Cowardly and unwilling

I couldn't bear to watch from the wall, and after the golden horse had finished his posture, he appeared and untied the rope that bound Achillef and patted him on the back.

"Be strong!" I said sincerely, "Your horses need a companion, and you should bless them!"

"But Xiaoqing is a stallion!" Achillef covered his face with his hands.

I turned my head to look at the golden horse.

It was staring at us blankly.

"Huh?" it made a sound similar to that of a donkey.

I was a little dazed and said, "You don't know?"

It couldn't believe it and said, "It doesn't have that......"

Achillef put down his hand and howled hoarsely, "I cut that thing!"

Sora, who was lying in the tent and eavesdropping, thought it was very interesting.

The golden horse was stunned for a moment, then suddenly shook its body frantically and ran to the nearby river and jumped into it - it felt dirty.

I approached Achillef and asked, "Is your foal really a male?"

"It's not. Achillev stretched and looked at the starry sky: "I just can't get used to seeing it smug." ”

"Can the spirit vein be used, do you want to continue fighting with me?"

"If you don't fight, you can't fight. ”

I turned my head and noticed that the person next to me suddenly became a little different, a little ...... Ambition......

Is it because you lost to me?

———

"Are you really just a mech?" he suddenly asked, silent, "I've never seen a mech cast spells. ”

I didn't answer.

"How long have you been practicing?" Achillef suddenly asked a question that seemed strange to a mech.

"It's been less than a year since I said it. ”

“...... It's progressing so fast. His expression grew lower.

“...... If there's something on your mind, it's better to talk to someone about it. ”

He was silent again.

I waited quietly.

。。。

"I was born in an ordinary family, I didn't see much of the world when I was young, every time I made progress, I thought that I was unparalleled in the world, once I was praised by others, the first thing I thought was not to thank others, but to think that others had a vision and could see that I was extraordinary. "He suddenly

Said slowly.

"Slowly I grew up and started to meet some good people who were more likable and more showy than me. I'm a little unconvinced, because I can do the same things they do, I just don't like to be in the limelight."

"There were a few times when I competed with them, and I was able to fight them, but I thought I had to give them some face, so I didn't fight to the end. ”

"But others think that I can't compete with them, that I am incompetent and that I can't get used to others being better than me. I want to explain, but I can't, I want to prove myself, but there are always people pointing fingers behind my back, I talk to the people who slander me, but they bite me back, saying that I am jealous of them, and those who are really jealous of me speak for them, my friends don't believe me, I believe them, I don't want to say that people are short and long in their mouths, and those who I am polite to will come and step on me later!!" He spoke faster and faster, his voice became louder and louder, and his hatred grew stronger and stronger.

"The girl who used to like each other ran away with someone else, I was uncomfortable but didn't show it, and in the end she was kicked and wanted to get back together with me, but I didn't agree, and her friends said that I was ruthless! I didn't like her at all!" he cried and screamed.

"All kinds of people are analyzing my psychology with such a powerful look! My friends who hurt me the most think that they are very good to me! All of them! It's all my fault!" he cried again.

I don't know what to do.

He suddenly stopped crying and said to me with a smile: "It's okay, it's all over, sorry for saying strange things to you." ”

After a moment of silence, he added, "You don't hate me for this, do you?" There was some fear in his tone.

"No," I said.

But he still looked scared, afraid that he would be hated again.

.........

"Do you have any friends now? I mean really to your friends. I asked.

"There are several. ”

"How does your family treat you?"

"It's all very good, and they are all really good to me. ”

“...... Then you shouldn't be alone. ”

"It's different...... I want close friends who can talk to each other and have fun together. ”

“...... I think...... You didn't have time to grow up. ”

“.........”

Jin Ju didn't know when he came back, so he didn't make a sound, and listened quietly.

Abigai looked at the top of the tent with her eyes open, and felt that the two of them were a bit alike.

Sora once again felt that mortals were so complicated.

The starry sky was speechless, looking at the world below.

———

"Actually, I'm a little bit proud. I suddenly said, "When did it start? After being lucky enough to win against a strong enemy, after facing ordinary people and discovering that they have absolute superiority, after defeating you without much effort? I don't know." ”

"I used to doubt myself when I fell into a disadvantage. ”

"Sometimes I think, 'Can I really make this trip?' and sometimes I think I'm a genius who has made such a rapid progress, why can't I make the trip?"

"Sometimes I wonder what I'm going to do when I'm done with the trip......"

"But when I was passing by a city and sitting and resting, a guy came up and said to see if we were on our way, and I said we were on a long, long trip, and he said come on. ”

"At first, I didn't think that anyone would give kindness to strangers for no reason, that everyone in this world was realistic, but could he get any benefit from me? No, but he encouraged me anyway. ”

"I just wanted to keep going. ”

......

"The kindness of strangers is always precious. ”

"But can the silent efforts of the people around you easily live up to it......" he muttered to himself. He remembered that he wanted to be a practitioner at that time, and instead of laughing at his whims, his relatives and close friends gave him encouragement and advice, and supported him to do what he wanted to do.

And he just won because the person who worked much less time than him just now, he thought about whether to give up.

Really, I'm really cowardly.

————

"Let's go. I said to Achillef, who was riding a green pony.

"Hope to see each other again. The Wrangler turned his horse's head and walked toward his home on the north side.

The conversation did not solve his problem.

It just made his heart feel a little better.

I turned, facing south, and floated over my shoulder, and Abigay got into the car.

We walked towards the rising sun.