94. Painful
The Heavenly Demon specially gave Gongsun Zhi, the daughter of Gongsun Meng, the left protector of the Demon Sect in the past, to Rong Ku, whether to be a wife or a slave depends on Gongsun Zhi's creation.
He knew that Venerable Rong Ku had made great contributions to the Demon Sect in the Central Plains in his early years, and he also had the heart to help him and achieve his life. But I didn't know that the real Venerable Rong Ku had already died in Mei Changqing's house, and Mei Changqing had been pretending to be Rong Ku for many years, but no one doubted it.
Recently, Mei Changqing has not wandered around, and she has done her own glory and withering in the internal affairs office, in addition to practicing every day, she is resting, and she is not far from Bao Ziyun every step.
Mei Changqing ostensibly protects Bao Ziyun's safety, but in fact, she takes care of Bao Ziyun and completes the task of the Heavenly Demon.
The Heavenly Demon was also worried that something would happen to Bao Ziyun, after all, he had spent a lot of effort to cultivate, so how could he assassinate someone at will.
Mei Changqing regarded Gongsun Zhi as a reward from the heavenly demons, and was called to drink laundry stacks on weekdays, and at night he was with her, acting recklessly.
Mei Changqing wore a mask and pretended to be muddy, and she looked like a prosperous and withered style, and she had no kindness towards Gongsun Zhi, and there was a lot of unreasonableness in her speech, but Gongsun Zhi did not have half a word of resentment, just worked hard.
Although Mei Changqing's wine volume is not very good, sometimes he drinks ten or twenty bowls full of bamboo leaves, but he will not get drunk, this amount of wine is not bad, but it is far worse than Luo Bing.
But tonight he only drank two bowls of rice wine, and he felt dizzy, his eyes were straight and dizzy.
People who have a heart to go about are usually more likely to get drunk.
People who have something on their minds usually have no interest in gambling.
Mei Changqing has been worried recently, her sister was actually married to Chu Qiushui, but she didn't know where Chu Qiushui was?
Mei Changqing was originally a very open-minded person, no matter what happened, he rarely paid attention to it.
But tonight he has something on his mind, not only tonight, but lately.
Ever since he had taken such a wrong step, he had a concern that had been weighing him down.
He was already at the Venerable level of the Demon Sect, and no one could pose a threat to him except Ouyang Qing?
He was worried that one day, his fate would be buried in the hands of the Heavenly Demon like Ouyang Qing.
Because in this world, he is the only one who knows the secret of prosperity and withering.
He really shouldn't know the secret of Rong Ku, but it's a pity that Rong Ku can't resist death, and gave him a bunch of gold and silver, even if he lives in seclusion, these are enough for him to eat for three lifetimes.
With his young age, he has all these family wealth, and he doesn't have to worry about anything at all, why can't he stand the temptation of a large amount of money at that moment and be under the control of the heavenly demons?
What's the use of asking for such a large amount of money? Do you really want to take it into a coffin after death?
Mei Changqing is an old-fashioned and warm-hearted, righteous and benevolent person, after the loss of the Demon Sect, the first person the Heavenly Demon wanted to find help was Rong Ku, which is also the Rong Ku that Mei Changqing pretended to be.
But now, Mei Changqing has to obey the orders of the Heavenly Demon, to track down the whereabouts of Lu Changfeng, and when the Heavenly Demon says to kill, he will be ruthless to kill such a chivalrous man.
Although Lu Changfeng is not a benevolent and brave person, he never kills innocents, which is admirable in the rivers and lakes.
The people of the rivers and lakes are called the judges of justice, and they must be respected by the people by virtue of this long wind.
But now, Mei Changqing learned that he was going to kill Lu Changfeng, although the order had not yet been issued, the Heavenly Demon had already revealed this meaning.
So he lifted the bowl of wine again, and suddenly drank another bowl.
So he didn't even know when the gamble was broken.
When he woke up and found himself crouched on the table, the huge room was empty, and he had a feeling of drowsiness, listening to the sound of firecrackers outside, he knew that it was already the winter solstice.
Early morning after the winter solstice.
Mei Changqing was still asleep, and Gongsun Zhi had already gotten up and cleaned around.
Mei Changqing was very angry, she didn't treat Gongsun Zhi as her own, she didn't trust her, and she didn't sleep deeply, although Gongsun Zhi had tried her best to lighten her hands and feet, but she still woke up Mei Changqing. He frowned and said, "It's early in the morning, if you don't sleep, what are you tossing?"
Gongsun Zhi walked to the bed and said softly: "Rong Daxia, I have an important thing to tell you this time. But I know that you don't believe me, and if you do, you will ignore it, for fear that you will miss something big. For the past three days, I have been trying to make you believe me, but I know that you still treat me as a handmaid. ”
This Gongsun Zhi didn't know that Mei Changqing was Rong Ku, thinking that Rong Ku was old and had a bad temper.
Mei Changqing saw that the more she talked, the more uncomfortable she became, and she almost cried out again, and said unhappily: "If you have anything to say, just say it, don't cry." ”
Gongsun Zhi said in a low voice: "The Heavenly Demon already knows where Lu Changfeng is, and is about to gather people and horses to kill Lu Changfeng. ”
Mei Changqing's heart moved, and he couldn't help but think: "Lu Changfeng lives very hidden, and if I want to return to my original place, I am afraid it will not be easy to find him, how can the Heavenly Demon find him? Gongsun Zhi must be trying to trick me into leaving the Internal Affairs Mansion, so that Bao Ziyun can take the opportunity to grasp the overall situation."
But after thinking about it, it is still unclear whether Hu Miji is really treating Lu Changfeng, Luo Bing is also worried about this, if Hu Miji deliberately leaves clues and reports to the Heavenly Demon where Lu Changfeng is, it is also possible.
Lu Changfeng is also in love with Hu Miji, and this stumble along the way has a lot to do with Hu Miji, so hard all the way Hu Miji is really in love with Lu Changfeng in her heart, but how can Lu Changfeng trust her so quickly?
For a while, Mei Changqing thought about it here, sitting or standing, and it was difficult to choose.
Gongsun Zhi saw the hesitation in Mei Changqing's expression, tugged at the corner of his clothes, and said in a low voice: "Rong Daxia, if you don't believe me, forget it." But if you really want to save Lu Changfeng, can you please take me with you? I really don't want to leave you anymore. ”
Mei Changqing was born in Kongtong, and suffered from his father's poverty since he was a child, so the children of the family must be shrewd when they are young, but after all, they are not close to women, and a pretty woman is so pitiful to ask for it, he can't refuse.
But thinking that the Heavenly Demon was scheming, Hu Miji was sent to Lu Changfeng's side by the Heavenly Demon's strength, and Xiaoyue was also arranged by the Heavenly Demon to win people by Ouyang Qing's side.
Thinking about it this way, maybe he sent Gongsun Zhi just to test and monitor himself, and his soft heart became stiff again: "Lu Changfeng is not dead, what does it have to do with me? The Heavenly Demon and I are fellow travelers, and if the Heavenly Demon wants to kill him, even if I don't help, I won't save him." ”
Gongsun Zhi was taken aback and said, "But...... You saved him......"
Mei Changqing waved his hand and said, "That was in the past, I looked at Luo Bing's face before I helped. Now I will never live or die in the long wind. ”
Gongsun Zhi lowered his head, was silent, and slowly walked out of the room.
Mei Changqing saw Gongsun Zhi walking away, immediately took out a pen and paper, and wrote a crooked line: "Inform Luo Bing as soon as possible, the road is in trouble." "Thinking that the hard hands around the Heavenly Demon have all been seriously injured, it is expected that the person who did it is only Siyue and the like, Lu Changfeng's martial arts have recovered by half, and with Luo Bing alone, it should not be difficult to deal with it.
Gongsun Zhi looks like an innocent and cute girl on weekdays, Mei Changqing said something serious, but she had tears in her eyes. Mei Changqing has never experienced love in his life, Gongsun Zhi treats him sincerely, he is a heart cast of steel, and he has softened.
In the past few days, Mei Changqing was also very inward-looking, and she didn't seem to be able to speak hard.
On this day, after the winter solstice, it was unusually clear, and in the evening the moon was already hanging in the sky like a jade disk.
The earth is icy and cold, and the air is unusually fragrant.
Gongsun Zhi had already arranged the meal at ten o'clock in the evening, and after eating, he asked Mei Changqing to take her to the back mountain for a walk.
On weekdays, Mei Changqing must have scolded and frowned, and on this day, Mei Changqing didn't know why, but she agreed to Gongsun Zhi's request to go out for a walk in the suburbs in the evening.
If Gongsun Zhi asked Mei Changqing to travel at night a few days ago, Mei Changqing would definitely suspect that there was an ambush, but now, Mei Changqing did not suspect him, and couldn't help but be persuaded by Gongsun Zhi and was taken out.
Mei Changqing didn't want to admit it, but in fact, he was a little yearning for going out for a walk this time, and he was very happy in his heart.
The two walked slowly under the moon, the mountain road paved with bluestone strips glowed with cold and faint light, Gongsun Zhi jumped all the way, picking a wild flower that bloomed in winter on the roadside, and then jumping up and grabbing the dead branches on the tree, without a moment of peace.
After a while, Mei Changqing had a lot of things on her mind, and she was walking by herself, but Gongsun Zhi disappeared.
Mei Changqing looked around, but she couldn't see where Gongsun Zhi was, so she couldn't help but be a little anxious.
Suddenly, Gongsun Zhi jumped out from behind a tree, made a flower crown made of dead branches in his hand, ran to Mei Changqing, and said with a smile: "This flower crown is for you to wear." ”
Mei Changqing reached out to take it honestly, but scolded in his mouth: "Running around, if you get lost, Lao Tzu will have a lot of trouble" said and threw the flower crown on the ground, and he was about to step on it.
Gongsun Zhi lowered his head, tears in his eyes, and said in a low voice: "People just want to make you a flower crown......" said and sobbed.
Mei Changqing's heart softened, cursed, and picked up the flower crown by herself, Gongsun Zhi burst into tears and laughed, and immediately helped him put it on. I saw Mei Changqing looking embarrassed, with a full beard, but wearing a flower crown like a girl, which was very ridiculous.
Gongsun Zhi couldn't help but laugh out loud.
Mei Changqing plucked the flower crown made of dead branches, put it in her hand, and looked at it carefully by the moonlight.
Gongsun Zhi also sat on the grass, with his hands propped up, looking at the moon half-appearing in the white clouds.
Mei Changqing walked up to her and sat side by side with her. In the dead of night, there was no sound in the four corners.
The two sat side by side in the car, looking out at the lake. Gongsun Zhi stretched out his right hand and pressed it on the back of Mei Changqing's left hand.
Mei Changqing's heart moved, and she didn't shrink back, thinking: "If I have to be like this forever, and I don't see the bloody wind and rain in the martial arts again, I will be called an immortal, and I will not be so happy." ”
Seeing him thoughtful, Gongsun Zhi asked, "What are you thinking?"
Mei Changqing said what Shicai thought in his heart. Gongsun Zhi reversed his left hand, held his right hand, and said, "Then, in the future, are you willing to accompany me forever?"
Mei Changqing sighed: "Maybe." People in the rivers and lakes have too much helplessness. ”
Gongsun Zhi pillowed his head on Mei Changqing's shoulder and said, "You can say that maybe, I have lived in vain." I'm really afraid that one day, when you see other beautiful women, you will forget about me. ”
Mei Changqing chuckled: "Even if it is the first beauty in the world, I will not pay attention to it." Gongsun Zhi was overjoyed in his heart and snuggled into Mei Changqing's arms.
Mei Changqing was about to stretch out her arms to hug her, when she suddenly thought of the words "the first beauty in the world", her whole body was shocked, and she said in her heart: "Hu Miji's long wind has fallen to the point where it is today, and eighty percent of it is Hu Miji's victims." Beauty trick, this is the usual trick of the heavenly demons. Gongsun Zhi and I have never experienced anything, and the reason why I am emotional is because she treats me well. This is naturally the order of the Heavenly Demon. I just wanted to have fun, but I didn't expect to really get emotional. If I marry Gongsun Zhi, wouldn't I still have a hidden danger around me after I got married and started a business?" Thinking of this, the distrust in my heart suddenly grew.
Gongsun Zhi said softly: "Until this moment, I didn't believe that I was finally in your heart." ”
Looking down from the mountain, the horse flat river under the mountain, the official road is planted with sorghum, under the dissolving moonlight, it seems to be a huge and very large piece of green silk, tiled on the earth, it is really a good scenery.
Mei Changqing pushed Gongsun Zhi away and stood up proudly: "Okay." Enough of what should be played. We're all here, so let's go. ”
Gongsun Zhi was stunned for a moment, and said anxiously: "Mei Changqing, you ...... You are ......"
Mei Changqing said coldly: "I think I'm a good man, but I don't want to marry a commoner's daughter." If you like me, it's enough to have fun. Now I'm tired of playing and want to change to another one. Go where you come from. ”
Gongsun Zhi didn't expect Mei Changqing to suddenly turn her face, and tears flowed: "Did I say something wrong and make you angry." Don't drive me away......"
Mei Changqing looked at the sky with both eyes and sneered: "You didn't say anything wrong, you did a good job." It's a pity that the road is long and the wind is a lesson from the past, and I can't tolerate a heavenly devil spy next to my pillow. You can go. ”
Gongsun Zhi cried: "You still can't trust me after all?"
Mei Changqing said coldly: "I never believed you. ”
Gongsun Zhi stood up, looked at Mei Changqing, and said sadly: "You drove me away, where can I go in the future?"
Mei Changqing said lightly: "Go back to the Heavenly Demon." Luo Bing is more affectionate than me, even if he knows your bad intentions, he will not expel you. You ask the Heavenly Demon for your life and put it next to Luo Bing. ”
Gongsun Zhi's tears kept falling, the pear blossom with the rain on her face was extremely cute, Mei Changqing's heart softened, and she was almost about to say something, but then she thought: "If I keep her, after a long time, and my feelings are deeper, then eternal life is under the control of the Heavenly Demon." That's it, long pain is better than short pain, why not be decisive?" Thinking of this, his heart hardened again, and he said coldly: "You still don't leave?"
Gongsun Zhi sobbed and said, "You, where do you want me to go? Without you, I, I don't have any fun to live." As he spoke, he walked towards the cliff step by step.
Mei Changqing didn't expect Gongsun Zhi to seek death, so she couldn't help but take a step forward to pull her back, but she thought in her heart: "This woman has a lot of means, if I pull her, there will be endless troubles." She was hypocritical to me, so naturally she wouldn't jump off. ”
The moon climbed from the center of the sky to the west, and then sank and disappeared from the west, Mei Changqing was still shrouded in the shadow of this question, and she would let out a loud breath and rub her hands together for a while.
The crescent moon had climbed to the west, and he was still standing on the mountain, not knowing what he wanted to say or want. He felt irritable, worried, anxious, and longing. Only one person understands his feelings.
So although Gongsun Zhi understood Mei Changqing's anxiety, he really couldn't do anything at all. Why isn't she in a hurry?
Gongsun Zhi just wants to talk to Mei Changqing about what is in his heart, hand over all the doubts in his heart to Mei Changqing, and let him think and solve them by himself.
However, Mei Changqing's face was so pale, she would moan uncomfortably even if she stood quietly, how could she bear to speak?
So Gongsun Zhi has only one way to go - the road of waiting, the road of quietly waiting for the opportunity.
Mei Changqing was already waiting impatiently. Three days ago, he could barely resist leaving to look for Lu Changfeng.
Because three days ago, he thought that Luo Bing should come back three days ago at the latest.
Being able to wait for three days, Mei Changqing's temper is really good. He had to admire himself for this.
So when he wanted to go, he made a decision.
He decided to admire himself for another day. Because admiring yourself is really not an easy thing.
This is the last day that Mei Changqing admires his patience, and it is also the day when Gongsun Zhi invited him out for a walk.
This is the ninth day, not the seventh. Because Mei Changqing waited for two more days, he did learn to be patient.
For two days he wrote hundreds of detailed plans. But hundreds of them didn't succeed because they didn't go at all.
Because with every move, an idea came to his mind.
So he stayed again, waiting, waiting.
The moon rabbit has always been very pleasant.
Because when all the family members are about to wake up, the day will soon be bright, and the day will be prosperous again as soon as the day is bright.
As long as the sun rises, the people who plough the fields carry hoes, face the fiery sunset, walk on the paths of the fields, and go to work in their own world.
People from all walks of life, when they see the afterglow of the moon rabbit sinking in the west, they know that the time has come to work, and a night's rest can be displayed.
Mei Changqing seemed to have heard the sound of the carriage galloping, and when he was thinking about the sound of horses' hooves in the distance, Gongsun Zhi was looking at him quietly, looking at Mei Changqing's strange expression behind the mask.
What Mei Changqing saw on the side of his head was Gongsun Zhi with a pale face, who was coming back to his senses, but he never thought that Gongsun Zhi walked to the edge of the cliff, looked back at Mei Changqing, and saw that he was indifferent, so he bit his lip and really jumped down.
Mei Changqing was taken aback, "Ahh But the two of them are so far apart, even if Mei Changqing is light, how can she be saved? I saw Gongsun Zhi wearing green clothes, turning into a pale green shadow and disappearing under the cliff.
As soon as Mei Changqing showed off his light skills, he wanted to fly down, but he couldn't help but think in his heart: "Such a high place, such a steep place, even if I jump down, I may not be able to live, let alone Gongsun Zhi, who doesn't know martial arts, anyway, it is a person of the Heavenly Demon, and if he dies, he will die." ”
comforted herself like this in her heart, but Mei Changqing stared blankly at the fog under the cliff, she was unspeakably sad, and a voice in her heart shouted: "She is sincere, she is sincere."
There are always many tragic stories in the world, and there are many sad poems and bleak songs......
But no matter how bleak and sad the poetry is, it can't compare to this simple sentence, which is too poignant.
"I'm sincere, I'm sincere......"
Perhaps few people can truly understand the depth of the grief contained in this sentence, because few people will encounter such a tragic fate.
What's more, people always feel that only their own sorrow is real, and they don't want to experience the pain of others at all.