27 Little things that the mirror sees
Some spells are needed to activate the magic weapon, just like the magic cultivators usually have to recite spells when they use spells, and the senior sister is really a real person full of malice, so directly, she recited the magic spells.
This mirror is a magic weapon, and the senior sister did not lie to him, just as the master never lied to him, and even the incantation was asked by the senior sister to recite it.
Shen Yu admitted, this wave blamed himself for not being careful enough! Could it be that this is the inheritance of the master to invite the gentleman into the pit?
However, is it really fun to fix other people like this?
It's just that the master loves to pit people, and so does the senior sister! Everyone is in the same family, and she must have been cheated when she was a child, right? Don't you do to others what you don't want to do to yourself?
In any case, Shen Yu can only reluctantly accept the persecution from the Shimen tradition and carefully examine his current situation.
The place he is in now should be all fictional, and judging from the surrounding scene, it is not a fiction made out of nothing and out of nowhere, but follows universal common sense and rules.
In this illusion that no one could see, Shen Yu didn't bother to pretend to be innocent and well-behaved, and rolled his eyes really - he couldn't look down on this kind of clumsy performance.
Shen Yu got used to the phantom body, so he walked into this room, and saw his father and his young self at first sight. It's all to blame that he has moved too often since he was a child, and he didn't recognize these ordinary roof tiles in the mortal world for a while, but they actually lived in by himself.
He looked at the daily life he had experienced, and felt a little funny, it was really just an illusion, at most it was just a reflection of what he remembered!
At this time, he changed his perspective, and in his eyes, there was even some novelty. He watched himself read under the window, watched himself in a daze, watched himself trace all the words he didn't know on paper, and asked his father before going to bed at night.
After getting to know Mei Yan, Shen Yu realized how abnormal the way he and his father got along.
In the past ten years, my father has spent most of his time behind closed doors to recuperate, and the place where the two of them live can never be called home! There are no three meals a day, no play and companionship, only a short exchange before going to bed every day.
But Daddy has always had a strange request to let Shen Yu sleep next to him every day. He could even hug his father, but he was never allowed to gossip, let alone disturb his luck and healing.
Is this some kind of fatherly love that is not good at words?
"Huh. ”
Shen Yu is a genius, he has remembered things since he was born, and he has the memory of his mother in his mind.
He wasn't going to be deceived so simply......
"Hah...... It seems that yes, the place where I grew up is my deepest fear. ”
Shen Yu thought of this, and felt a chill on his body, soaking through the bone marrow, as if he wanted to condense his breath into ice.
The place he fears the most is his father's side!
It was discovered by my father and remembered by myself.
Shen Yu in the illusion fell asleep, hugging his closest and most frightened relatives tightly, hugging him very hard, but only he knew that this was what he still reminded himself in his sleep, don't talk in your dreams, and keep secrets.
And that Shen Xuan seemed to hear his self-talk, and raised his head as if he felt something.
His voice was more ethereal than real, like a ghost: "Do you know what happened on the day you were born?"
Shen Yu suppressed the coldness in his heart, and a crooked evil smile pulled out from the corner of his mouth, "Yes, I know." ”
Shen Xuan didn't speak, staring at him sternly in the void.
"I know, don't you know everything? You play one for me. ”
He was provoking, and this scene was also distorted in response, Shen Yu tried to restrain this vertigo, did not show any special expression, and looked at the next scene intently.
This is exactly what he has experienced, but at this time, it is even more treacherous!
This is the scene of his birth and the death of his mother!
The Heavenly Rain Lotus is melting—the monk in the merger period, the primordial spirit and the body have been completely integrated, and when they die, the physical body will also dissipate with the primordial spirit in heaven and earth. However, the blue light on Tianyu Lotus's body was injected into Shen Yu's body bit by bit.
At this time, Shen Yu was just a small lump, accepting the baptism of divine soul power, and accepting the knowledge that belonged to him and did not belong to him.
Leaving the warm mother, he only felt cold, but he could only express himself by crying.
At that time, he didn't understand what fear was. What happened next was remembered by him and became the source of all his fears in the future.
Shen Xuan held the baby stiffly, silently watching as all the blue light poured into this small body. Until the traces of the Heavenly Rain Lotus completely dissipated, he didn't take another look at the dead woman.
He kept an eye on the baby, put him down, and put him where the rain lotus had disappeared, and then tentatively stretched out his hands.
Reaching for his slender neck.
Shen Xuan, who was in the illusion, stared at the baby's eyes, and gradually revealed fanaticism.
The same fanaticism is also burning in the eyes of ten-year-old Shen Yu!
- You look at "me", I look at you, separated by the distance between the real and the unreal, but like a mirror reflected.
"Yes, yes, that's it. When I was born crying, you grabbed me by the neck and hesitated for a long time to kill me. ”
Shen Yu looked at this scene and couldn't help but laugh wildly.
"I remember, I remember—it's been ten years, I'm afraid you know, all the time, I'm scared to death!"
He was trembling, I don't know if it was because of fear or because of the excitement that came after being stimulated!
"Isn't that what happened? Why didn't you start in the end? Because my mother's primordial spirit is so broken, even if you kill me, it won't help?"
"Can you answer me?"
Shen Yu looked at the "father" in front of him, as if he was really waiting for an answer.
Shen Xuan, who was in the dream realm, finally raised his head and looked at him. There was another twist, and this time Shen Yu's eyes were blurred, but he still tried to stand up straight.
- He remembered Mei Yan's back still standing tall when he knelt in the main hall of Junshan Floating Island, like a sign carved into his bones, he didn't want to fall here, he couldn't!
Only the person he was most afraid of was left in front of him, "Shen Xuan". The man was carrying an orange kitten in his hand, with yellow-white lines, shining brightly in the obscure eternal night, but Shen Yu didn't care anymore.
He gasped heavily, but he was still able to raise his head.
"Tell me why?"
His smile had begun to lighten. The best way to overcome fear is to face it - even the little orange cat has appeared, and this illusion is really exhausted.
"You're just a reflection of my memory. How do you know what I don't know?"
Shen Xuan looked at him blankly.
"No, maybe I shouldn't have said you. After all, the person who killed my mother was Shen Xuan, not you!"
This information seemed to be beyond the comprehension of "Shen Xuan", he had nothing to say, and there was no other scene to show him.
Shen Yu found that this was the first time he had said his biological father's name. It wasn't as scary as he imagined, and he was even a little relieved.
"Stop acting, you're just a phantom. Even if I admit it now, my dad wouldn't know. ”
Shen Yu looked at this phantom, waiting for him to have some tricks. Unexpectedly, a familiar voice suddenly came from behind him: "Senior brother?"
Master's voice. Shen Yu didn't look back, because the woman quickly walked to "Shen Xuan's" side and gently took his hands.
"Senior brother, don't you want this child?"
"Yes. Don't. Shen Xuan finally spoke. The hands of the two were holding hands, and their eyes were glued together, like a sharp thorn, piercing into Shen Yu's eyes.
"Are you going to kill him?"
"Yes. ”
"I'll kill you for you. ”
Mei Yan took Shen Xuan's hands and blinked coquettishly, Shen Xuan's face was still cold, but there was a little more spoiling for no reason...... The two of them turned to him, and there was some tenderness on her face that had not yet faded, just as they had been when they first met, with some polite inquiring tenderness.
This face quickly changed into a kind of malice that was exactly the same as Shen Xuan's. Shen Yu subconsciously took a step back, he knew that this appearance was too fake, but his meridians were still frozen inch by inch, gradually crumbling.
No, it's not - if it were Master, even if he came to kill me, he would have the same expression as usual, and he wouldn't be so vicious.
It's like she can talk about Shen Xuan to the Earth Mother Niangniang - no one is sorry for anyone, she always has to save when she sees it.
Shen Xuan and Shen Yu, if she had to choose one of the two, she actually didn't have a choice.
"But...... But you're a fake!"
Feeling the cold, Shen Yu sat paralyzed on the ground, but saw Mei Yan but did not draw her sword, her hand was the sharpest blade, wrapped in sword qi and grabbed him!
She is so weak that she is not even worthy of drawing her sword.
As if hearing his heart, this plum banquet became more and more real, with a sympathetic expression, and even a sigh.
"Master......"
Shen Yu looked up at this scene painfully, not afraid, but heartache to death.
He knew that although the image in front of him was fake, it would one day come true.
Monks have a long lifespan and do not value the continuation of the bloodline. What's more, they can leave a large number of children as long as they want.
Many of the elite of famous and decent families, as well as those in high positions, had a dozen lovers and concubines. Many people will carry their own family members and leave descendants after they become strong, which is a personal choice.
However, whether the child born can be loved depends on the number of lives of the individual. The most typical example is the Tianyu Lotus, while she was alive, her task was to strengthen the relationship between the Tian clan and the Xuan clan, and after her death, her existence could fight for the last benefit of the Mishan faction.
Tianmu Gong was originally her father, but he never shed a single tear for her, not even a trace of symbolic nostalgia!
Born in a family of cultivators, Shen Yu had a good idea of his status - for Mei Yan, isn't it obvious who is more important, senior brother or senior brother's child?
If he really tore his face with his father, Mei Yan would decisively abandon him, this kind of thing is really normal.
Realizing this, his heart re-immersed himself in the deep waters of sinking, sinking more and more, sinking more and more.
No, he is not afraid of being abandoned, he is just afraid of pain, afraid that he will not be able to face the moment when this moment finally happens, and he will eventually lose the only light in his life.
"Good boy, I'll give you a good time. ”
Mei Yan's hand was as warm as that day next to the fire spirit pulp pool, stroking the top of his head: "Good boy." ”
No, don't say it.
Please, don't say it in this voice.