"But I, but I should go!"

He gritted his teeth, regretting it.

"If I go, how can the people of the Gusu family be able to commit murder!

"I hate it, I hate it, why didn't I go!"

Li Guiyao's ten fingers went deep into the flesh and blood, and his voice was like a terrible ghost crying, and he couldn't express his regret and resentment!

"What kind of humiliation?!" Xu Ping'an's eyes turned cold, and his heart was burning with anger.

He had already made up countless twists in his mind, but this first turn made him so unacceptable.

Li Guiyao didn't dare to turn his head, but still turned his back to him and said: "At that time, Emperor Gaozu was seriously ill, and the entire Central Plains fell into a treacherous atmosphere. ”

"Everyone knows that Prince Linxun is the biggest variable, and he is the only one who poses a threat to Prince Mingchang, but the eldest son is the eldest son, and orthodoxy is orthodoxy!"

"This is not something that can be replaced by military merit and ability, so it was doomed to Lin Xun's defeat from the beginning. ”

"But the Gusu family has appeared, this ambitious family is bent on overthrowing the status of the Dao Sect and bent on defeating my master. ”

"And Lin Xun, the old ninth master, he must also ascend to the throne of God, it is impossible for the idle prince to make him willing, and it is impossible to reassure him. ”

Therefore, the two hit it off and became an alliance, and Queen Gusu married Lao Jiu, and Qingluan naturally became a victim of the marriage. ”

Speaking of which, the atmosphere in the lobby became colder and colder.

Li Guiyao glanced back at him and sighed.

Then he spoke again: "When I knew these things, I was furious, and I wanted to carry my sword and leave the world, and I asked Lin Xun for an explanation. ”

"To put it bluntly, I went with the intention of killing Linxun. ”

"Because of the big wedding that was canceled, and Qingluan at that time, I know that I must have suffered a lot of grievances. ”

"Shizun stopped me again, this time he stopped me from killing Lin Xun, saying that the mandate of heaven is inviolable, and Shushan will be closed in the future. ”

"I was in a rage and almost madness, and I didn't understand the meaning of this, and I forcibly went down the mountain. ”

"The master stopped me, angry and angry, I don't argue, I don't want to be happy, and I want to suppress me again with my own hands, but I don't obey, even if I break my hand, I will go down the mountain. ”

"It's not just about finding trouble with Lin Xun, I'm also going to find your poor mother, I swear in front of my master, I don't have any intention of being the suzerain, I don't want to fight for power, I just want her. ”

"The master saw that I had made up my mind to go, and Senior Brother Murong had always loved me and interceded for me, and then I went down the mountain as I wished. ”

"It's just that it's still the hardest pain in my life. ”

"I was expelled from the sect, and the master said that all my actions had nothing to do with Taoism, and this matter was especially spread in the temple, because it was a change of imperial power at that time, and the master foresaw many things, so he had to do so. ”

"It's ridiculous that I still resented my master at that time, and resented him for suppressing me for the first time, otherwise I might have saved Qingluan from that grievance. ”

Xu Ping'an's hands were pale, his eyes were distracted, and he asked with a suppressed temperament: "Go down the mountain, what about after that?"

"After that, it took me a month to find Qingluan in a mountain villa outside Chang'an City, and the first time I saw him, I swore that I would kill Lin Xun no matter whether he lived in poverty or in the wilderness. ”

Li Guiyao laughed sarcastically, and let the snowflakes fly outside the door.

"Lin Xun married the Gusu clan as his wife, but he just gave your mother some silver and a word of apology, I hope she can wait, saying that he himself is helpless, and if he is the Qing Emperor in the coming year, he will definitely compensate her. ”

"But your mother didn't even hate her, but she was disheartened and asked me to take her away, begging me not to kill him. ”

His hands are pinched tighter and tighter, and they are still uneasy after more than 20 years.

"At that time, your mother was already pregnant, and even for several months, she had been hiding alone outside Chang'an City, helpless. ”

"I thought about it for a long time, but I finally took your mother away, and I didn't have to go to Linxun right away. ”

"I know that with my strength, I can't fight against the Gusu family, if I go to say goodbye, I will inevitably be separated by heaven and man, I will exchange one life for another, which is worth it. ”

"But, what should you do if your mother is alone, and even your mother will die. ”

Li Guiyao paused for a moment, then gritted his teeth and said: "I found out at that time that Qingluan's body was sealed with a blood knot, and a poison of chronic decay was also spread, I can solve the blood knot, but the poison is too deep, and it is too late." ”

"Even if I trade my life for my life, it won't work. ”

"All this is the ghost of the Gusu family, they can't tolerate Qingluan, not only secretly humiliate your mother, but also want to kill her, but considering Lin Xun's face, they used this way of slow death. ”

"He even sent a lot of high-ranking people to guard your mother, and you have to see her die before you stop. ”

"That night, it was the last time I used my sword, I killed a hundred people from the Gusu family, I killed everything I could, even a first-class realm master couldn't hold my angry sword. ”

"Afterwards, I left Chang'an with your mother, tossing and turning all the way, stopping and stopping to deal with the people of the Gusu family, and finally stopped at Yaomapo, Jingzhou. ”

"I originally took her to the Western Regions and never returned to the Central Plains, so that I might be able to avoid some news from Lin Xun, but your mother can't hold on..."

"She can live for half a year longer, but in order to give birth to you, it also accelerates the decline of the body, and when you were born and just cried, she will be gone forever in that winter. ”

"When she left, I asked me not to blame him, not to look for him, I agreed, buried my hatred, and kept my promise to her. ”

"Incognito, began to pull you to grow up, hoping that you can forget the grievances of the previous generation. ”

"But I later deduced the celestial phenomena and found that some things were still unavoidable after all, just like the failure of Prince Mingchang to seize the throne and the helplessness of the Taoist sect. ”

"So I sent you out, hoping that you can grow, that you can accept all this calmly, or at least let go. ”

"This is my past and your mother's story. ”

After speaking, Li Guiyao spit out a mouthful of white mist deeply, and his white sideburns added wrinkles.

A serious face is mixed with the faces of all beings, which is indescribable.

Xu Ping'an listened to everything quietly, his eyes were as cold as a pool of well water.

He had thought about his life story countless times, but he hadn't thought it would be like this.

Emperor Wenwu turned out to be his father, and this world-famous saint turned out to be a treacherous villain, who abandoned his mother and was unworthy of being his father.

He was very sure of this, and his monstrous hatred burned.

And his mother did not die in childbirth, but was killed by the Gusu family.

The murderous intent in his eyes surged out, let go of what, let go of the revenge of killing his mother?