Chapter 308: Scars from the Past
Everyone has a past, or lucky, or embarrassed, or happy, or sad, no matter what has been experienced, it is something that everyone has had, even if those experiences are not willing, but they always belong to a person's unique memory. However, not all the past, all the memories are worth keeping, and people prefer to choose to forget, because it is no longer a personal past, but a scar, a scar that hurts into the bone marrow as soon as it is revealed.
Crescent Island in the evening breeze looked even more desolate, especially the lonely figure under the eaves, and the sadness that drifted in the evening breeze. This person was none other than Long Xinyue, who had been standing here since he came back in the morning, not leaving, as if his heart was so heavy that he couldn't seem to move.
"If I need to say something, I can be a listener who just listens and doesn't speak. ”
At this moment, a figure appeared beside Long Xinyue, slowly standing side by side, and said lightly. This figure is none other than Wuxin.
Long Xinyue turned her head to look at Wuxin standing beside her, smiled bitterly, shook her head, and looked like she wanted to say something, as if she had a lot to say, but she didn't know how to speak, and her expression was a little struggling.
"I'm sorry. Seeing that Long Xinyue didn't speak, Wuxin suddenly changed his words and said, which seemed a little sudden.
Long Xinyue seemed a little surprised by Wuxin's apology, because he couldn't remember where Wuxin was ashamed. After thinking about it for a while, it seemed that he suddenly understood what he had unintentionally said. So he shook his head, smiled reluctantly, and said slowly: "If I were a friend, don't tell me this, some things didn't start because of you, they existed a long time ago, don't blame you." ”
"So I want to say that if you hadn't come back with me this time, maybe you and him wouldn't have become as incompatible as they are now, and they wouldn't have put you in such a difficult situation. Wuxin said lightly.
He knew the pain in Long Xinyue's heart, just like the ones he had experienced, those days in the Undead Stream, and the entanglement between him and Zhuge Yunqing, he knew that kind of helplessness, that kind of inner struggle. Although Long Xinyue didn't blame him, he couldn't act like he couldn't see anything.
"I was ready for it from the moment I decided to come back here, and I think it's time to put an end to it. Long Xinyue squinted her eyes and said, it seemed that she had made a lot of determination, and the sadness was no longer there, but a deeper pathos was added.
"Whatever decision you make, we'll support it, and don't forget that you're still with our friends. Wuxin nodded and said seriously. At the same time, he also thought of Zhuge Yunqing, thinking that after the matter here is over, it is time to settle with Zhuge Yunqing, and it is time to make a decision.
Long Xinyue nodded, his heart was warm and interesting, and Wuxin's words made him very grateful, maybe this is the meaning of being a friend, just like Wuxin never asked him all about the past before he came to Xinyue Island, for this, he was very grateful to Wuxin, which is why he is willing to follow Wuxin's side, and is also willing to return to this place where there is only a sad past for Wuxin.
"When you want to talk, come to me at any time. Wuxin said lightly, he had said everything he could say, what he should say, now it's time to leave, the current Long Xinyue needs to be quiet alone.
Seeing that she had no intention of leaving, Long Xinyue frowned, and suddenly said: "Actually, all of this comes from my mother......" As he spoke, a trace of pain and struggle appeared on his face.
Wuxin, who was already about to turn around and leave, heard Long Xinyue's words, stopped, slowly turned around, returned to Long Xinyue's side, and stood there quietly, without speaking, he just hoped that he would be a listener, hoping to release the suppression in Long Xinyue's heart.
Long Xinyue sighed, frowned, and said slowly: "When I was very young, he was not like this, at that time my mother was still alive, our family was doing well, and their relationship was also very good. But I don't know when it started, but we suddenly found out that he began to practice evil skills, and it was an evil skill that needed dead people to cultivate. Since then, Crescent Island has not been peaceful, people are constantly being killed, and everyone is immersed in infinite panic. Later, my mother learned all about it, and she also knew that he had killed those people. ”
When he said this, the painful expression on Long Xinyue's face became even more obvious, her whole face seemed to have been distorted, and her teeth couldn't help but clench. Then he continued: "His mother persuaded him, but he seemed to have fallen into an evil spirit, and he could not listen to anyone, and even threatened his mother to kill him." My mother saw that he was hopeless, so she stopped admonishing him, but from then on he was sick in bed, and finally he died depressed, and he did not visit my mother several times from the beginning to the end, as if suddenly he was like a different person, a person who had lost his mind and did not recognize his six relatives. ”
When she said this, Long Xinyue's eyes were no longer sad and struggling, but resentment, full of resentment, her eyes were red, and it seemed that her mother's appearance before her death appeared in front of her again. I saw him grit his teeth vigorously and continued: "From that time on, I secretly swore that I would defeat him, defeat him in his way. So after my mother died, he asked Ghost Bian to train me and give me all the skills to kill. ”
"But as time went on, as I grew up, I realized that this was not the life I wanted, no matter how strong I was to become a ruthless killer, I found that it was not me, and I felt guilty, disgusted, and even began to hate him more and more, so I left here and broke the vow I had made. Because it dawned on me that even if I did defeat him, so what? Mother couldn't come back to life, and he couldn't go back. ”
Speaking of this, Long Xinyue silently shed tears, maybe thinking of his mother, maybe because of despair, because he knew that the past was the past, and he could never start again, and he couldn't go back.
Listening to Long Xinyue quietly, he couldn't help but be a little shocked in his heart, he didn't expect Long Xinyue to have experienced so many things, and he seemed to understand why the relationship between their father and son became like this.
"If your mother is knowledgeable, she certainly doesn't want you to be like him, and you are right to leave. Wuxin said lightly, he knew that Long Xinyue was not that kind of person, and he had already determined it from the first time he saw it.
Long Xinyue took a long breath and said slowly: "So when I left here, I also made a vow to be a good person in this life, to atone for my sins for more than ten years, and for my mother." I will keep this vow for the rest of my life!"
Wuxin smiled, smiled and nodded, he was very happy, because he saw that the dragon crescent moon from before had returned, no longer so sad and immersed in pain, but regained his passion.
Long Xinyue looked at Wuxin, nodded heavily, and said in a deep voice, "Thank you." "He said it very seriously and sincerely. When he said everything in one go, he found that his heart suddenly opened up and became much more comfortable.
Wuxin shook his head and said lightly: "You and I don't need to say thank you." He didn't think he had done anything, he just listened competently.
Long Xinyue barely squeezed out a smile from her face, but it was much better than before, and she no longer had so much helplessness. Then he said affirmatively: "Don't worry, I will definitely find a way to help you find the Seven Sages King and kill him, even if he really dies on this island." "It's a promise from one friend to another, a promise to do whatever it takes.
"I also promise you, if a few of us come, we will ask a few people to leave, even if I can't find the Seven Sages King, I will take all of you away, if anyone wants to kill you, he has to kill me first. Wuxin said with certainty. This is likewise a promise from one friend to another, a promise to the death.
"And me. ”
"And me. ”
With the two voices of voices, two more people walked out of the room and stood beside Wuxin and Long Xinyue, their eyes firm. These two people are none other than Nangong Chu and Ruyi. Maybe they heard the conversation between Wuxin and Long Xinyue just now, although I don't know if they heard all of them, but at least they both made promises to each other, no matter what happened. No matter what the outcome is, they will advance and retreat together, life and death.
At this moment, with a slight whistle, black shadows suddenly appeared on the courtyard walls around the courtyard, appearing on the walls in all corners of the courtyard. Thirteen figures dressed in black and holding long black knives in their hands were officially shadowed by Leng as the leader. Although they did not speak, they already made their attitude clear.
All of a sudden, everyone's hearts were suddenly full of passion, and a nameless force filled everyone's hearts. Seventeen people have never been so united as they are now, nor have they been so full of strength as they are now. Only Long Xinyue's face was a little embarrassed, because he seemed to suddenly feel that everyone had heard what he had just said, but it was clear that he had only told Wuxin.
Perhaps, there is no need to say anything more between real friends, a look, a look is enough.
A conversation that begins with "I'm sorry" and ends with "thank you" has never been more tightly connected to everyone's hearts, maybe it's really as everyone guessed in their hearts, the trip to Crescent Island is destined to experience more tragic killings than before, maybe someone is destined to shed blood, but at this moment, they are one, invincible.
Friend, the two words that are simple but heavier than Mount Tai contain too many things, and you can have no regrets in this life......