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groggy ······

The past flashed back to me

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When I was very young, I lived on the streets, with a green silk casually tied with a small piece of hemp rope, wearing loose clothes, which were worn by others and not thrown in the garbage heap, with cloth shoes several sizes larger on my feet, and the heels were slightly worn, because they were much bigger than my feet, and I walked with a kick and a tap.

I swaggered along the bluestone road, saying hello to the poor aunts and uncles who lived in Zuolu, fighting with street children, and laughing with prostitutes in the most vulgar and obscene words, but there was not the slightest filthy thought in my heart.

I also don't understand how I managed to live out in that smoky environment, not affected by the gloom at all.

Maybe it's just luck, or maybe I didn't realize it······

Some of the inferior bustards would look at me a little more, and seemed to think that I would be a cash cow, and occasionally help me a little, but I didn't understand it at the time, and then after I showed my men's clothes, they didn't remember that I was a little girl, and they didn't recognize me.

I would always squint my eyes, always keeping an eye out for the rich people in the past, and a few of them were the most stingy, so I picked them and passed them by as if nothing had happened, and most of them covered their noses and frowned, turned their heads, and did not want to look at me, as if they would stain their eyes when they saw me, and said, "Trash." "As for me, I am accustomed to it, I take the sheep by the hand, and I wipe a little more broken silver in my arms, and I don't take too much every time, and the water flows for a long time.

The back door of Tianxianglou is the place I frequented most often, stealing silver is not as direct as stealing food after all, occasionally Huang Ruiqian will find out, coughing and chasing after the general, and I have run out of the back door with a smoke, turned around and made a grimace at him, he smiled and scolded: "Little ghost, come back quickly, the soup is still hot······" But I only hid in the distance, looking at him with a pair of big bony eyes.

He'd put a bowl of my favorite food on the steps of the back door. When the coughing sound went away, I tiptoed back again, and there was a pair of bamboo chopsticks lying horizontally on the porcelain bowl, and there were two vermilion dots near the hand, which seemed to be some mark. Every time I gobbled it up, I ate it all like a cloud——— who knows when the next meal will be ——— and then I quickly walked away.

Little girls are always the target of bullying, especially when no one can eat enough, I don't know when, I understand that street children talk with their fists, so the desperate fight plus a little wrist, I became the leader of the street children, the brothers in the gang are commensurate, and they never suspected that I was not a boy.

Nanshan bookstore is also a place I often go to, the boss Fang Chengyu, is a short and fat middle-aged man, I only look at it and don't buy it, but the boss lady is a tall woman who is thick and strong, as soon as she sees me, she picks up the broom, and beats me headless and brainless, the boss does not dare to persuade her, she will scold while beating: "Brute, come to the old lady's store to waste books, just your kind of scum, read a fart book!"

When I was six or seven years old, one evening in late autumn, in a remote alley, I met Liu Lianyue.

I had already eaten in Tianxianglou, and with a copper plate that Aunt Yang had stuffed into me, I kept playing, thinking about finding some fun, while strolling towards the alley where our little gang gathered.

"Give Uncle a smile. The laughter of the brethren came from the alley, and I frowned and quickened my pace.

A group of homeless children surrounded a snow-white and pink little girl, led by my "most powerful subordinate" Ergouzi. He reached out and touched the little girl's chest.

Everyone is young, and although they have seen the lewd behavior of prostitutes and prostitutes, they do not understand it, but they also know that it is extremely inappropriate.

I shouted: "Ergouzi, you are going to die!"

Everyone turned around in surprise and hurriedly said when they saw me: "The boss is here!"

The second dog scratched his head embarrassedly: "Big brother, I was wrong, this little girl's skin is good, it should be dedicated to the eldest brother." ”

My face was like frost, and I walked up and "snapped" and slapped him hard. Ergouzi covered his cheeks and was stunned, although I was a head shorter than him, he didn't dare to bare his teeth, and said in confusion: "Big brother······?"

I said angrily: "You don't want to fucking be good, you have to deal with the difficulties of saying good," I turned my mind and knew that they couldn't understand Taiwenyan, so I changed my words, "What if you have food to eat together, and you are hungry when you don't have food?"

The second dog snorted: "But ······"

"But it's a fart, let it go if you have a fart, and don't grind it for Lao Tzu. Immediately I felt that something was wrong, and the brothers hesitated.

"This little ······ Small ······ She is the daughter of Sister Liu. ”

When I boarded, it suddenly dawned on me that Sister Liu Tan was a secret prostitute, living in a poor alley and wiping grease and powder every day, bewitching, and the poor but innocent aunts naturally had a lot of complaints about her, and pointed and scolded her behind her back.

Now not long after Sister Liu passed away, the little girl is wearing half-new floral clothes, the conditions are obviously much better than ours, with a high nose and deep eyes, although the facial features have not yet opened, but there is already a touching exotic style, and the eyebrows are really similar to Sister Liu. It's just that her skin is like congealed fat, which is much more natural than the pale face painted by Sister Liu.

I clasped my hands to my chest and said awe-inspiringly, "So what? Who among us is not like this? Can you fucking be the descendants of princes and generals? Since she is the same as us now, she is our partner, and any of you still has a fart, let it go." ”

Everyone agreed, and someone murmured: "Sure enough, the boss is highly knowledgeable." "Big Brother Mighty"

"Hmm. You," I nodded in satisfaction, turning back to Ergozi, "Apologies to the new little sister." ”

Ergouzi walked up to the little girl and bowed awkwardly: "I was wrong······ I'm sorry, I hope you forgive me. ”

The girl clutched the hem of her shirt tightly with both hands, tears already rolling in her eyes, and finally rolled down her cheeks, she bit her lip tightly, her eyes fixed on the tips of her shoes, and she did not say a word.

I said, "Okay, she's been frightened enough, let's disperse, I still have a penny here, let's go have some fun." ”

The two of us were left.

The little girl finally squatted down and buried her head in crying, I pouted and said, "What are you cry······ing for? Just look for my sister. ”

Sure enough, she raised her head in surprise, with tears on her face: "You······ You ······"

If it's a little boy, then I'm just afraid to look like a rabbit, and I roll my eyes at the thought of this, at least I'm afraid it's also a sissy, if I don't deliberately be unkempt.

The girl smiled: "Really, then why do they call you big brother?"

"Because," I can't tell her that I typed out this "country," because I'm handsome?

"Willow ······ Liu Lianyue," she said timidly.

"Okay, Li'er, will you be raised by someone in the future, or will you follow the eldest brother······ Phew, mess with my sister?"

Liu Lianyue lowered her head in desire: "No one adopted me······"

Why can't I give a positive answer quickly, I was feeling impatient, and suddenly thought that she had recently lost her mother, and my heart must be sad and sad, I sighed and said softly: "Then let my sister take care of you in the future, okay?"

She nodded, looking at me with a look of trust in her eyes.