Volume 1 Yu Chudu Chapter 9 Wisdom Sword Heart Demon
After a long time, the woman's heart gradually calmed down, and she said to Zhang Min: "Thank you Huiyan, you can take a look at this." As he spoke, he handed the book wrapped in the white towel in his hand to Zhang Min. Zhang Min hurriedly took it and opened the white towel, but saw that the book had the words "Su Xin Ji" written on it, and opened the book again, and saw that the first page read "Bamboo leaves fall in autumn water, plum blossoms bloom for nine days." Death and life are broad, and Zicheng said" a line of words. When I opened it again, it was full of tender and sweet words of admiration, including 'appealing to the heart', 'Yan Ruyu', 'unwanted' and so on. After reading a few pages, Zhang Min felt that his face was red and his ears were hot, and he hurriedly handed it back to the woman.
The woman took it, and when she saw Zhang Min's situation, she couldn't help but smile shyly, and said softly: "This "Su Xin Ji" was originally given to me by Li Lang, alas, it has been more than ten years now. He sighed lightly again, and continued: "His name is Li Minzhu, and he is a man with affection and righteousness. He treats me... Treat me well... Very good. As he spoke, he saw his eyes wandering and his expression rippling, as if he recalled all kinds of tender past events.
Zhang Min was originally a young man, he was exiled since he was a child, and he did not experience the love of interacting with the girl, although there was a trace of sweetness in his heart after listening to her, after all, he was a teenager, and he was extremely shallow. Just listen to her quietly.
The woman paused, raised her head and said, "I was originally a member of the Xianbei family of the Murong clan, and I lived in Liaodong. Great-grandfather Murong Shegui, grandfather Liaodong Duke Murong Diao, the current Jin Dynasty King Yan, Youji Governor, Dadan Yu Murong Hao is the father, and the son of the Yan King Murong Jun is the brother. My name is Murong Shangmei. Zhang Min was surprised when she heard this, and said in her heart that it was no wonder that she had a fair appearance and a moderate demeanor, and she turned out to be a famous lady. I just don't know why I ended up here.
Just as I was wondering, I heard the woman say quietly: "More than 20 years ago, because I was young and playful, I stole a horse from my house and rode south alone. It's been a few years since I've been out and about, and I still can't have enough fun. On this day, it was the middle of winter, the north wind was blowing, and it was almost evening, and it was snowing heavily. I was in thin clothes, and I was hungry, and I was feeling sorry for myself, when I suddenly saw an inn in front of me, and I hurried to hurry forward. Who would have thought that it was a black shop, specializing in trading with no capital. I saw five or six big men rushing out of the store, surrounding me, and seeing that I was well-dressed, one of them said, 'This girl must be from a rich family, so it is better to tie her up and take care of her in my room.' Ask her where her house is tomorrow, so that she may have money to redeem it.'" Actually, that big man is seeing me... Seeing that I was born good-looking, I had a bad heart. Speaking of this, Murong Shangmei let out a long sigh, and gradually turned happy, thinking that she remembered the joy.
But seeing the slight smile on the corner of Murong Shangmei's mouth, she continued: "At this moment, a black horse galloped from the distance of the road, and in the blink of an eye, it had already rushed to the door of the inn. I heard the man's cry immediately, and the reins in his hand were pulled, and the horse neighed and stood still, and suddenly stopped. When I fixed my eyes, the man was no more than eighteen or nineteen years old, with sword eyebrows and starry eyes, and a tall body, riding on a tall horse, and he was very powerful. He saw that I was besieged by a gang of big men, and he knew that he was inside. I saw him urging his horse to approach, his eyes fixed on the strong man, and when he came to me, he leaned down and stretched out his hand to me. When I saw him stretching out my hand, I didn't care much, so I stretched out my hand and put it on his hand. Saying that, her face was already crimson, and Zhang Min saw that her cheeks were fluttering, and her eyes were rippling, as if she had ten thousand styles.
Murong Shangmei continued softly: "I stretched out my hand to his hand, but I felt that his palm was wide and warm, and my heart was full of tenderness. As soon as he pulled me, he pulled me on my horse and sat down in front of him. The strong men were at first frightened by his gaze, and for a moment weak, and when they saw me being pulled on their horses, they reacted, and screamed, and when they were about to besiege the group, the man waved his whip lightly, and had already galloped away. I sat in front of him and felt the wind whizzing in my ears. Strange to say, I didn't feel cold at all. I went straight to the dark sky, the people were sleepy, and I happened to find a deserted house. The man dismounted and inspected, and saw that there was no one in the house, and it was obvious that the army was in chaos, and the master here abandoned his home and fled. The man turned back and dismounted me, and we spent the night in the deserted house. That night... That night..."It's hard to talk about it anymore, even if she is old and has gone through people, she is also red-faced and shy at this time.
When Zhang Min saw her like this, he already expected a little bit in his heart, but he spent it with youthful feelings, sweetness from his heart, and God yearned for it. The so-called thinking is innocent, and this is exactly the case.
After a long time, Murong Shangmei sighed lightly again, and continued: "When I woke up the next day, the sky was already bright. The man looked at me lovingly and asked me softly what my name was. I told him how I left home without permission, how I got to Zhongshan, how I met those strong men, and so on. Unexpectedly, when he learned who I was, his face changed suddenly, and his eyes gradually became full of pain and sadness. I was taken aback and asked him why he was like this, only to see that he was already tearful and grief-stricken. He stood up and slammed his fists against the wall, which was stained with blood, but he was silent. Alas, I later learned that he did have unspeakable grievances, but I didn't understand them at the time. ”
Murong Shangmei's expression gradually turned cold, and he said slowly: "He slammed the wall, it seems that there are thousands of hidden feelings in his chest, but it is difficult to tell. In the end, I heard him scream and rush out the door. Since then, the end of the world has been strange, and it is difficult to see each other again. When Zhang Min heard this, he felt a lot of regret in his heart, and couldn't help but sigh. Murong Shangmei glanced at him in a daze, smiled lightly at the corner of her mouth, and said sadly: "Do you think it's a pity too." Others are like this, how can you and I be worthy? Li Lang, Li Lang. When it comes to the last two sentences, it seems to be muttering to himself, and the affection is deep and meaningful, and it seems that he has been stupid.
Zhang Min was driven by her words, lingering in love, and was silent. After a cup of tea, Murong Shangmei's expression gradually calmed down, and she said softly: "Soon after he left, I learned that I was pregnant. I hated him for forsaking me so that when I gave birth to my daughter, I would send her into the void. After all, she pitied the hearts of her parents all over the world, and wanted to be angry with her because of her father, which really shouldn't be. Then I sneaked back to the nunnery and breastfed her. This was repeated until she was two years old, and I became ill because of my husband, and I was afraid of the chaos of the outside world, so I made up my mind, left the nunnery, and looked for my husband all over the world. Speaking of this, Murong Shangmei's voice choked up, and she couldn't help herself.
Zhang Min said in her heart that she didn't know what happened to her daughter now, and if she could still find her, she would be as old as me now. Just thinking about it, Murong Shangmei said: "When I sent my daughter to the empty gate, I told the old nun in the nunnery: This child's name is Murong Rongyue, and I hope that the teacher can be merciful and treat her well. In the end, I broke a piece of jade pendant that I had with me into two, gave half of it to her, and the other half remained on me. After saying goodbye to Naan, I decided to find a husband. It's just that the four seas are vast, but where to find him? I wandered the rivers and lakes and asked around. The emperor lived up to his painstaking efforts, and finally one day I inquired about his traces. ”