Later, I sent her half a month's worth of food, and on the sixteenth day, it happened to be the Mid-Autumn Festival. I came to her house with mooncakes, only to find that she had fallen asleep with her baby in her arms.

I couldn't wake up no matter how much I screamed, only to know that the two of them had committed suicide by taking medicine.

She left me a suicide note, in which she said that I was a good person, but she was a widow, and I was not worthy of coming every day for her. In troubled times, she was afraid that her children would also suffer, so she took them away.

That night, I drank all night on that rooftop.

The next day, I set fire to the house.

I think she has been lonely for many years, and she has received many strange eyes over the years, and she has succumbed to people she doesn't like, just to eat. She never thought that she could learn in two years, what kind of talent she should be, she only knew that the child had to eat, she had to eat, so that she could live, that's all.

I can't be nice to her all the time, because I don't want anything from her. So she was insecure, and she chose to commit suicide. Perhaps suicide is her best accusation of that troubled world, and it is also her last dignity.

Until I was in my twenties, whenever I thought of her, I would think of the body in front of me that night, in that look, there was gratitude, fear, and woodenness, which was touching but also pitiful.

I could feel that I was attracted to her, it was the first time I knew what a woman was, and it was also the first time I was attracted to a woman. But then I didn't say it, and it directly became a regret that I will never forget in my life.

Even if I told her at the time, let her feel at ease, maybe she would live to see this peaceful and prosperous world.

Yi asked, after speaking, he sighed heavily, Yang Feng felt that this story was more shocking, so he asked: "Senior Yi, if you get along with her, don't you mind if she has given birth to a child?"

Yi Wendao: "I don't have a deep understanding of love, because I have never had love in my life. But the feeling of liking, I am clear. When you like someone, but who this person is, what background, what things have been done, you will smile when you think of her. This is the most basic human emotion. ”

"Oh. Yang Feng didn't expect that Yi Wentong's emotional experience was so complicated and so sad.

Yi Wentong continued: "So, I sometimes envy you, you are so young, and you haven't encountered the troubled times of the year. You can do everything you like under the protection of your teacher. You like someone now, you don't have too many burdens, as long as you are brave, even if it is just unrequited love, it is better than never saying it in your life, what do you think?"

"Yes...... That's the reason. "Yang Feng didn't expect Yi Wentong to be literary and artistic, and he could be so literary.

......

Suddenly, a dart came from the bottom and went straight into the trunk of the tree that Yang Feng was leaning on.

Yang Feng was taken aback, and when he looked down, he saw that it was Tang Xiaoxiao dangling below, holding another dart in his hand.

Yang Feng shouted loudly: "Hey, Tang Xiaoxiao, don't be so confident, pay attention next time!"

Tang Xiaoxiao also asked loudly, "Are you afraid that I will shoot you in a hole?"

When Yang Feng looked again, Yi Wentong had disappeared, and the martial arts training ground was empty.

Tang Xiaoxiao shouted again: "Don't look at it, everyone is gone!"

"Gone?" Yang Feng suddenly thought of something: "What about Long Xiaoyuan?"

"The people are gone. Tang Xiaoxiao sighed lightly and said, "You two, it's really Lang You's concubine who has no intention, if you help her just now, maybe she will be grateful to you." ”

Tang Xiaoba also used light skills to climb up and sat down in the position where Fang Cunyi was standing.

Yang Feng was suddenly a little lost, just now he originally wanted to go down to comfort Long Xiaoyuan, but instead he listened to Yi Wentong's story and was fascinated and missed it.

Tang Xiaoxiao saw it and said, "Oh, it's not a big deal, why be so sad." Tang Xiaoxiao shook his head.

"By the way, what about Ziyu? Didn't you say that you would go to dinner together?" Yang Feng noticed that An Ziyu was not there.

"Him. Tang Xiaoxiao said with disdain: "He said that he has to be alone these days, and no one can disturb him." ”

Yang Feng laughed all of a sudden: "This kid, is it possible that he can understand what kind of winning sword dao in the past three days?"

"Then I don't know. Tang Xiaoxiao then asked: "I won the battle today, I am happy, do you want to accompany me down the mountain to drink?"

"Drinking?" Yang Feng exclaimed: "Are you crazy? Now is an extraordinary time, the mountain gate is closed, five steps and one person, ten steps and one post, you want to sneak out to drink?"

Tang Xiaoxiao said with disdain: "You, you, you are really more and more cowardly." Let's go out with our masks, as long as we don't get caught, those brothers and sisters will recognize the two of us?"

"Not necessarily. "Yang Feng knows that it is good to go out, but it is difficult to come back.

"Do you want to say that these are extraordinary times, so it's better to take it easy. Tang Xiaoxiao shook his head, learning from Yang Feng to say that it was good, and he was still a little awkward.

Yang Feng laughed: "If I really talk like this, I would like to kill myself." ”

"That's how you are now. Tang Xiaoxiao said with a look of contempt: "I think that in another three and five years, you won't even dare to go out of the mountain gate." From now on, the green lantern is fragmented, and the old man dies on this Taiqing Mountain. ”

"Hey, your mouth is so poisonous!" What Yang Feng is most afraid of is that he has been following the rules all his life, mediocre, and many things have not yet sat down, but he is old first.

Tang Xiaoxiao said: "It's not that I'm poisonous, but I can see your future, at least in your current state, you have lost your previous passion." ”

Yang Feng said lightly: "I don't think I need any passion anymore." ”

"That's it. Tang Xiaoxiao said sarcastically: "You have a father-in-law who is a great general, and now you have the sixty years of Xuanwen mastering skills in your body, and you are now stronger than anyone else in your generation." So you don't need any stimulation, anyway, you've been like this now, and it's easy to be an official in the future. ”

"You've wronged me. Yang Feng said: "You don't know me yet, I prefer to be casual." ”

"I know you, and you know me. Tang Xiaoxiao said lightly: "You just say a word, go or not." If you go, we'll go now, and if you don't go, I'll go out by myself, and we'll break up our friendship. ”

"Hey!" Yang Feng really couldn't help this Tang Xiaoxiao: "You are really the most alcoholic among our peers." ”

Tang Xiaoxiao looked at Yang Feng and said lightly: "Don't talk nonsense, whether you want to go or not." ”

"Go!" Yang Feng was categorical, and then thought again: "But we don't have masks, we will be recognized." ”

"What's so difficult about this?" Tang Xiaoxiao shook his sleeves and slid down the two masks.