Eleven

On both sides of the autumn glow and orchid on the horizon, green clothes and white clothes, the homesick road has been halfway crossed, and the people on the Yingyue River have turned sad. The lonely shadow outside Linjiang City is melancholy, thinking about Qing into a madness, thinking about it, how to make a pair...... (Mu Qiuhan's "White Night Wind")

The autumn sunset, the bright moon reflects the river, the wind is cool, the people are sad, sitting alone without a name, looking scattered and distracted, how can I see nothing, but love becomes missing, and the thoughts turn into countless thorny vines in the crazy growth, crazy spread, it binds the heart, tortures but does not die.

The assassin's poisonous steel needle attack succeeded, Yun'er died, failed to return to the Northern Han Dynasty, failed to live a happy life, and could only be buried on the border of the two countries.

Nameless endures the pain, tries to stop, but the brain can't be controlled by himself, the memory can't be deleted by himself, along the way, see Yun'er from Jiuli Hutong, ask Yun'er outside the carriage, take Yun'er when crossing the river, look at Yun'er when he is by the river, like Yun'er when he admires the moon, Zhu Ran only saves Yun'er under the knife, until the two dance the sword, Nameless has fallen in love with Yun'er.

Deep love is like a flood of beasts, it comes suddenly, but it goes even more suddenly, how happy is that parting sentence - "Nameless, I like you, I really like it, if I can, I hope to live an ordinary life with you." ”

People are gone, but love remains.

Nameless Sunset sat alone until dawn, not a single tear fell, he got up with a sword and took Wan'er to continue back to the Northern Han, there was not much left to do.

The two of them went downhill along the coast and stopped after walking for a while.

"I'm not going back. ”

"Let's go!"

"I said, I don't want to go back!"

Nameless handed the red beaded hairpin to Wan'er, and at this moment she trembled her body, looked at him with moist eyes and asked, "Are you interesting to me?"

"Yun'er entrusted me to pay you. ”

"Yuna, Yuna...... If it weren't for Yun'er's refusal on the banks of the Huadu River, would you give me the hairpin? If it weren't for Yun'er's protection everywhere, would you tolerate me on the road? If it weren't for Yun'er's death, you would have sent me back to the Northern Han Dynasty?"

"Yes, I did all this for Yun'a, but you can't do anything. ”

"Yes, that's what you're talking about, you've never respected me, you've never been considerate of me, what do you think of me?"

Wan'er was so aggrieved that she couldn't breathe, if being nameless was the pain of losing her lover, then she would not only lose Yun'er like her own sister, but also lose the dignity of her own life.

The woman is made of water, a little breeze can cause bursts of waves, at this moment, it is not a breeze, it is a raging wind, the emotion is about to collapse to the apex, the pain is not only the thorn vines piercing the heart, it is a hundred times, a thousand times, ten thousand times stronger.

Wan'er is a weak woman, she doesn't have a body of steel and iron bones, she doesn't have the ability to dry her lungs with a stone heart, she can also bleed, she will also howl and cry, she has been silent for a long time, thinking of the familiar two words to understand and understand each other.

"Let's go, let's go back. ”

"Nameless, because I'm not a princess, you can be sarcastic to me on the road, what a stinky woman, what is not with me, just to drive me away, right?"

"It's not. ”

"Teahouse Inn, why did you rush into the room without knocking, don't you know that I am washing my feet and changing clothes? Why do you humiliate me! Why do you destroy my innocence!"

"Out of helplessness, you listen to my explanation!"

When Nameless approached, Wan'er raised her hairpin against her throat, and at this moment, she cried haggard and weak.

"Don't come here, I've already made up my mind to die, and I only have this last bit of dignity left, I don't want to be humiliated by you even if I die,. ”

"If you die easily, are you worthy of Yun'er and the family of the Northern Han?"

"Yun'er is precisely because of your kindness, that false kindness will be attacked and killed, I said I would kill those people, but you just didn't listen!"

These words pierced Nameless like a sword, leaving him speechless, but on both sides of the river, two people on the same road were the ones who hurt each other the most.

"Don't pretend to help me now, the moment I was under Zhu Ran's knife, I was already dead, and my heart was already dead!

"Isn't there any?"

"I'm sorry!" to treat Wan'er's unfairness, it was too late to apologize namelessly and guiltily, and now, as a man, what he can do is not to argue and scold, let alone evade and shirk, but to apologize sincerely.

Wan'er didn't speak, she cried even harder, crying heartbreakingly, she has lived in the world for 20 years, she has never been humiliated and wronged, this way, she has been against the nameless, but also a kind of defense, she thought about going back to the Northern Han Dynasty, but she never expected that her heart would collapse.

Because of Yun'er's death, Wan'er cried all night, and now, she is crying prostration, and when she retreats, the sand is slippery, and her whole person falls downhill to the cliff.

At this moment, Nameless rushed up and grabbed Wan'er who fell from the air, but her strength was insufficient, and she was bent on dying: "Nameless, let me go down to accompany Yun'er......"

"You hold my hand. ”

"No, before I died, I already heard your sincere apology, and I don't blame you. ”

The hand broke free, and Wan'er fell into the cliff.

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The prosperity is gone, and everything is ethereal.

At the cliff, Wan'er broke free from her nameless hand, and the whole person fell, and when the air was frozen, she closed her eyes tightly, and shed a crystal tear with a smile, as if bidding farewell to this earthly world with tenderness.

"Wan'er!"

A call, deep remorse, regret that he had made a mistake, so he jumped over the cliff in desperation, the cliff was not high, and under the thick smoke was an ancient green pool.

Wan'er fell into the pool, lost consciousness, and slowly sank, looking like a sleeping beauty, nameless through the pool, opening his eyes and going downstream, he was looking for that person, looking for an important person, someone who couldn't be lost.

There used to be two people who looked down on each other, got tired of each other, hurt each other, but couldn't lose each other.

The deep pool is green, green as jade jasper, nameless grabbed Wan'er's hand, hugged her and swam up, if the picture stopped, the two figures seemed to be peerless.

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The night was cold, Wan'er woke up in a daze, she saw the bright fire, touched the sword beside her, but she didn't know why she was in the cave, she barely got up and walked a few steps, the kneeling person at the entrance of the cave was nameless, his eyes were tied with black cloth.

"Why are you keeping me alive?"

"I was completely wrong, I can't afford to lose you again. ”

The nameless words made Wan'er's tears quickly roll in her eyes.

"I swear to heaven - Xiao Yan didn't kill me, he killed himself, if he lived, I would find out the reason. Yuna was killed by me, it was my fault, if I had lived, I would have found the assassin and the people behind it, and killed them to avenge Yuna. ”

"There is also a teahouse inn, I broke into the room in a hurry, and had no intention of peeping, just after the rescue of the pool, I was also forced to strip and dry for you, and there is no evil thought, if you hate, you can first stab my eyes, cut off the root of my tongue, and after I find out the reason for Xiao Yan's suicide and avenge Yun'er, I will then kill myself. ”

"That's enough!" Wan'er thought that death would be relief, so she no longer felt heartache, but the nameless hair in front of her was wet, and kneeling straight in the cold wind made her even more sad.

Wan'er approached Nameless, untied the black cloth of her eyes, and gently hugged his head, letting him feel a moment of warmth in his arms, if the warmth could dispel all kinds of sadness and hardship, it would be better.

"Nameless, stop blaming yourself, I won't blame you...... On the contrary, thank you, I used to be trapped in the high stone wall day and night, feeling that my life does not belong to me, any feelings have nothing to do with me, even the items around me are superfluous existence, for a long time, I will forget the dignity and meaning of life, it is you who let me find it again. ”

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After nothing happened, Nameless dried his body, and he sat next to Wan'er. At the cave, the pool at the bottom, the moon and stars on the top, so beautiful that the nameless said: "I didn't think we could be quiet and talk." ”

"It's ridiculous that the two people who hurt each other the most are the ones who depend on each other the most. ”

"If you don't find fault everywhere, I think you're still a pretty good girl. Nameless still thought Wan'er was an unreasonable woman, and she didn't mind, pointing to the night sky and saying, "Nameless, do you look at the beautiful stars?"

"Beautiful. ”

"I especially love the starry sky, it is beautiful and eternal, it can always be with me, let me forget my troubles, and be carefree. I regard it as the most precious thing and I will give it to you now. ”

"Give me the starry sky?"

Nameless smiled, smiling especially happily.

"Don't laugh, it's my most precious thing. ”

Maybe she felt a little foolish, but Wan'er laughed along.

"I will take this whole starry sky, whenever I am unhappy, at night, I can always find it and find happiness. ”

"Yes, if you find it, you can also find me and Yuna. ”

The two have been looking at each other for a long, long time, and this relationship is not a love affair between men and women, but also another unspeakable bond.

"This hairpin is given to you, don't refuse it. ”

"I thought it was going to fall. ”

"No, it won't. ”

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(It's original Mint Lotus, please don't plagiarize.) Note: Mu Qiuhan is a friend of the author, "White Night Wind" is from Mu Qiuhan's original - "Mu Qiuhan's Poetry Collection", interested readers can check it online. ）