When they arrived in Shun'an Town, He Xiong and the others were already waiting here. So everyone decided to go to Shun'an Town to rest for a night, and then go to Chizhou to change to a waterway and go up the river. Pass through Anqing through Poyang Lake to Hongdu, and then take the land route to Yuanzhou Mansion.

Yu Ying couldn't hold back the excitement in her heart for a long time, and kept saying that she wanted to take the waterway. Xi Zhen knew what Yu Ying wanted, so he didn't speak, but blamed himself deeply: Xi Zhen, Xi Zhen, you have Qing Mei in your heart, but you have done such a foolish thing to Yu Ying in a daze. Since you have already said that you are responsible for Yu Ying, why haven't you really done it?

It was an overnight stay at the inn, and Yu Ying and Pei Feng lived in the same room. After everyone settled down, Xi Zhen slowly came to Yu Ying's room and lingered outside the door. Pei Feng knew that someone was coming, and he saw that it was his uncle. She also knew a little about her uncle's past, so she said that she wanted to exchange martial arts with her brother and left.

Xi Zhen saw Yu Ying sitting at the table, looking at the candle flame on the table in a daze, so he sat down in front of her silently.

I only heard Yu Ying ask faintly: "You say, why did this moth fly away desperately knowing that it would be burned by candles through the light veil? Could it be that the broken bones are really what they want?"

Hearing this, Xi Zhen was shocked at first, and then said with infinite guilt in his heart: "Maybe...... Maybe for the moths, the candlelight might be ...... Maybe it's what they think is the source of light. ”

Yu Ying was still like that, and didn't look at Xi Zhen and continued: "Yes, are they going for the source of light? Just like me, but I don't know where the source of light is. All I know is where my heart is, where my love is. So I held my heart and flew in the direction of my love, maybe I would be crushed in the end. But I don't regret that life without love is like without faith. The faith of a moth is a source of light, and a person without faith is not even as good as a moth, right?"

"I ......" Xi Zhen choked for a while, not knowing what to say.

"You don't have to say anything, these are my choices" Yu Ying glanced at Xi Zhen and continued: "I know, your faith is Sister Qing, and your heart is only in Sister Qing. Even if Sister Qing is gone and gone, you won't look at how hard, painful, and humble the other people around you love. How I wish time could stay on that ship forever, and you kissed me like that, even though you thought I was Sister Qing at the time. Yu Ying's tone was as flat as water, but Xi Zhen could hear that her voice was trembling and her heart was dripping blood.

"I'm sorry, but please give me a little time" Xi Zhen didn't know where he got the courage from, and said the words in his heart: "Give me a little time, I want to ...... I think I could forget about her, I thought, I'll be able to do it. ”

"Really?" Yu Yingqiang held back her tears and looked at Xi Zhen, her eyes revealed grief and fortitude, so that Xi Zhen didn't dare to look directly into her eyes and lowered her head, "Can you really do it?" Okay, even if you can do it, then what are you? Count it as a charity for me? Pitiful? Or do you just have to be responsible for me? I think, when you say this, your heart is also dripping blood, right? I, Yu Ying, am I so unbearable? I want you to give alms?"

This series of question marks hit Xi Zhen's heart like a powerful blow again and again. Each time, I let my heart break little by little, and finally I was shattered by the blow.

"I believe that maybe you will really forget Sister Qing for me, but is that really what I want and what you think? What I want is that you forget Sister Qing for yourself, and you fall in love with me for yourself. It may be difficult, or it may be simple. But I'm just asking for this little bit, am I hoping for extravagance? What a luxury of happiness it is to be loved, but do you really care?" Yu Ying's words struck again, and Xi Zhen felt that his heart had already been shattered at this time. He didn't dare to face Yu Ying's words, let alone her tearful eyes.

Xi Zhen stood up, because he was already on pins and needles. He stretched out his right hand, unconsciously touched Yu Ying's face, and wiped the tears from the corners of Yu Ying's eyes. Yu Ying just like that, letting her face rest tightly against his warm big hand, closing her eyes and enjoying the moment little by little.

"Do you know?" Yu Ying's faint voice suddenly became sonorous and powerful: "At this moment, Xi Zhen, how much I love you, how much I hate you in my heart." ”

When Xi Zhen heard this, his heart trembled. This sentence went straight to the depths of his soul and left a deep imprint. He tried to withdraw his hand and slap himself twice. But Yu Ying suddenly stretched out his hand, grabbed his hand, and let the pretty face of tears like a pear blossom continue to sway in his hand.

"I also know that you may want to slap yourself a few times at this moment, but do you know that if you really do this, it is like hitting me in the heart? This made Xi Zhen unable to control himself anymore, and hugged her tightly in his arms.

Finally, Yu Ying no longer concealed it, nor did she endure it, and cried loudly. At this time, Xi Zhen's heart was like a knife, and he was constantly scolding himself in his heart. But he didn't stop her from crying, he just hugged her tightly and let the tears wet his shoulders. At this moment, time seems to stand still, and only tearful love echoes.

I don't know how long it took, Yu Ying's crying slowly turned into intermittent sobbing. Xi Zhen said softly: "Yingzi, please believe me, this is the last time you will cry." I'll never make you cry again, I promise I can. ”

Yu Ying raised her head and looked at Xi Zhen, and when the four eyes met, the candlelight was also dancing happily. Suddenly, there was a "snap", and there was a red handprint on Xi Zhen's face. Yu Ying hurriedly covered his face and asked, "I'm sorry, did I hurt you?" I don't want to beat you like this, but I can't control my hand, I'm sorry, it's me who is not good." ”

Xi Zhen grinned and said, "It's okay, it doesn't hurt at all, Yingzi, as long as you want, I can give you ten slaps, one hundred slaps, and ten million slaps." "The bright red handprints, against which the grinning mouth is reflected, look very funny indeed.

Yu Ying was amused by this funny scene, and then said angrily: "You have rough skin and thick meat, I still have a sore hand when I beat you, who wants to slap you a hundred times, 11 million slaps." With so many slaps, don't you have to be beaten every day, and you have to go out with your handprints every day? What should they do if they see it and say that I am bullying you? When your teachers and nephews see it, your prestige as a senior uncle is gone. ”

Xi Zhen couldn't help but blurt out: "Then fight every day, let you fight every day, and fight until we both get old, okay?"

When Yu Ying heard this, her heart was overjoyed, and her heart was like a deer. Holding Xi Zhen tightly, he buried his face deep in his chest, feeling the temperature and heartbeat in his chest. He whispered, "Who wants to grow old with you, so don't grow old with you." ”

Xi Zhen raised his eyebrows and smiled slyly: "Really? Are you really unwilling to grow old with me? What should I do then? Wouldn't I want to grow old alone? I don't want to grow old alone, I am so handsome and dashing, I ......" Xi Zhen didn't say any more, because he saw Yu Ying slap again. Xi Zhen hurriedly put the other side of his face up.

Yu Ying didn't fight, but hugged her hands tighter.

Xi Zhen was surrounded by happiness at the moment, and gradually a sense of happiness filled every corner of his body, so he muttered happily: "Grow old together, let's grow old together." When we are old, you support me, I support you, watch the children and grandchildren frolicking, watch the wind and snow, watch the spring go to autumn, and watch people come and go in the past and present lives. ”

Yu Ying didn't say anything more, just nodded incessantly. At this moment, she felt that she had all the world, and she was the happiest person in the world. She is very satisfied with everything she has now, and she hopes that time can stand still in this moment forever. People in happiness are easy to be satisfied, and at this moment, Xi Zhen is everything to himself. His love is the source of all his joy and happiness.

At this moment, the dew in the middle of the night, the silence of all the voices, the dancing candle flames, the shadow of this happy pair embracing each other, are carved on the wall, as if telling eternity.