Chapter 1015: Reincarnation, fate
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Zhang Anguo, Lin Chujiang, Xin Qiji...... They can continue to intersect.
The child named Lin Qian, Hu Shuiling met it for the first time, it was the same as a calf, still in swaddling clothes, the same eyebrows and eyes, and the same experience.
The difference is that Lin Qian's biological mother can't keep it. Because it was a twin, Yu Ziyan subconsciously saved Lin Mo, let Lin Qian, and rolled all the way down the mountain stream.
It was Tian Ruoye's delusion, Liu Wujin's negligence, and Lin Chujiang's inability to withdraw under the siege of the master's hall, which together caused Lin Qian to fall to his death in front of everyone.
Of course, it wasn't really dead, it was deliberately dropped by Hu Shuiling, although she didn't expect it to be so light at first.
At that time, she was really a heinous bad woman, and she did not hesitate to get Lin Qian, purely for revenge - when he grew up, he immediately went to kill Xin Qiji, and then disclosed his life experience after the incident, taught Lin Chujiang to slap himself, and taught the stubborn rules of the Southern Song Dynasty rivers and lakes to be chaotic and broken!
To put it simply, killing Xin Qiji is to seek justice, and using Lin Chujiang's son is to vent a bad breath - revenge, not against Xin Qiji or Lin Chujiang, but to use the martial arts leader to kill Taidou to vent his dissatisfaction with the whole world.
Some people may say that there are so many injustices in the world, it is impossible to redress them one by one, and simply get by. She doesn't believe in this evil, there is nothing difficult in the world, she is only afraid of people with a heart, even if it is more difficult to drop the bag under Lin Chujiang's nose than to ascend to the sky, even if she is unfortunately in distress in the process, all her martial arts are lost, in the end, she still successfully took the first step of revenge.
She was thirty-six years old. Zhang Anguo's corpse has been cold for 19 years.
If you adopt a child at the age of seventeen, you may still have compassion and love. But at the age of thirty-six, having experienced enough life and seeing enough ups and downs, she chose ruthlessness, indifference and ruthlessness for this baby, who was later named Shengnan.
Not bad, it's nothing, just a tool for revenge!
When it will be called "Mama", she will teach it over and over again, the line in the mother's hand, and the wanderer's shirt...... She wants it to understand that she is the core of the world, and everything it does should be for her.
As soon as it learned to run, she forced it to learn martial arts, hoping that it would immediately fly off the wall, immediately become a martial arts master, and immediately be able to kill people in troubled times, immediately!
As she is getting older, her martial arts and body have degenerated, and her education methods have become more and more intensified for this young son who is growing up, and even sometimes, even if she makes a small mistake, she can also vent her pain and torture on him, anyway, he is only four years old, five years old, six years old, he is only so young, what can he understand.
He...... But I just know everything.
He can walk, he knows how to carry a small stool to sit beside her to help her pick vegetables, carry it with her, the line in his mother's hand, and the wanderer's shirt, backwards like a stream. He didn't know the meaning of the poem, he memorized it just because she asked him to carry it.
Before he could understand anything, he knew how to hold a bowl to help her pick up the soup she wanted. At that time, she saw that his nose was blue and his face was swollen, and she thought that he was practicing martial arts, no, he was beaten, but even then, he still didn't say a word of pain.
At the age of six, he propped up the house when she was bedridden, he wiped her sweat, he helped her carry water, he fed her, in the drowsiness, she saw the little figure walking around and busy, she suddenly remembered that this child should have lived in the care of Lin Chujiang and Yu Ziyan, why should she be so paranoid and selfish, depriving other people's families of happiness and fulfillment? If Xin Qiji, Lin Chujiang, and those people are at fault, but what is the child's crime, she actually blamed the fault that belongs to a world to this child alone, isn't it more wrong than Xin Qiji, Lin Chujiang and others?!
No, she can't be melted by him, and if she melts, she will lose all her efforts, and she will lose...... Now that we have decided on this path, we should unswervingly continue to do so. Yes, she should be firm, this child is not innocent, if he is not dropped by her, he is still a product of the rules of that world.
But after that illness, she finally stopped being so cruel to him, and she began to teach her words and deeds, the foundation of swordsmanship, forbearance and humiliation, the principles of life, and even the awareness of resisting gold that she had passed on to her own son......
That's right, the anti-Jin consciousness, no matter who influences him more, no matter who influences him more, he is destined to be the descendant of the Tai'an Righteous Army, he is engraved with the ruthlessness of the battle in his bones, and the rebellious excitement flows in his blood...... Of course she is willing to support him in resisting gold, she Hu Shuiling, is also a member of Geng Jing's righteous army!
However, her original intention did not change, teaching him to resist Jin and also teach him to oppose Song.
When she adopted him, she only thought about completing her plan, how could she plan his life for him? Shengnan is alone, but there are two consciousnesses, black and white, good and evil, right and wrong, all of which cannot be clearly defined.
Later, she also learned that it was the two ideas she had instilled that coexisted in the consciousness of Shengnan that made him feel that Jin and Song were one, and in his heart, there was no contradiction between anti-Jin and anti-Song, so after he became Lin Qian, he actually subverted these two countries at the same time.
The wrong way of education teaches the right person......
He is sensible, well-behaved, and filial. He is strong, optimistic, and unyielding. He's smart, smart, and malleable. When he was seven years old, she saw the dawn of the victory, but never expected him to disobey her.
That was the only time he didn't listen to her.
He hadn't done anything with anyone for a year before, and he hadn't been on the verge of breaking out because "your father is a traitor", he had obviously promised her to endure and sharpen his sword for ten years, but he fought more fiercely than any time, and beat that dumb brother Feng Younan to bedridden.
Fights are always mutual, how much you hurt others, how much you hurt yourself. When she heard that the situation was serious, she was so anxious that she immediately ran to Feng's mansion, and along the way, she heard someone say that Feng Tiehu wanted to kill people and hang his body.
Her heart was touched, and she remembered her son who died young.
She knew that if Shengnan died, then her life would really be over......
Seeing that the child still had half a life left, she relied on the last bit of body and martial arts that had not been used for many years, desperately snatched him out of Feng Tiehu's hands, ran all the way, extremely tired, she was angry, hateful and worried, as soon as she returned to the village, before she could seek medical treatment, her life was as hard as he woke up, a pair of eyes, looking directly at her, firm as iron.
In an instant, all her complicated emotions were eliminated, and she was replaced by a strong resentment, you kneel down for me, pick up the board and whip him hard, you kid, you can't fight yet!!
But she never imagined that he was dying and still had such a hard mouth, mother, I don't regret it.
He actually kept saying, mother, I don't regret it, my backbone is so hard. Out of the blue.
Had he not fainted, she would have nearly beaten him to death.
When she sought medical treatment, she heard why he fought Feng Younan.
It's not for "don't scold my father", Feng Younan's boring people have not responded after scolding for a year, and of course they won't scold unremittingly.
They scolded her, Hu Shuiling. Perhaps, just with the mentality of trying, I want to offend Shengnan's bottom line.
It's not a coincidence that I really offended. Sheng Nan, as always, did not respond to Feng Younan with a word - in response to his direct punch.
How can you not hit and die?
Therefore, I don't regret it, not to disobey her, but to respect her and cherish her, even if he even gave his life, he doesn't regret it for his femme fatale-like mother!
When she heard the truth, she only felt her hands tremble, caressing the wound on the child's face, and the hatred she had accumulated for years began to melt. The mask she had imposed on herself was finally peeling off. Her heart instantly returned to normal. He's not a tool, he's a living, emotional, human being.
When he woke up again, she choked up and couldn't say a word, buried her head in hugging his body tightly, and the tears had already flowed: Shengnan, Shengnan, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done this to you.
In fact, since then, she has already discovered her conscience, and she almost told him about her life experience on the spur of the moment.
However, reason triumphs over impulse—although the ice heart melts, the original intention cannot be changed. She can be good to this child, but she also hopes that this child can take the initiative and sincerely help her. This is not contradictory. What she does to her children is her problem, and how her children treat her is the child's choice.
She didn't want to force him too much, after all, if she wanted to complete the plan, a thousand times of persecution was better than one time of voluntariness. Therefore, when she knew that she had such a high status in his heart, it was inevitable that a strong flame of hope would be ignited. She knew she had seen more than just the light of day.
But that day, Feng Tiehu found Tianwai Village, kicked open her door, and without saying a word, he took the family to lift the table and demolish the house. This move is because she blatantly robbed people and lost face last time. When Shengnan was beaten all over her body by the family, she was also beaten and abused by Feng Tiehu in the house, but even so, she didn't give Feng Tiehu the slightest. However, he missed and pushed her into a corner, and she was killed by a fraction of a second.
After Feng Tiehu escaped, she was bleeding and confused, but she heard Shengnan crying and saying that she must avenge her mother!
Shengnan swore that he would definitely kill Xin Qiji—— maybe for that innocent child, killing Xin Qiji was a dream to change the status quo, not to be bullied, to protect his mother, and to survive.
When Hu Shuiling heard it, he smiled sincerely, laughing that this child finally had the consciousness of bearing, so his blood was not shed in vain. In the future, he is still her tool for revenge, but at the same time, he is also her son!
Fate really jokes. Sometimes the joke of fate is friendly and too funny-
Feng Tiehu, who almost beat her to death, because he was afraid that she would really die, came to peek every once in a while, and gradually, he looked at her, and he actually fell in love with her......
Xu is a, Xu is caused by guilt, Xu is a woman who most men like to refuse to bow to themselves, in short, Feng Tiehu is unfamiliar with Hu Shuiling.
This is an old past that cannot be seen from Lin Qian's perspective, when he was young, he didn't understand what the relationship between men and women was, and he thought that Feng Tiehu had always hated Hu Shuiling. In fact, that hatred was somewhat coveted later.
Lin Qian didn't know, in fact, Hu Shuiling really had a heartbeat. After she came into contact with Feng Tiehu, she found that he was not useless. Perhaps this kind of emotional pattern belongs to the first impression to the extreme, and the second cognition is extremely negative. Or perhaps, he saw that Feng Tiehu had Zhang Anguo's little arrogance, a little perverse, and a little cleverness.
Hu Shuiling is a smart woman, she knows that the world is hot and cold, and the people are warm and cold, if she entrusts it to the Feng family, then the second half of her life will be much better, and the important thing is that she doesn't want to make Shengnan hungry and full again.
But he was moved and refused to marry because Feng Tiehu's son maliciously bullied Shengnan again and again. How can you live under the same roof like this?
Because this relationship came so quickly and went faster, Katsunan had little idea about it. It was at this time that Zhang Rui came to Tai'an......
Not all landlords and grain merchants are the same, at least Zhang Rui's courage is far less than Feng Tiehu, although the exploitation is as ruthless, but when exploiting, Feng Tiehu is more like a bandit, and Zhang Rui is more like a hooligan.
Zhang Rui is Zhang Anguo's brother, in addition, Zhang Rui pursued Hu Shuiling when he was in Tai'an, but he knew that he was not worthy of her, so when he saw her again, although he also launched an offensive, he did not have much hope, so he took retreat as an advance, and said to Hu Shuiling that Zhang Rui had nothing to want, but was willing to take care of his widow for his brother and raise his descendants.
At that time, Feng Tiehu was forced to marry very tightly, and Zhang Rui's appearance was like timely rain. The sentence "I am willing to take care of my widow for my brother" reminded Hu Shuiling that Zhang Rui respects Hu Shuiling more than love and does not dare to offend, Zhang Rui is not like Feng Tiehu and has no intersection with Zhang Anguo's story, Zhang Rui can help Hu Shuiling complete the plan to raise Sheng Nan to assassinate Xin Qiji...... I don't know if he was moved or just hit it off, Hu Shuiling finally agreed to go with Zhang Rui.
This walk, she walked to Feng Zhangzhuang and walked into another life that did not belong to her for many years.
After leaving Tianwai Village, the old house has not been demolished and sold, intact, kept for preservation, for a while Zhang Rui thought that there was too much money, and he proposed to repair it here, Hu Shuiling shook his head and said that there was no need, "I want to remember this period forever and never forget." ”
Others, including Lin Qian, heard this, and thought that this was remembering hatred, remembering bittersweet memories, lying on the salary and tasting gall, and even Yin'er, when I first heard Lin Qian say this memory, I also thought about whether Hu Shuiling gritted her teeth and said viciously when she said this, she hated that period of wandering and suffering, if she could, she would never live this life again!
But Hu Shuiling, who wants to always remember this period of time and never forget it, wants to always remember how Shengnan in these days changed a person's heart full of hatred. It was this child who made her discover that there was still a trace of warmth and hope in this world. This child, she has always missed.
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