Chapter 21: Never Seen Again
As soon as it was dawn, Han Shu left the house alone, without saying goodbye to the other two, gently dressed, and quietly closed the door, and that's it.
I didn't see Uncle Zhao when I came back last night, and I didn't know where I went. Walked to the gate of the academy, bowed deeply, here, made friends with two brothers, maybe with Han Shu's family background and the other two brothers are a bit high, but no matter what they think, Han Shu is to treat them as brothers, especially non-stop to rescue their parents in the mountain county, Han Shu is very grateful to them, but saying thank you in person shows some life, so the word thank you is also put in the bottom of my heart. Han Shu bowed, thanking him for learning a lot, recognizing a lot, growing a lot, and seeing that he was just an ordinary person who couldn't do anything, thanks to Xu Xuan, Huang Shihe for telling him a shocking secret, giving himself a jade pendant, and enlightening himself Uncle Zhao. I didn't see Uncle Zhao when I was leaving, this is the only regret.
The world is impermanent, things in the world are always like this, fate gathers, full of surprises, and the end is the same, caught off guard and nowhere to be found. Here also left Han Shu's first love for a woman, but as soon as he picked it up, he was trampled on the ground, his body was incomplete, and he didn't leave it at all, and it was even more ridiculous that the woman had never looked at Han Shu with her eyes, and the young admiration was just wishful thinking, Han Shu went to the restaurant to be a junior second, but also to save more copper money to buy himself a dress with a table, and buy a suitable box of rouge for the woman.
It's all over, when Han Shu straightened his waist and turned around, his eyes were already full of tears, he had dreamed of being an official in the court, or being a teacher, there was no longer any possibility of leaving, Zizhou College, which was once the pride of his parents, no longer existed, leaving the academy, Huang Tian is still his brother, I just don't know if Uncle Huang, who once helped him, Huang Tian's father will be the same as usual, and even, maybe Huang Tian will not be the same as before, after all, who will take a person who has nothing as a brother. wiped his tears and laughed at himself: Who am I, just an ordinary person from a simple background, I don't even dare to cry, maybe ordinary people are not as good, and Huangshi, Xu Xuan is just a hurry to get together after all, even if they have a lot of fun together during the period, drink together, find girls together, pee in the corner together, maybe they will forget it many years later, forget each other in Zizhou, and no longer remember those brothers, this walk should be regarded as a deserter.
After all, I fell on the road, couldn't get up, and had to turn away. Han Shu squatted down, covering his mouth with both hands, not letting himself cry, his tears could not be controlled, and they flowed down like a burst. The passers-by looked at the strange movements, or pointed, or laughed, or sighed, or passed by. People in the world are living in their own circles and can't extricate themselves, people outside the circle look at the magnificence inside desperately want to come in, climb halfway to the bloody drenched, at most just a glance to fall into the abyss, the bones are gone, the people in the circle are tired of the tired life and want to go out, halfway to the halfway point is difficult to walk, has fallen into the quagmire and no longer dare to think about anything else, can only continue, repeating the boring life.
Han Shu sorted out his thoughts, wiped away his tears, stood up, and an old man next to him walked over with a big horse, and said: This is what my young master prepared for you, there is a map of the local distribution of the Zilan Continent in his bag, old and mouthful, the young master has few friends who are so attentive, the road is still long, and one road can't be passed, so let's change it, young man, don't ask about the future, just move forward. Han Shu controlled his tears, trembled his lips, said thank you, took the horse, and resolutely turned around.
There are still relatively few pedestrians on the road, it is still early, there are only a few shops selling morning tea, Han Shu thought of the Minxiang that Lu Zhen had seen again, and now he more or less understood, walked out of the city gate unhurriedly, stood still, turned his back to Zizhou City, turned over and got on his horse, and never saw Zizhou again.
The thin figure galloped on the road on a big horse, the morning sun had just risen on the horizon, and a round of red sun stained half the sky.
Han Shu hurried to the mountain county, along the way just a little rest at night, as long as the naked eye can identify the road will continue to hurry, the wind and dust came to the inn where the parents recuperated, pushed open the door, and saw the father and mother lying on the bed, Huang Shi was not in the house, seemed to hear the movement, Han Shu and the mother woke up, and shouted happily, the father of the Han Shu heard the movement and woke up, the two looked at Han Shu with a smile, Han Shu was red-eyed, walked to the bed of the two, lay on the mother, could no longer control it, howled and cried, kept crying, Daddy and Auntie looked at their children quietly, Auntie touched Han Shu's head, and did not make a sound, but red eyesWhen I was a child, I envied other people's children who could hold my mother with my left hand and hold my father with my right hand, when I was a child, I often drew three hand-in-hand villains with branches in the mud, the youngest in the middle was myself, Han Shu finally cried enough, and cried out of the tears from childhood to the present, holding Niang with his left hand, and holding Daddy with his right hand, just like when he was a child, he wiped his face on the quilt, raised his head, and looked at his parents with a smile。
Daddy Han Shu didn't ask what was wrong with the child, but just said with a smile: Let's go home. Han Shu nodded. Huang Shi has been watching outside the door, Huang Shi is going to prepare breakfast, just heard the movement of someone pushing the door and hurriedly came up, and saw that it was cold and stayed quietly at the door, guarding this family of three like a door god. Huang Shi split his mouth, kept himself in a smiling posture, wiped his moist eyes, and shouted: Brother Shu, you are back, you are just stuck at the point of breakfast, you can pick the time, the second elder's body is also improving, come, have breakfast.
Han Shu walked to Huang Shi and whispered thank you, Huang Shi was stunned for a moment, and then punched Han Shu hard, I will treat you as a brother. After eating, a carriage was prepared, Huang Shi continued to return to Tongling County to practice with his master, Han Shu's parents got into the carriage, and Han Shu shouted: Drive. The family of three returned to Wangcun, thinking about nothing else, just thinking about going home, just like Han Shu thought when he was a child.