People will change, no matter what kind of person they are, they will always continue to improve themselves and change over time. There is an old saying that if you don't experience wind and rain, you can't see a rainbow. But after experiencing the wind and rain, when you really see the rainbow, your mood has already been completely different, because you are no longer the ignorant teenager who wanted to see the rainbow before the storm.

Hearing the sudden screams from upstairs, Nangong Chu, Shangguan Yunjie and the others jumped up from their chairs almost at the same time, rushed up to the second floor as fast as they could, and broke into the room where they had entered countless times but left countless times.

At the moment of rushing in, everyone was stunned on the spot almost at the same time, because of the unintentionality at the moment, they had already woken up, and they were staring at the roof with wide eyes, and they looked a little panicked with sweating profusely.

I woke up unintentionally, and finally woke up. Everyone suddenly became very excited, and they all glanced at each other, not knowing what to say to express their excitement at the moment. Because this is what they have hoped to see the most in these days, they don't know how many days and nights they have been looking forward to, and now they can finally let go of the heart that they have been carrying.

Lin Xuan on the side was about to cry, stamping her feet excitedly and gritting her teeth, as if she wanted to throw herself into Wuxin's arms immediately, but she didn't, because there was still a person sitting in front of Wuxin's bed, the person who was most concerned about Wuxin, and also the person who was the most concerned about Wuxin.

Immediately afterwards, Ruyi, who was originally sitting on the edge of the bed and watching the unintentional Ruyi who suddenly woke up, began to tremble, hiding his face with his hands and crying silently. From the beginning of the whole day with tears on the face, to slowly become stronger, accept the fait accompli wish, at this moment can no longer control themselves, the nerve that has been tense finally relaxed at this moment, tears like a flood bursting the embankment, can not stop.

Looking at the two people sitting on the bed and on the edge of the bed, Shangguan Yunjie motioned to Nangong Chu and Lin Xuan and exited the room. The time at this moment is unintentional and wishful, they must have a lot to say, and it is better not to be disturbed.

The shout just now came from Wuxin's mouth, and everyone thought it was an accident upstairs at first, but after entering the room, they found out that it was a false alarm, and now it seems that Wuxin dreamed of Ruyi when he was in a severe coma, so he called Ruyi's name. Perhaps, only Ruyi can make him forget all those unbearable and wake up strong.

The door was shut, and the room slowly became quiet, except for the faint but clear choking sound of Ruyi, who was hiding her face and crying bitterly. Originally staring blankly at the roof, he slowly turned his head with a frightened unintentional look and looked at Ruyi.

Looking at this girl who was obviously much thinner, looking at this girl who was originally a fairy descending to earth but was slightly embarrassed at the moment, the white clothes on her body didn't know how long she had been worn, and it had become wrinkled, and her messy hair showed that she hadn't groomed herself for a long time. Seeing Ruyi's appearance at this moment, Wuxin's heart was hurting, and he couldn't help but clench his teeth tightly.

I don't know how long it took, but the sobbing Ruyi finally stopped crying, put down the hands that were covering his face, looked at the Wuxin who was also looking at himself, and said softly: "You finally woke up, I knew you would definitely wake up." Ruyi said with a choked voice, his eyes blazing.

Wuxin looked at Ruyi, who was teary-eyed, nodded, and said slowly: "It's hard for you." From Ruyi's makeup at the moment, it can be seen that Ruyi must have been by his side these days, and he must not have taken care of himself.

Hearing Wuxin's words, Ruyi shook his head and said seriously: "No, I didn't embarrass me, I know you've always been there, and I haven't thought about leaving, so I have to accompany you, and when you wake up, I know you'll definitely wake up, no matter how difficult it is." She knows that a person who has experienced too many unforgettable pasts will one day be unable to hold on and want to escape from those pains, and she also knows that the unintentional heart is actually very bitter.

Looking at Ruyi's appearance, as well as that firm look, Wuxin's heart hurt even more. He didn't know how to express his feelings, and he didn't know how to tell Ruyi how much he cared. In more than 20 years, he had never cared for a person like this, even when he was unconscious.

"I'm hungry. Wuxin tried his best to control his feelings and the urge to say everything, and changed the topic and said slowly.

Ruyi nodded, with a slight disappointment in his eyes, and asked softly, "What do you want to eat?" At this moment, although she was disappointed, her heart was happy, because if a person knows that he is hungry, it means that this person is really alive.

"I want to eat the noodles you made. Unintentionally squeezed out a smile and said slowly.

"Okay, wait. Ruyi smiled and nodded, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, stood up and walked outside, his steps were a little heavy, it seemed that he should have sat for too long, and his legs were numb, but he didn't want to slow down for a moment, as if he wanted to run to the kitchen immediately.

Looking at the haggard back left by Ruyi when he left, his unintentional heart was dripping blood, how much he wanted to stand up immediately, rushed over and hugged the figure, telling her how much he cared about her and cared about her. But he couldn't, because he knew that he was a man with no tomorrow.

In the past, it was for revenge, and he was destined to run and fight all the way, but now, he has completely offended Red Feather, and since then he has vowed not to stand together, how can he bear to involve Ruyi in this doomed endless fight between you and me. Even if he is willing, he can't, he can't watch his dearest people leave him again.

The dream just now, Wuxin still remembers it vividly, everything in the dream seems to be real, so real, so empathetic. It was the day he longed for, a holy place where no one disturbed, as far as he and Ruyi were concerned, there was no longer a fight between the rivers and lakes, no more blood, only the two of them, living happily and contentedly.

But it was just a dream, a dream that was almost impossible to happen. Besides, he clearly remembered the scene at the last moment of the dream. Ruyi's sudden disappearance, as well as the sea of blood all over the mountains, he remembered. He couldn't forget the panic and despair of the moment when he lost Ruyi's figure, and he couldn't let it really happen.

He knows that choosing himself is equivalent to choosing danger, even death. He also wanted to be with Ruyi, but he couldn't, because refusal was perhaps the only chance he could have her forever, and he couldn't afford to lose it. For him, refusal is the same as possession, albeit with a little cruelty.

Thinking of this, a tear slowly fell from the corner of Wuxin's eye. The boy doesn't flick when he has tears, but it's not time to be sad......

Soon, Ruyi walked in with a bowl of noodles, gently helped Wuxin out of bed, and sat down at the table. Although he woke up unintentionally, he was already seriously injured, and he had already lost his strength after sleeping for so long.

Looking at the steaming, bland clear soup noodles in front of him, his heart was warm and warm, although it was ordinary, but for him it was the rarest delicacy in the world, it was the feeling of home, and he didn't change anything for him. Without thinking about it anymore, he lowered his head and ate it, like a starving ghost reincarnated, enjoying this long-lost delicacy in the world. The noodles made by Ruyi are his favorite food, and there is no one.

"Eat slowly, and no one will rob you. Ruyi shook his head with a smile and said complainingly, but his eyes were full of happiness. At this moment, she has regarded him as her husband and herself as his wife.

Wuxin didn't seem to hear Ruyi's words at all, and still gobbled up the noodles in the bowl, not knowing if it was really delicious or if he was too hungry. He didn't know how long he had been lying down, maybe he was really hungry.

"In the future, let me always be by your side in the future, okay? You don't need to promise anything, just let me be by your side, I don't want any identity, even if it's a friend. Ruyi looked at the unintentionality of the wolf with his head bowed, and finally mustered up the courage to mention this question more than once.

Wuxin deliberately pretended not to hear Ruyi's words, and still buried his head in eating noodles, but his heart was already boiling, how much he wanted to say yes immediately, but he tried his best to control it.

"Don't you want to give me a chance? I know you have me in your heart, and I know you don't have to pretend nothing happened. Ruyi saw the unintentional and silent appearance, and was a little excited, and said with trembling lips.

Wuxin put down the chopsticks in his hand and said softly: "I really can't give you what you want, a person like me is not worthy of children's personal affection." He swallowed, trying to control his emotions and make himself look like nothing had happened.

Ruyi heard Wuxin's words, bit her lip, and continued: "I don't want anything else, I just want to be by your side, do you want me to watch you being carried back again and again? Do you only think about returning to me when you are about to die? You promised me that you would not kill people again in the future, but did you really do it? Which time didn't you come back after being seriously injured after beating and killing?" Speaking of this, she had already begun to choke again, and her emotions were no longer controllable.

Wuxin frowned tightly, not knowing how to explain Ruyi's series of questions, and not knowing how to make her understand her heart. After thinking about it, he said slowly: "I promise you, from today onwards, I will not kill anyone again until I have to." ”

Ruyi didn't speak again, and sat next to him dumbfoundedly, and the two fell into endless silence. Just like before, every time this issue was mentioned, the two of them always parted unhappily.

After a while, Ruyi stood up, raised his legs and walked outside, and when he passed by Wuxin's side, he said lightly: "Actually, I have already guessed that this is the result, it doesn't matter, but you have to remember what you promised me." With that, he pushed the door open and left.

Although she seemed a little lonely, she didn't blame Wuxin in her heart, she also knew that it was impossible for Wuxin not to kill people, because he offended too many people, if he didn't kill others, others would kill him, she just didn't want to accumulate more and more enemies without intention, and she didn't want Wuxin to become a demon who killed people without blinking. The more people you kill, the colder your heart becomes.

Just as Ruyi left, a person walked in outside the door, it was Shangguan Yunjie, originally he came to see how he was recovering, but he didn't expect to bump into the same embarrassing scene as before.

"I always seem to be out of time. Shangguan Yunjie joked that he also felt that he had come at the wrong time.

Wuxin didn't speak, lowered his head, and continued to eat the remaining half of the bowl of noodles, but his heart was in pain, and it was so painful that it was difficult to swallow even the chewed noodles. He doesn't regret his decision, because all he did was to protect the people he cared about the most.

Shangguan Yunjie looked at Wuxin in front of him, hesitated, and did not speak again. But he vaguely felt that the Wuxin in front of him was no longer like the previous Wuxin, he seemed to have changed, the murderous aura on his body didn't seem to be as heavy as before, not as cold as before, it became calmer, more terrifying, and more unfathomable.

Which is more terrifying, a tyrannical, crazy lion, or a lion hiding in the shadows and observing everything around him with cold eyes?

Everyone will become, nothing is immutable, but if you want to truly transform, you are destined to experience a past that ordinary people can't bear, and the price paid for this is often not something that an ordinary person can afford......