he woke up from the simple wooden bed~ in the simple hut, he flipped through the golden plum book, he read and ate at the same time. There are oil stains on the books, fruit pulp, saliva, and semen.

His daily job was to inspect along the railway, and he had to walk rain or shine every day in this place where no one would show up from morning to night. Because if there is a problem with one section of the railway, it is very likely that the people of the train will die. It takes two hours to walk from the hut to the tunnel, and two hours to walk from the tunnel to the hut.

He walked twice a day, once in the morning and once in the evening.

After five years of doing this job, his wife was caught cheating with someone else, and they divorced. Fifteen years after he had been doing this job, his son was seventeen years old and a jerk. Now he had been doing this work for three days and twenty years, but he died in the passage under the railway.

When my son was seventeen years old, he hit him for the first time. He looked at his son, who was a head taller than him, and was silent for a long time. It's the first time he's been someone else's father, and he hasn't had a father since he was a child, so he doesn't know how to be this father. He can't smoke, his son will, he can't drink, his son will.

He wrote this sentence in his diary: Hehe, sometimes, he is the son.

We have said that there are only two kinds of people who choose loneliness, in the first fifteen years of his job, he was forced to choose loneliness, and in the next five years, he voluntarily chose loneliness. He lives here from morning till night, and he buys a week's worth of steamed buns at a time, and he buys a week's worth of vegetables at a time, even though those vegetables wilt the next day.

If you don't know how to face someone, the best thing to do is not to face them.

That's what Luo Yongjun did, and for five years, he never went back, except for putting money into his home on the first of every month. After Luo Yongjun was forty years old, he never saw his son again. If it weren't for the fact that every month the money he put on the table was taken away, he even felt that he had never had a son.

If you can live alone for five years on your own with very little interaction with people, congratulations, you are either a madman or a genius. Everyone who faces loneliness must have a means to vent, some people like to watch movies when they are lonely, some people like to listen to music, and Luo Yongjun also has his own way of venting.

Three years ago, on a whim, Rayong tried to masturbate while walking along the train tracks, during which train after train passed in front of him, sometimes during the day, sometimes at night. Whenever the train whizzed past him, Rayong Jun had a special sense of excitement, and it was the bravest time of his life.

At this time, he had the courage, the courage to beat the adulterer ~ woman, the courage to slap his son, tell him who is the father, and he became the most courageous person in the world. He yelled at everyone on the train: I~~ mom of all of you.

Then he broke away, and became Rayong's army again, and he banged on the railroad, and he listened with his own ears to see if there was anything wrong with the railway. In the long five years, in fact, Luo Yongjun thought about suicide. He knew how powerful the train was, and he knew that he just had to make a trip to the railroad and it would be over.

He thought about it for three minutes and gave up. He didn't dare to live, and he didn't dare to die.

Last night, a woman appeared in the midst of a raging storm.

Evil may be in a look, in a movement, behind a woman's wet body. Luo Yongjun didn't know what she was here for, and Luo Yongjun didn't know where he came from~ with so much courage, he decided to rape this girl, he has been here for twenty years, he knows every passage here, every detail of the road.

He waited on the path that the woman had to pass, and then the woman came over, and he opened the entrance and dragged the woman in. A thunderbolt passed, and Li Cunzhuang behind him lost Zhang Xutong, but Luo Yongjun was lying on Zhang Xutong's body. Zhang Xutong struggled, but to no avail.

Thunder is the best cover, and it is impossible for Li Cunzhuang to hear Zhang Xutong's shout.

In fact, Luo Yongjun didn't want to kill Zhang Xutong at the beginning, but Luo Yongjun fell into madness, and he vented all his helplessness and cowardice in the past 20 years on Zhang Xutong. Mechanical asphyxiation death is the real cause of Zhang Xutong's death, and the forensic ~ doctor speculates that it is likely that the murderer covered her head with his own clothes.

After killing Zhang Xutong, Luo Yongjun hung him on the top of the barbed wire.

Then, in a haze, he saw someone approaching. In his hurry, he didn't have time to take the planks and chairs with him, so he had to hide in the passage and observe. Then he saw something he would never forget in his life. He saw a man standing in front of the corpse and devoured the corpse's entrails.

Luo Yongjun vomited, compared to this person, Luo Yongjun felt like a child.

The man ate for a while, and seemed full. Then, Luo Yongjun saw with his own eyes that the other party gouged out the eyes of the corpse and ate them into his stomach. Luo Yongjun felt that his heart was about to jump out, he killed for the first time, and watched others eat people for the first time. After a while, the man left.

Luo Yongjun knew that if the chairs and planks were not taken away, the police would find themselves. He cleared the footprints around him, and buried the chair and plank, along with the entrails that remained on the board, under the tree in the improvised hut. He thought about it, and after thinking about it for a long time, he drank for the first time.

There was a lot of liquor in his simple house, but he never drank it. He had wine because he had been told to drink when a man was on his night watch.

He was puzzled and asked why. The other party said that there was something dirty in the night, and drinking alcohol strengthened his courage. Luo Yongjun smiled, what he was most afraid of in his life was people, and he was not afraid of ghosts. He kept it in the house until today, when he took it out and drank it all.

He was supposed to commit suicide because at the end of the workbook it was written: I finally dared to die today.

Luo Yongjun has two workbooks, one records his daily work in detail, and the other records his daily mental journey.

We learned these things in the second workbook, where a person who can't tell others what is on his mind will tell himself. Luo Yongjun recorded all the things he wanted to say every day in this workbook, and there is a good saying, people would rather care about the eating, drinking, lazing and trivial matters of a crappy actor, rather than understand the inner world of an ordinary person who is not magnificent.

If it weren't for the murder, Luo Yongjun would never have appeared in our field of vision, he was destined to be the forgotten one.

Following Rayongjun's workbook, we soon found Li Cunzhuang's unfinished offal, as well as chairs and planks with the entrails, under the locust tree outside the improvised hut.

A policeman looked at the workbook and said: "This is how the case happened, Zhang Xutong came here, was raped and then killed by Luo Yongjun, and then Li Cunzhuang found the corpse and ate the internal organs of the corpse, and then Luo Yongjun eliminated the traces, and finally couldn't hold it anymore, and committed suicide in fear of crime?"

"So it looks like it at the moment. Team Leader Shao said, "I mean, it seems." ”

"He's not a murderer. I said categorically.

Team Leader Shao glanced back at me and said, "There are indeed many doubts, but I can't deduce whether Luo Yongjun is a murderer or not, and there are many doubts and motives that can't be matched yet, but how did you come to this extremely positive conclusion?"

The person who asked Team Leader Shao this sentence was obviously me, I looked at everyone and deliberately sold a pass: "If I say that I am based on imagination, you will not believe it now." Why don't we solve all the doubts and riddles, and then I'll tell you why I can conclude that Rayong is not the murderer, you see?"

Mary gave me a blank look and said, "Your paranoia is unreliable, it has been verified once before, and I don't think it's going to be a big deal this time." ”

Team Leader Shao thought it was very interesting, and he said: "It's interesting, if it is really found out that Luo Yongjun is not the murderer, how about I promise you a condition?"

"Deal!"

"Suspicious?" Officer Xiao Liu didn't know what the doubts were: "Luo Yongjun told everything clearly, including how to kill people, how to hide internal organs, how to see Li Cunzhuang, etc., all of which are clearly written, if there are still doubts, I really don't know what doubts there are." ”

Team Leader Shao said: "There are many doubts, if you can explain these doubts one by one, this case is over." First, why did Zhang Xutong brave such a heavy rain to come to this ghost place? Second, what was the mentality of the Luo Yongjun when he hung the corpse on the barbed wire? Third, why did the Rayong Army rush back to the passage after burying the internal organs so thickly? Fourth, why was the broken wire close to the corpse, a coincidence, or did someone do it on purpose?

A series of four questions made Officer Xiao Liu speechless, he muttered for a long time, and finally said: "This, I'd better stop talking......

Being able to ask such a question, I also have a lot of admiration for Team Leader Shao. It seems that the leader of the special case team really did not call for nothing, and he told the most important doubts about this case. If these doubts are not resolved, this case will definitely not be over.

The leaders of the Rayong Army were so late that they even forgot that there was a person in the public works section.

When the case was finally figured out, a pot-bellied leader scratched his head and said: "This Rayong Army is too stupid, what are you doing hanging the body on the barbed wire, just throw it on the train track, and let the train crash into pieces." ”

Team Leader Shao and I looked up at the leader at the same time, he was a little hairy by us, and hurriedly explained: "I just said it casually, casually ...... it."

I shook his hand and said, "Leader, why don't you come to the criminal police team?"