When the red makeup returned to the dormitory, it was already a thin moon shadow.

A water-red cloak was half-crumbled on the chair. That's what Fuyun did.

Red makeup kicked his shoes, stepped on the white fox carpet, and looked motionless for a long, long time.

It seems that he saw the Fuyun who didn't dare to find himself even if he missed himself very much, secretly hid in the house and made a red dress full of houses for himself.

At that time, he should have loved himself the most, right? Hongxiang thought about the unsent letters of Fuyun, which contained mountains and rivers, vicissitudes of life, and all the beautiful expectations about himself.

and then to the tree house, more than a year of getting along day and night. He was still so attentive and gentle, although, unwilling to get close to himself. Although, it always feels like he's going to be gone in the next second.

Indeed, he is gone.

He came back as promised. But he didn't remember.

Red makeup stepped forward, leaned on the chair legs and shrunk on the white fox carpet, and hugged the cloak that reflected the red eyes.

He retreated, he gave up, Red Makeup was not afraid, Red Makeup thought that as long as he loved enough and forgave all of them, he would return to himself as before.

But he forgot.

Red makeup used all his softness to teach him and tell him his love. to try to confuse him and convince him that he is also unwavering in his love for himself.

Finally, it was as if everything was going to be fine.

But he forgot again.

Red Makeup buried her head in her robe and took a deep breath, looking for traces of the clouds in all the lingering breaths.

Every time, it's the same. He remembered everything, but he forgot that he loved himself.

For the first time, I felt physically and mentally exhausted.

This is also the first time, Hongjiao found that when he couldn't see Fuyun, he seemed to be a lot more relaxed.

I really don't dare to love him anymore, I don't dare to approach him anymore. Red makeup has never been so weak.

Red makeup doesn't understand, once he had nothing, and he always had no confidence in Fuyun, which is natural.

Now that he is the lord of the country, such a white fox carpet is just a matter of one sentence. Obviously, Fuyun is now nothing without himself, but why, he is still so powerless.

What to do?

Red Makeup never likes to listen to other people's opinions, but at this moment, Red Makeup is longing for every breath, and a person appears here to tell her what she should do.

"Why don't you light the lamp?" Fuyun frowned and quietly appeared in front of the red makeup. This is very rare, and the red makeup is so distracted that a big living person comes to him without knowing anything.

"How do you know?" Red Makeup trembled slightly, almost thinking that he had overthought and hallucinated.

"I can hear you. As if he felt the surprise of the red makeup, Fu Yun's voice became lower, "Are you bad again? Why don't you go to bed?"

Hongxiang shook his head, and suddenly thought that Fuyun couldn't see it, so he took another breath, replied that he couldn't sleep, and put down his cloak and sat on the chair.

"I listened to it today, and the streets and alleys of Wudesert Country are all wearing the lord of the country is a strange woman. Weak magnates, raising troops, heavy agriculture, and opening scientific examinations, aren't they all done by you?" Fu Yun subconsciously reached out and touched it, found the chair next to Hongjiao and sat down.

"You know, none of this is what I want, and it has nothing to do with me. "Why did Fuyun appear at this time, Hongmakeup didn't want to think about it anymore. All the bitterness in my heart comes from expectation. Red makeup always feels that if you don't think about it, you don't have expectations. If you don't have expectations, you don't have to be hard.

Fuyun hid a faint sigh without a trace, as if he really had no way to take the red makeup, his thin lips pursed lightly, and his subordinates unconsciously pinched yesterday's gold incense burner and groped carefully.

"What do you remember?" asked Red Makeup, with obvious panic in her eyes.

At that time, when the 50,000 troops of the Nehua Kingdom besieged Xianyi Valley, the red makeup did not see Fuyun dodge and tremble at all. Now, with just a few faint words, Fuyun has been easily crushed.

Red Makeup didn't understand, she just thought that all the pain came from the blank space of losing her memory, and the darkness of not being able to see things anymore.

Seeing that Fuyun lost his mind, he lowered his waist, "Yes... I can't afford it..."

Fu Yun was like this, but the light in his red makeup eyes was completely dissipated, and he smiled lowly, "I'm not sorry, that's it, it's fine." ”

"I just want a word of accuracy. Red Makeup pinned her head to the moonlit window that was not tightly closed, and didn't want to take another look at the white silk covering Fuyun's eyes, "Do you want to remember? I'm really, so tired." ”

It's not that I really don't even have the patience for the last time, but the red makeup understands that in addition to having no memory, Fuyun is still the same Fuyun, and it has never changed. Again, it's just a repetition. At that time, Fuyun will still make the same choice, and there will be no change.

And he will never know when the next choice of Fuyun will arrive.

"I'll do whatever you want me to do. Fu Yun's words were gentle, accompanied by the silvery moonlight, teaching this night without temperature finally had warmth.

Red makeup smiled lightly subconsciously, leaned over and leaned in front of Fuyun, very close, very close.

Bai Aya covered her eyes, and her red makeup with wet and cool fingertips swept across Fuyun's forehead, then to the center of her eyebrows, past Bai Aya, to the tip of her nose, and finally to her lips.

"I want you to marry me. ”

Red Makeup certainly knows it, and now it's back to the beginning. Even if Fuyun is not as disgusted with himself as he was last time, it stands to reason that this time he remembers himself, which should be a good thing. But Hongxiang still knows that he can't easily touch Fuyun's heart with one sentence and one action like he did at that time.

"I'm sorry...", the faint breath wandered like a light feather over the lips that were close to the red makeup.

I should have known this was going to be the end. Red Makeup sneered and leaned back, his mind was a little wooden, Red Makeup tried hard to pretend to be calm, and pulled out a trace of reason from the messy mass of meat and vegetables, without letting Fuyun feel the surging disappointment, this was Red Makeup's last struggle.

"Next time, don't come over at night. You should have forgotten that I'm a madman. "Next time, I can't promise to do anything to you." If I go crazy like I did last time, I really won't die again. ”

Fuyun left, and Red Makeup watched him go. With red makeup, the last bit of minimality of expectation, completely left.

It's long overdue to get used to it. The red makeup was expressionlessly packed up and went to bed and lay down.

On the second day, when Hongmakeup sat up from the bed, he was not in a cold sweat like before. Also, if you don't sleep all night, you naturally don't have nightmares.

It's not that I don't want to sleep with red makeup, it's that I really can't sleep back and forth anyway. It's not that Red Makeup really wants to get up at this moment of genius, but it's just that he is in a hurry to see him, and Red Makeup has to change into those complicated clothes today and bring a trivial headdress to the court.

I used to pretend to be sick too much, but now I am really unwell, but I can't get out of it, and I sighed without sighing.

Finally, Hongxiang understood why he had to go to court today.

Nehuaguo did a very ridiculous thing. Fuyun did something even more ridiculous.

The old trick of Nehua is repeated, and the same old method of rotting teeth is so easy to use.

Or, attack the desert country. Otherwise, I want the lord of the desert country and his relatives.

Red makeup couldn't help laughing, but Xiaoyi only said a word, so that red makeup couldn't laugh.

Fu Yun chose for the red makeup, and let the county lord of Anyue and his relatives.

This bento really can't go as red makeup wants. In front of everyone, Red Makeup lost his temper and threw Tianzhi Jiu Ri Yan, who was placed in front of the throne, just to dismiss the fact that Yuesheng is face and Fuyun is son-in-law.

If it was a few years earlier, the red makeup would still cry uncontrollably because of the pain in the heart twitching, or it would be difficult to suppress the sudden upsurge of qi and blood.

It's just that now, for red makeup, losing his temper like this is just to let everyone know where his bottom line is. It's just that let everyone watch, and he has cleared up his relationship with Fuyun.

No one will question the relationship between Fuyun and Red Makeup, and there will be no one who will take Fuyun's decision for Red Makeup to heart.

This time, Hongxiang didn't even ask for Zhuzhu, so he had already made a decision for Zhuzhu.

This is this cannibalistic world, and it is rare to share the kindness of sending bamboo. This time, I finally didn't have to let Xiangzhu make a bloody decision by myself.

Na... We're going to war...

This time is different, this time it really depends on red makeup. Just enough to control his mind and no longer remember the only most important love he once had, and now he is broken in front of everyone, and his heart will be blurred.

Red makeup has to work hard to meet this inevitable battle.

At this time, the red makeup finally understood, and what Fu Yun said about not wanting to have war was definitely not child's play.

If he wins, countless innocent soldiers and people in Nehua will fall to the ground and sleep forever.

If it is defeated, it is its own desert country, and the innocent soldiers and ordinary people will be ruined and the horse leather shroud will die in Huangquan.

Red makeup didn't expect that the lord of the country would be like this, maybe a casual sentence could affect the lives of hundreds, thousands, or even tens of thousands of people at will.

It's not the first time I've fought a war, but I'm not the lord of the country, I can't understand the red makeup, with everyone's trust in me and the hope of living, this kind of power is enough to let myself be annihilated and devoured.

It's a pity that I understood it too late.

Red adorns the strength of the Wu Desert Country. The best thing is that they are really dedicated to farming, and for a while, there is really no shortage of grain and grass.

In addition, the newly admitted officials before the red makeup are all extremely honest and wise, and at this time, they are trying their best to contribute, if it is not for the fact that they are too clean on weekdays, I am afraid that the bottom of this family will be taken out.