Section 19 The Dream Is Long (I)

Red makeup didn't pay attention to it, but she felt that Yuesheng's teasing was very jerky, and she raised her hand to treat the wound on Yuesheng's shoulder, but she felt that the lonely man and widow were in the same room, and the wound was on the shoulder, so she was a little embarrassed and withdrew her hand.

"It's fine, it doesn't hurt. Yuesheng saw the embarrassment of the red makeup, and smiled lightly, "Are you still uncomfortable?

"Sick!" red makeup glanced white, don't overdo it. After only a while, he reopened his mouth, "If, one day, you suddenly find that what you have been insisting on is actually a flower in the moon mirror in the water, will you insist on it again?"

"Are you happy when you persevere?" Yuesheng asked rhetorically, "I mean, if you are happy, everything is right." If you are not happy, you don't have to break your head and bleed again. ”

Suddenly, the red makeup suddenly had a feeling of epiphany.

"What if... If you're alone, you've always seen her as all. All along, you believe in her unconditionally. But she did things that hurt you and deceived you all the time. You say, will you forgive her?"

Yuesheng then shook the moonlight on the red makeup's face, and saw the red makeup's somewhat timid gaze. It turns out that even if he is the lord of the country, he will have such a side.

"No, it won't. Yuesheng still told the truth, "Ordinary people don't." It's not just her who is to blame, but also her stupid self. ”

"That..."Red makeup was still a little unwilling, "If..."

"There will be ifs. Not everyone will cling to the past. Yuesheng's heart softened, "But if she forgives, it won't be the same person she used to be." Don't hand over your back, you know?"

Is this the case for ordinary people? Red makeup is still a little apprehensive. But the good thing is that red makeup knows that sending bamboo will not be an ordinary person. With such a kind bamboo delivery, Red Makeup didn't expect her to forgive herself, but Red Makeup knew that Sending Bamboo would never hurt herself.

Yuesheng didn't stay any longer, he just wanted to see the red makeup, and he wouldn't delay the rest of the haggard red makeup now.

returned to the palace, and the Snow Lotus Girl was not idle, and was called into the dormitory by red makeup.

The Snow Lotus Girl is not so annoying either. This is the most intuitive feeling of red makeup. She has been treating herself for nightmares for no reason, but she wants to kill her, which makes Red Makeup, who just realized how unreasonable she is, feel very guilty.

"Why did you come to Baihuayao?" the red makeup leaned on the soft couch and pressed the hand of the Snow Lotus Girl who was about to play the lute.

The Snow Lotus Girl was slightly stunned, she was so kind of talking, she thought that the red makeup was sleepwalking. "My family was ruined, but it was my son who saved me. ”

"But aren't you a Nightmare Weaver? At that time, you were very famous. ”

"That Nightmare Weaver Fairy is my sister. She was sixteen years older than me. When I was rescued by Childe, I was only twelve years old. My sister taught me the nightmare weaving technique, and the rest was given to me by my son. The Snow Lotus lowered her eyes and replied.

"Your sister, that's amazing, why did the family die?"

"Lord, I am a native of Wudesert. The Snow Lotus Girl was very calm, "In that year's war, the desert was invincible to Nehua, and my sister couldn't bear the destruction of the desert and wanted to help." But he didn't want to, and the city was slaughtered by Nehua. In the end, not only did she not save the poor people in the city, but she also died. The queen ceded fifteen cities to Neva, including me, who was ten years old at the time. Later, when they found me in the refugee camp and saw that I could play the lute, they wanted to make me an official prostitute, but because I was too young, they just taught me to practice first. Later, it was Childe who saved me. ”

Red Makeup's mind-reading technique has hardly been used, but this time, although the Snow Lotus Girl is behind her ability, Red Makeup can still see the fear in the Snow Lotus Girl's eyes when she recalls the official prostitute.

The red makeup was like a fish in her throat, but the Snow Lotus Girl relaxed a little, and opened her mouth expressionlessly, "The lord of the country, this river and lake, and this country and mountains, are much darker than what you see and touch." The pain you feel is just the aftermath of the person in front of you. ”

"You always know, don't you?" Who is the Snow Lotus Girl, how much help Li Fuyun and Dugu Qing have, of course the red makeup understands. Therefore, red makeup naturally will not have a fluke mentality, and feels that the Snow Lotus Girl knows nothing about what she has done. The hysteria that should have appeared was replaced by the snow lotus girl's light breeze, which made the red makeup a little confused.

"Yes. ”

"Then why are you still helping me, still curing my nightmares?" asked Red Makeup, "If you want, you have too many opportunities. You could have killed me for revenge. ”

"If it weren't for you, there would be someone else. The Snow Lotus Girl explained lightly, as if she had known for a long time, and the red makeup would not understand. The imperial court and the rivers and lakes have never been subverted by one person. If there is no red makeup, there will be other variables. It's like the country of Yanyi and the country of Jiaojiao, each country, without red makeup, no longer exists. On the contrary, it is a desert, if there is no red makeup, it may not be able to survive until now.

More than ten years ago, in the desert, anti-thieves were rampant, and the people on the border were miserable. If there is no red makeup, when Nehua attacks the city, the lord of the country will personally put on armor and go into battle, and he will not be able to return to the sky, and it will not be much better than now. Perhaps, it just won't slaughter the city. But the slaughter of the city is imperative, it is just a means for Xugu to help Guo Fuhui establish his authority at that time. If it's not a desert, it will be the realm of Yan Yi, Lan Xiang, or any poor weakling.

"What are you talking about, is it Wudesert Country, or Dugu Qing?" The idea of red makeup seems to be different from the development imagined by the Snow Lotus Girl. Hearing Duguqing's three words, Snow Lotus Girl's eyes flashed.

"If it weren't for you, there wouldn't be me. ”

The Snow Lotus Girl was unfazed from beginning to end, as if she had angered the red makeup. With Fuyun, Red Makeup was really disgusted with this attitude of punching into the cotton, so he rebelled, and he had to make a shocking blow in the cotton.

However, in fact, Red Makeup understood the naivety of this approach, and did not deliberately sting Snow Lotus Girl.

"But you didn't think that way before. ”

"I didn't know that what I thought was good might not be what he wanted. "It's like the leader of the alliance, he thinks it's worth it, and he never weighs the pros and cons." ”

But he never really let people get close. He himself is the star in the distance in the sky, which can only be seen from afar. He is an immortal, and he shouldn't have the emotion of fireworks, and he shouldn't be disturbed. He is here to save the common people, and he should not carry the blasphemy of other people's so-called feelings.

Red makeup didn't say it. He smiled to himself. Probably, because of this, it will take away his memory over and over again. This time, it's really over.

But when it's over, it doesn't stop you from liking it, and that's enough. Red makeup didn't expect that one day, he really agreed with what Fuyun once said, like the clouds in the sky, you don't have to stay by your side, it's good to watch it every day. Like, it's a good thing in itself, and that's enough.

"You didn't convince me. Red Makeup paused, "I'll still look for an opportunity to kill you when you're useless." “

"Is the Lord of the Kingdom teaching me, don't let yourself be useless, don't be in a hurry to cure you?" I've seen everything I want to see, I'm just a little woman, not like them, who have a lot of obsessions. ”

If you want to repay your son, you don't have to do it now. wants to hold the Zhongqin Gate, but now the Zhongqin Gate has disappeared. There is no hope, and no one has to be herself anymore, and the Snow Lotus Girl even feels that the nightmare of red makeup has given her a trace of useful value.

Red makeup fell asleep, probably tired, and the snow lotus girl was not in the mood to talk with red makeup, and played the pipa.

Before going to bed, the Snow Lotus Girl gave Red Makeup a Huaxu cocoon.

It was a white, silkworm-like thing, and when you look at it in the moonlight, it will reflect a multicolored light.

This is the only thing left to her by the sister of the Snow Lotus Girl, except for the Nightmare Weaving Technique. It is said that if you eat it, you will have a sweet dream no matter where you are. This dream will be deeply remembered for a lifetime.

Now, the red makeup has fallen asleep deeply, and naturally, he will not know that outside the dormitory, Qiu Wuxian secretly saw the Snow Lotus Girl coming out.

Red makeup is idle and troublesome, and it is always called Qiu Wuxian to be only in the outer hall. Naturally, it has been a long time, and only Snow Lotus and Chongyuan can enter the red-makeup dormitory. Fuyun is also very rare, and Yuesheng came here for a while today, also because no one dared to stop him.

After coming back this time, Qiu Wuxian didn't hear the letter of letting the Snow Lotus Maid guard the corridor again, and the corridor guard still did the same as before, and let the palace maids take turns to come here.

Qiu Wuxian watched the Snow Lotus Girl go out, and there were some indescribable feelings in his heart. I thought that Hongjiao just didn't like people to stick to her, but a snow lotus girl who hurt her so badly, she also forgave her, and she was willing to be close to her.

Tears crackled down on the sheets. Qiu Wuxian is very lazy, and he hasn't slept today, this is a bad fate.

Speaking from the heart, Qiu Wuxian likes beautiful men, but for Xiaoyi, he doesn't just like that face. Qiu Wuxian knew that even if Xiaoyi was painted with a face, he would not dislike him.

For so many years before, Xiaoyi would always protect her, and she didn't want her to do any work, for fear that she would be tired.

Of course, this does not rule out that Xiaoyi is worried that she will make trouble and make a mess and will have to clean up by herself in the end, and there is no way to blame her. But even so, the warmth that brought Qiu Wuxian was real.

Qiu Wuxian has always been a woman who longs for warmth. Although, she is the mercenary Rakshasa of Chilian.

Until today.

The first thing Qiu Wuxian did when he came back was to dress himself up and change into new clothes. The woman is the one who pleases herself, this is understandable, after dressing up for a long time, Qiu Wuxian feels that it is almost the same.

But when he arrived in Xiaoyi's palace, Qiu Wuxian didn't expect that there would be men in this world, showing a more shy and charming expression than women, smiling, and gestures, all of which were tender.