51 Sure Mind (1 Change)
Memory carries many things, although not every memory is unforgettable, but it can have a subtle effect.
Realizing this, Shen Yu's first reaction was to resist.
This feeling of involuntariness, as if being controlled by others, even from his mother, made him instinctively fearful and even defensive!
People have their own personality and do not want to be controlled by others, especially the heart; Shen Yu is precocious and proud.
The knowledge in memory can enhance one's own insight, and that's it, but after all, life experience is someone else's, how can you let it affect your own state of mind!
But...... Did he deliberately hate her because of this?
Shen Yu smiled bitterly. How could such a master be annoying.
dragged him out of the predicament, held it in the palm of his hand and loved him, planned for him step by step, and even put down his posture, talked to him on an equal footing like a friend, and connived at his willfulness in front of outsiders.
If there is any shortcoming, it is that the master has always been too gentle, gently blurring the line between master and apprentice, and becoming a friend or even a relative.
If you deliberately alienate her because you hate the sense of control behind it, then where is your humanity?
The mother is really calculating, and now, it seems that he can only choose to like it.
Shen Yu looked at Mei Yan's face and wandered in a trance.
He thought that when Senior Sister Biwei wrote "Always protect Master" in the root setting of the puppet, she should have been in this mood like herself, right?
Ten-year-old Shen Yu does not have the concept of "what relationship can you say you like".
To like is to like, to dislike is to dislike, as for whether she is a master or a senior sister?
He didn't have the slightest sense of what this difference in generation, identity, and even gender would bring to this kind of closeness.
He has only one sincerity and one enthusiasm.
Taking advantage of this surging heart, he thought carefully all night, and finally classified this feeling into what an apprentice should do.
At most, it is mixed with some simple longing similar to the father's mother's mother's and mother's crush.
As for the strange behavior with some female friars, like Xiao Teng?
He didn't even think that there was a physiological connection between that kind of behavior and the "ultimate goal of love"!
Therefore, every child's growth will take a detour.
Even if Shen Yu is a genius, this kind of insomnia to Tianming thinking will leave a lot of things that can't be figured out, and even draw some wrong conclusions.
However, along with the feeling of exhaustion after not being able to sleep for the first time in my life, there is also a firm belief.
Since you have decided to protect Master, you don't need to have any gains or losses in the future.
It's good to work harder, to love more, after all, there is still a mother's share in it, so it won't be too much!
After figuring out this section, Shen Yu tightened her waist tightly, comfortable.
Mei Yan, who was accustomed to being held by the octopus, was not guarded against this at all, but just snorted twice and subconsciously hugged him tighter.
Still unsuspecting.
But Shen Yu felt that he should avoid such a close relationship in the future.
After all, it's hard to pretend to be asleep, so how can you always have insomnia?
If you don't sleep well, you won't grow tall.
One day, I will be more powerful than Master, much taller than her, and I will be able to rub her head with my hands, just like she is rubbing herself now, and she is not allowed to resist.
has been thinking crankily like this, and when the morning light is slightly dewed, Shen Yu can finally get up justifiably and no longer suffer from that kind of torture.
Leaving lightly, Mei Yan just turned over and posed as a "big" character, and she didn't know what she was dreaming about.
He shook his head, and under the eaves of the small wooden building, he found a wooden bird.
"What did you do to Master last night?"
Skipping the pleasantries, he got straight to the point.
Since there is a place for itself in the logic of "senior sister", it should be possible to have a normal dialogue.
Bi Wei landed on his shoulder, stuck her head out, and pecked him on the lips.
"Done this. "It's just the content of the random punishment, it's not a secret, Biwei even demonstrated it herself.
Shen Yu couldn't figure it out: "You...... Kissed her?"
Biwei flapped her wings and confirmed firmly: "Kiss." ”
Shen Yu had never seen Biwei's humanoid body, so he was confused.
He touched his mouth, as if he had been poked with chopsticks, it didn't hurt or itch, this was really not a disrespect, Master didn't need to react so much, right?
"Do you like Master?"
"I like it!" At the mention of Mei Yan, Biwei showed a strange enthusiasm, and her voice changed: "I like Master so much!"
"Master doesn't want you to like it?"
"I don't know. This kind of question is beyond the scope of Biwei's answer.
Shen Yu knew that the puppet probably didn't understand the feelings of living people, so he changed the question to a question that could be understood with facts.
"Master, isn't he willing to let you kiss her?"
This time Biwei nodded: "Master is angry. When the punishment was over, she was beaten and injured the body of the puppet in human form.
Biwei Zhenren also thought so in the setting. If Mei Yan really didn't mind, this kind of indecent behavior would not be classified as punishment!
However, what Shen Yu didn't ask, Biwei wouldn't say, or even think. For Biwei, these are all logical logics.
Shen Yu could only speculate on Mei Yan's thoughts through the facts in the puppet's mouth.
At first, I was unhappy, and I couldn't get angry with the puppet, so I could only cry aggrievedly on the table by myself - Master's mentality last night should be like this.
Mei Yan didn't like the apprentice's excessive enthusiasm.
Therefore, he can't be as straightforward as Biwei, and it's best not to say that he likes Master.
But Shen Yu thought about it, what is the hindrance to this?
just likes someone, and there is no need to deliberately pick it out, because he didn't treat her well for any purpose.
Having him by his side and giving quietly is happiness in itself, and there is no need for more in return.
After figuring out this section, Shen Yu didn't bother to ask Mei Yan about being bullied.
In this way, after a long sleepless night, although he thought a lot, all his determination and firmness were buried deep in his heart.
It's not that it's deliberately hidden, but that it doesn't feel necessary—if he behaves too enthusiastically, won't Master be angry again?
He still remembered that the master had a straight face and asked him not to rely on her too much and let him concentrate on his cultivation.
deliberately preaching, putting on the elders' shelves, and deliberately alienating ...... I don't like to look at her like that!
Shen Yu admitted that he also had a bit of a gambling element.
No matter how entangled he was here, this night, Mei Yan enjoyed a long-lost sleep.
She dreamed that she was holding a large ball of sweet marshmallows, wandering in the peach-scented clouds, and she didn't even step on the flying sword under her feet, just like a cloud, floating around freely.
It wasn't until she woke up naturally from this sleep that she smelled the smell of food around her.
Regained consciousness, this taste, seems to have the same effect as some spiritual food I ate yesterday?
She was a little dazed, rubbed her eyes and sat up, and saw the apprentice sitting beside him with a smile and bent eyes, holding a book in his hand.
The food that smells fragrant is neatly placed on the desk.
"Morning, Master. Shen Yu put down the book, and a pair of peach blossom eyes bent into a crescent moon.
"Master slept so soundly that I was sleepy. ”