Chapter 14: Three Lives of a Big Dream (1)
When I opened my eyes, there was chaos. I don't know where I came from and why I was born. I tried my best to open my eyes and see this void world clearly, but the spiritual consciousness of the Lingtai was like the chaos in front of me, trapped and confused.
Then I finally realized that I was confined to a prison. I don't know what this imprisonment is, but as time goes by, I can hear a soft voice outside saying something to me, and occasionally I hear some low and hoarse voices, and my spiritual platform is a little chaotic, so I close my eyes and fall into a deep sleep. Sometimes in a half-dream, half-awake, when the altar is not very clear, there will be some blurry afterimages of light and shadow, with a blazing fiery red, the color is somewhat familiar to me, but what I see in front of me is only a pitch-black chaos.
Later, I don't know how long it was, so long that I almost forgot the fiery red, forgot the remnants of light and shadow, I stretched out my arms, twisted my hands and feet, and heard a slight cracking sound from the hard confinement shell. I don't know what the female voice that often talks to me softly is calling, and the low and hoarse voice is also saying something, I don't know clearly, I feel bored for no reason, and I try to support my body, and the chaos in front of me is broken by a little light.
I saw a woman with long hair pulled lightly, her eyebrows were picturesque, and she spoke without spitting out, and she was like a quiet orchid, and I knew at a glance that she was an extremely pure and gentle woman. I also saw the man standing beside her half-embraced her, handsome, charming and lazy, with a bit of evil between his eyebrows and eyes, he just stood and looked at you, and he could feel a strong sense of oppression that looked at everything like ants. However, the oppression seems to have been deliberately restrained, but I can still feel that with a somewhat familiar face, I am not afraid of the oppression brought by him, but I am closer to me than my mother.
The woman is my mother, and her name is Snow Tortoise. The man is my father, I don't know what his name is. I always felt like I should know, but every time my mother called him, I couldn't hear the name clearly. It's like it's been silenced, or maybe it's still attributed to me, and the platform is not very clear. My father named me Kyaukxi, which is taken from "the moon is like a light cloud, and the fluttering snow is like the wind and snow". May I grow up to be as elegant and gentle as my mother. When I first saw the outside world, I was always asleep, but occasionally when I opened my eyes, I saw my mother's expectant and tender eyes looking at me. After several degrees of slumber day and night, every time I woke up, I always felt that my body was getting bigger, and I saw and heard more and more, but there was always something that disturbed me, and sometimes I even suspected that the world I was in was that chaotic nothingness.
Later memories and experiences, I always have a vague one. By the time I had my memory, I had fully adapted and integrated into the world, and I decided that I belonged to this world. My father and mother and I lived in a lotus building in a secluded valley, and my father would often disappear for a while, and when he came back, his mother and I would take me outside to see the scenery. I don't know how long the years have passed in the mountains, and time has passed, but for me, it seems like a fleeting effort. I'm still five or six years old, but I've been governor a lot. One day my father came back with a bloody wound on his handsome face, which he had never seen before. My mother looked at me, who was swinging leisurely, and left a few maids to look at me, and then took my father away. They came back after more than half a month and took me out of the Hidden World Valley to a dim place full of red and black, and they said that this was the Demon Realm.
The demon world is dark and cold. I stood by the River Styx and watched the water flow, the only place in the Demon Realm that was alive. I don't like lifeless places, and I thought that if I could go back to the Hidden Valley, I would take some flower seeds and plant them on both sides of the River Styx. A few miles away from the Demon Realm, there is an empty mountain, and many Heavenly Soldiers and Divine Generals have come from the Upper Realm, confronting the Demon Venerable Demon Envoys led by their father and mother. When I saw them again, my father and mother were dressed in strong robes, and there was a trace of blood on them. They always saw me a few times each time, and then they returned to the empty mountain. The two armies fought, the gods and demons fought, and it was cold and solemn on the empty mountain, and I wanted to go there secretly to have a look, but the maid sister who followed me would not allow me to go.
The battle went on for a long, long time, so long that I could finally think of a way to break my maid's sister and go back to the Valley of the Hidden World alone to get the seeds of the Lotus Flower, and now the crimson Lotus has grown all over the banks of the River Styx. In the midst of the bewitching red flowers, I saw my father holding my mother in his arms, returning from the empty mountain.
The Demon Realm soldiers led by his father were finally defeated, and the price was that countless brothers who followed his father to death and his father's favorite woman all returned to chaos in that battle. The Sky Walk Mountain was devastated and devastated with many pieces of armor scattered around. There are also some swords and weapons, their owners have already turned into the aura of heaven and earth, and they have passed away with the wind, and one day, they will also be buried under the empty mountain, turning into a handful of loess.
The mother left, and she died in her father's arms. I watched my mother from the sidelines, and the pain of great pain consumed my reason. I can't keep my beautiful and gentle mother, it was the slaughterers who started this war, who took their sinful butcher's knives and took my mother away.
The memory that was not so clear suddenly became extremely clear at this moment.
I remembered that my mother had taken me to the mortal world behind my father's back to find beautiful fabrics and skirts, to eat the signature delicacies of the major taverns in the mortal world, and to exchange shells for a few taels of silver in exchange for beautiful and eye-catching kites. We ran along the riverbank and watched the kites fly higher. Under the crystal pure and deep sky, my mother smiled and chased and played with me. I think of my father taking me and my mother to see the formation of the mirage, illusory, real and false, that hazy beauty, beautiful to the extreme. My father was a breezy man, who seemed to be reckless and happy on the surface, and cold and arrogant when he ruled the demon realm, and nothing seemed to make him make waves except for me and my mother.
The mother is gone, the bond between the father and the world is broken, and all love and affection have lost their sustenance. He left me in the Demon Realm and went to the Upper Realm. I have eaten the spirit grass of the demon realm, and I can quickly give birth to boundless mana, and once the time comes, my muscles and veins will be broken, and my internal organs will be broken. I don't feel comfortable with my father going to the upper realm alone, even if I can't do anything for my father and mother, but I want to be there for them.
The upper realm is beautiful. I saw the colorful neon clouds, the majestic palaces glowing with golden light, and the gods and monarchs dressed in brocade clothes. They smiled and said that my mother had aided and abetted the abuse, and she was innocent of death. They cross all things with compassion and look down on us who have fallen into the devil. The war between gods and demons was provoked by the wishful thinking of the gods, and the righteous words were impassioned and said to do the right thing for heaven. We can't get justice, it's only in the mouths of these merciful gods. Father came to the upper realm, so that those gods who hurt their mother and still spoke righteous words and righteous words and righteous ways to get karma retribution, and they killed their mother, so that they had the consciousness to bear the supreme anger of the demon world.
The boundless karmic fire spread in the upper realms, and I heard the wailing and roaring of countless living beings and souls, who were destroyed by the monstrous karmic fires, gnawing at their flesh like demons, and turning to ashes little by little. His father was crazy for love, and when his mother was gone, he had no scruples, and he was bound to bury all creatures in heaven and earth. I am still immersed in the grief of losing my mother, but I still remember my mother's soft voice, which she said, to stop my father. Heaven and earth are unkind, and all things are used as dogs. But the creatures are innocent, and they shouldn't die for the sake of the selfish interests of the gods and demons. I couldn't stop my father, and I watched as the boundless karmic fire burned, everything turned to ashes, the heavens and the earth calmed down, and the world became a purgatory.
The ancient god was merciful, exhausted the soul body and sealed my father, and the last breath of the great array descended, and my father pushed me out with the last trace of mana. The spiritual power I borrowed from the Spirit Grass had been used up, and the remaining power of my father's palm was enough to push me down the upper realm. I didn't feel the pain of crushing my internal organs when I fell quickly, but I could see my body disappear little by little as a point of light. I remembered a little more, my mother and I were swinging in a maple forest in the Hidden Valley, and my father was pushing us in the back. There is only one memory of this in my consciousness, the red maple leaves are scattered, and the boundless grace of my father and mother is the most unforgettable memory of my life.
It's a beautiful memory. It's a pity that the mother is gone, and the father is sealed. And I'm finally going to disappear.