Chapter 430: Envy and Jealousy
Cheng Zhaozhao noticed that the blood pimples on half of Jiang Chumiao's face still hadn't subsided, and he couldn't help but pour a few more antidote pills for her to take.
He lifted his sleeve again, but was relieved to see that the red spots on his arm had subsided a lot.
These venoms are all brought in the body of this high-level sea devil fish, and the ordinary detoxification pill is indeed not easy to solve, but the detoxification pill that is not clear in the process is prepared by Huahuang, and the grade is very high, and now it should play a role.
"Senior Sister Jiang, this poison is difficult, you bear with it. ”
Jiang Chumiao nodded.
After a few moments, her eyes became glazed, and she even hallucinated in front of her eyes.
"Master, Miaoxuan, why are you here?"
When Cheng Zhaozhao heard this, he secretly said that it was bad, and hurriedly corrected Jiang Chumiao and injected aura into her.
The aura slowly entered Jiang Chumiao's body, Jiang Chumiao's face was in cold sweat, and after a while, he began to talk nonsense.
Half an hour later, Cheng Zhaozhao stopped his movements and breathed a sigh of relief when he looked at Jiang Chumiao again.
The red pimples on Jiang Chumiao's face have subsided a lot, and the person has fallen asleep.
Cheng Zhaozhao asked Jiang Chumiao to lie down, and then meditated on the spot.
Her spiritual power is not much left, and at this time, she can't absorb the spiritual energy of the spirit stone, so she can only use meditation to recover.
The sea devil fish had a fishy smell in its stomach and its aura was thin, and it took Cheng Zhaozhao a day and a night to recover less than two layers of aura.
At this time, Jiang Chumiao had also woken up faintly.
"Senior Sister Jiang, are you feeling better?" Cheng Zhaozhao helped Jiang Chumiao up and let her lean on his shoulder.
Jiang Chumiao was numb and didn't have much strength, but she knew that her injuries were much better.
"Thank you, Senior Sister Cheng. ”
"Why be polite to me. Cheng Zhaozhao patted her on the shoulder and fed her some spiritual fluid.
Jiang Chumiao leaned on Cheng Zhaozhao's shoulder, looked at the darkness in front of him, and said, "I thought I was really going to die this time." ”
The loneliness and despair shrouded in darkness, she still palpitates when she thinks about it now.
"Then will you regret it?" asked Cheng Zhaozhao.
Jiang Chu was slightly stunned, and then reacted to what Cheng Zhaozhao meant, shook his head and nodded slowly: "It should be, after all, it is not easy for me to cultivate so far, if I die like this, I am really ashamed of my master and my father." ”
Cheng Zhaozhao: "I thought you were treating Senior Brother Mu...... You're sure to say no regrets. ”
"Because I didn't think about it at all. Jiang Chumiao turned his head sideways, his eyes moving slightly: "If I knew that I would die, I would not dare." ”
"Not necessarily. Cheng Zhaozhao felt that even if he knew that he would die, Jiang Chumiao would go out of his way to save Mu Shengxun when he saw that he was in danger.
"Who knows?" Jiang Chumiao muttered.
Cheng Zhaozhao was suddenly very curious, and said, "Why do you like Senior Brother Mu?"
Jiang Chumiao's face flushed, even in such a dim environment, she would not be noticed by Cheng Zhaozhao, but her face was still hot.
If it was usual, she would definitely avoid not answering, but now, in such an environment, she suddenly wanted to tell what she had been pressing in her heart for many years.
"I remember that not long after I entered the Qi cultivation sect, Senior Brother Mu came to the sect. That time, the apprentice hall was very grand, and I also went, not only saw Tianchen Lingjun, but also saw Senior Brother Mu up close.
That was the first time I had seen him, and he was as quiet as he is now, but his eyes were always observing everything around him.
Like a deep pool, his turbulent heart is hidden under the calm and waveless appearance.
I was attracted to his eyes.
Later, during a sect territorial trial, I was chased by a demon beast and was injured. Senior Brother Mu appeared, and I thought he would come to the rescue, but he left.
I could hardly believe that at that moment, I was very disappointed with him. I tried my best, but I couldn't defeat the monster. Finally, I closed my eyes and gave up struggling.
But at that moment, Senior Brother Mu appeared again. He killed the monster for me and left without saying a word.
It turned out that he hadn't left, he just wanted to see how I fought back. After I recovered from my injury, I made a special trip to the Divine Sword Pavilion to ask him why he was like this, and he only told me that if I gave up, don't blame others for standing by, weak monks are not worthy of asking such questions. ”
Jiang Chumiao said with a sarcastic smile: "I'm weak, I was one of the best cultivators among the new disciples of the sect at that time. I'm three orders higher than my fellow junior brothers. That's what I thought at the time, and I wasn't convinced.
Later, I learned that this was taught to him by Tianchen Lingjun, who had never helped Senior Brother Mu when he was in danger, even if he was almost dying.
The Heavenly Dust Spirit Monarch told him that the only thing a monk could rely on was himself, and only when he was strong could he be qualified to compete with heaven and earth. Instead of hoping that there would be someone to help in a desperate situation.
Tianchen Lingjun also did not allow Senior Brother Mu to sympathize with the weak. He was not allowed to make friends with monks who were weaker than him, even if they were fellow disciples. ”
Tianchen Lingjun would be so strict, Cheng Zhaozhao was not surprised at all, he did the same to Jun Xin.
Cheng Zhaozhao thought about it, it was not the first time that he and Mu Sheng had gone out to practice, he was indeed not a monk who would take the initiative to help, and of course he would definitely not drag everyone back.
"So it's because Senior Brother Mu saved you?"
Jiang Chumiao shook his head: "He saved me because he didn't want to go against his heart again." ”
"What do you mean?"
Jiang Chumiao said: "I don't know, maybe I once saw a monk die in front of him." ”
Don't you save yourself when you die?
Cheng Zhaozhao thought about it, Mu Shengxun didn't give her a feeling of not being saved, after all, he had also helped her
"I think Senior Brother Mu is actually a cold-hearted person. He's just not good at expressing himself. ”
"You ......" Jiang Chumiao tilted his head slightly: "You know him very well?"
Cheng Zhaozhao immediately shook his head when he heard this: "No, no, Senior Sister Jiang, don't get me wrong." ”
Jiang Chumiao saw Cheng Zhaozhao's reaction, and immediately smiled: "What are you nervous about? I don't mean to blame you, I'm just envious." ”
"Envy?"
"That's right, I thought I had an admiration for him, and I made him one of my goals.
But it wasn't.
At that time, I vowed to follow in the footsteps of Senior Brother Mu and retreat for many years, and after I came out, I saw you and Senior Brother Mu talking and laughing. At that time, I was really envious, envious to jealousy, that kind of relationship was very complicated, and I couldn't tell ......"
Jiang Chumiao thought about it and shook his head, he was indeed jealous at the beginning, and even hated Cheng Zhaozhao for a while.
Cheng Zhaozhao sneered: "I didn't expect you to think so much about me at that time." ”
"yes, I didn't even think of it. Jiang Chumiao sighed: "Here, I want to apologize to you." Senior Sister Cheng, I'm sorry. ”
"You don't have to apologize to me. ”
Cheng Zhaozhao secretly said that those jealousy, envy, or hatred were Jiang Chumiao's own inner thoughts, and those torturous years were also Jiang Chumiao's alone, and it had nothing to do with her.
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