The light of dawn rose slowly, and an abrupt cool breeze blew in from time to time, blowing his hair.

Looking at Lu Yi in the sky, his eyes became a little moist.

"Qing'er I miss you, it would be nice if you were there, you left me before you had a birthday with me, I'm so tired alone."

Lu Yi thought about the ruthless love for Qianqian, unswerving to death, meaningless life, which reminded him of a sunny day, and their husband and wife were the same, and they were the same for love.

Qingtian seriously injured Guo Jin with death, in exchange for Lu Yi's life, the two finally Yin and Yang two worlds, life and death are separated, fortunately know that Qingtian has a drought bloodline, even if he reaches hell, his soul is still there, otherwise Lu Yi really doesn't know if he can survive all the way.

It's a pity that the woman named Qianqian was not so lucky, she was devastated, and she could never see each other again.

"Ruthless senior, we are sorry for you".

Looking at the sky, Lu Yi somehow felt a lot more emotion tonight, memories came to his heart, and a few tears in his moist eyes finally fell down.

"Lao Chen, you rotten gambler, I miss you brother."

"Master, the apprentice misses you too."

Lu Yi looked at the sky with tears in his eyes, and those people who passed by in his life unconsciously appeared in his mind one by one, thinking back to his journey all the way, if he hadn't been accompanied by them, maybe he would have died a long time ago.

Chen Zhizhi didn't frown, and helped Lu Yi kill Wuye when he was about to die.

Mo Wen was the same, he died calmly in the last moment, without a trace of complaint, and all this was caused by Lu Yi's miscalculation.

"Alas, decades have passed in a hurry, father and mother, are you okay in that fairy world?

Lu Yi wiped his tears and took out an old yellow calendar, the reddish cover on it was a little mottled and old, this was the royal object he took away when he was in Dongchang.

flipped through the yellow calendar, and saw that Lu Xun was still thinking of a way to get rid of the ruthlessness, Lu Yi did not bother, but took out a diary and pen brought by himself and wrote it.

Yongle calendar, Gengzi year, Xin Si month, leap Yihai day, June 1 of the human calendar, Children's Day, my birthday, this is the first time I have a birthday with my eldest brother after my parents are gone.

However, the eldest brother doesn't seem to care much about this ceremony, in fact, if people are old, they don't care much about this ceremony, after all, every birthday, it is close to death.

If the old man still likes to celebrate his birthday, it only proves that he is not always accompanied by children, and the old man hopes that there will be a ceremony for them to go home and get together, to be with themselves, and to see their children by the way, even if it is only for one night.

After writing, Lu Yi remembered his deceased old friend Chen Nian, and his teacher Mo asked, his lover was sunny, and suddenly for some reason, he picked up the pen again, wanting to write something to record unforgettable memories.

I don't know if the brother who came with me is okay, looking back, I Lu Yi has been cultivating for more than 40 years, and I forgot the specific time, if the time comes again, it would be good if I could choose again.

I still want to go back to college, be a dull college student in the world, and find a stable job after graduation, so that my parents can feel at ease.

Maybe I can find a daughter-in-law, have a baby, have a dull life, and be happy enough, so maybe Qing'er is still there, the master is still there, and my brother is still there.

It's a pity, the youth that can't be returned, the brothers and masters who can't be resurrected, and they don't regret it until they are lost.

The more Lu Yi thought about it, the more sad he became, so he took out a pot of spirit wine into the ring and poured it into his mouth.

"If I can start all over again, I won't be Li Bai, I just want to give her my youth and my life back to her."

Lu Yi muttered to himself, the blazing spirit wine was in his stomach, he couldn't help but take out the bamboo sword and began to swing it on the spot.

A sip of wine in his left hand, three swings of the sword in his right hand, and every time he comes out of the sword, he uses all his strength, as if he wants to make himself very tired, and he also wants to get drunk quickly, so that he may be able to forget those painful memories and have a drunken birthday.

As the sword swings faster and faster, the sweat on the forehead is like rain, and each sword is raised, slashed, and stabbed, which can drive the sweat on the hair, but unfortunately the more tired, the more memories come to mind, the more wine is drunk, those people and those things are vivid, as if it was just yesterday.

"Stop and go all the way, where are you at the end".

After drinking, Lu Yi's sword is condensed, each sword is real, less elegant, and more down-to-earth after the vicissitudes of life.

A sword for decades, the former boy, dancing with a sword, crying, drinking, reminiscing about his wounds, just repeating in place, repeating, as if forgetting time.

And after thinking about it for a long time, it was not until noon that he finally opened his eyes, and was about to speak, but he smelled the fragrance of wine wafting away, and the sound of the sword was gloomy.

Every sword of Lu Yi seems to have an illusion in Lu Xun's eyes at this moment, and the sword light goes from immature to sharp, then to fierce, and finally vicissitudes, which is more like the story of the sword.

In the story, Lu Yi's unwillingness, remorse, and helplessness directly affected Lu Xun's mood, making him in the story and unable to extricate himself.

Thoughts followed Lu Yi back to Hengshan, when the heavenly god of extermination thunder fell on Lu Yi's father, he slashed towards the sky with his sword, wanting to cut off the divine thunder and save his parents.

Then he came to the top of Shu Mountain, he swung his sword against Chi Xin, turned the tide, and wanted to save his brother and master, so that they would not die at the moment.

In Prague Square, he protected the sunny days in front of him, and then fought Guo Jin, wanting to protect his lover forever.

Too many memories and regrets, all in the sword, telling a story, and cutting a lifetime of regrets.

"Daydreaming, I want to redeem all my regrets, but I don't know that all regrets are my fate, I don't believe in fate, but I live in fate and sink, I want to go against fate, but the end is against this fate, and there is another fate."

Lu Xun sighed sadly, the first moment he opened his eyes, Lu Yi gave him a surprise, the sword he danced can bring people into the story, feel the swordsman's seven emotions and six desires, joys, sorrows, and sorrows, thus affecting the other party's emotions and judgment.

He is glad that this kind of sword has entered the Tao, and he wants to make up for all regrets and redeem all the things that have happened, this way can be called a daydream, the sword is like a big dream, and it can lead people into their perfect dreams, and they can be slaughtered.

"It's a pity that you stupid boy, although this way is strong, it shouldn't be your way, the so-called daydream is an empty event, your joy and your sorrow, in your own eyes painful, but in the eyes of others it is insignificant, after all, not everyone has the same experience, there is no resonance without experience, and it can't affect the emotions of others."

Lu Xun said to himself, shaking his head as he spoke.

After hearing this, Lu Yi suddenly pouted and smiled: "If you can give me a dream, you can also give me a quick awakening, my dream is not my story, but yours, or everyone's."

When the words fell, everything changed in front of Lu Xun's eyes, a sick old man, lying on the couch, the corners of his mouth were white, he looked like he was in his twilight years, and he only had one breath left.

"Report, Qi Yu Metropolitan Governor, the soldiers of Wei are coming to the city, and the general trend of my Wu State has gone, and the city is about to be broken."

Ahem, ahem!

After listening to the soldier's report, the old man stood up tremblingly, coughed a few times, and coughed blood from the corner of his mouth.

"An dares to bully my Wu country, take my armor, my Wu country will not be defeated, no."

The old man seemed to have returned to his light, and got up angrily to put on his armor and fight again.

Unfortunately, not long after he stood up, the old man fell to the ground on his back and died on the spot.

Then, another city appeared in Lu Xun's eyes, and the fire in the city was soaring, and there were terrible screams from time to time.

Hundreds of people were slaughtered, women were torn off their clothes by the soldiers, they were toyed with, children were pierced through their bodies by spears, and the bloody scenes turned a city into purgatory.

"Bold".

Lu Xun slapped the air in the void, and actually took a few steps forward, ready to kill these soldiers, but he didn't take a few steps before he realized that all this was fake.

Before he could speak, most of the memories and illusions came to mind, and all the regretful things in his mind were unconsciously remembered, and every time he thought of something, a picture appeared in his eyes, as if he was there.

"This daydream forcibly brought up my memories and created an illusion for me to be there, thinking that it would only be in the regret of that stinky boy, and I couldn't imagine that it could be like this."

Lu Xun shook his head, and was about to wave his hand to break the illusion, but at this moment, a woman with delicate facial features and a Chinese costume suddenly appeared, her talking eyes blinked, and a tear fell in front of Lu Xun.

"Madame".

Although Lu Xun knew that everything was fake, he couldn't help but take a few steps forward and came to the woman.

"Madame, I'm sorry".

Lu Xun closed his eyes regretfully, hugged his hands up, and wanted to hug the woman, but unfortunately as soon as he hugged him, a cold feeling made him sober up a little in an instant.

When he opened his eyes again, he found that he was holding Lu Yi's sword, and the cold feeling came from the tip of the sword against his throat.

"Big brother, how".

Lu Yi's eyes were foggy, and he was drunk with three points, his steps were psychedelic, his sword was not moving, and his left hand was still drinking spirits.

"Not bad, Lu boy, but don't be complacent, I know that you won't hurt me, and it's rare to see Mrs. again, so I fell on the road, and I was born to be alert to you, and it was not so easy to use the other party's regret to create an illusion to defeat him."

After Lu Xun finished speaking, looking at Lu Yi, who was still silent in his memories, he took a few steps back and said: "It's rare that you have realized a Tao for no reason, although you have only just gotten a glimpse of the way, but you can also try, don't be interrupted because of me."

After finishing, Lu Yi shook his head bitterly, continued to drink and dance, and fell silent in a dream of irretrievable regrets, trying to make up for everything that was lost and did not want to be lost.

"Time is like a summer flower, what should wither will eventually wither, we can go against the sky, but we can't go against the rush of time."

Disturbed by Lu Yi's dream just now, Lu Xun couldn't help but recall the bits and pieces of the past, as if there were regrets every moment, and he wanted to try his best to go back and make up for these things, so that he could be immortal and live in his heart.

"Come back, all of you."

Lu Yi danced his sword and looked into the distance stupidly, the person he wanted to see seemed to be about to appear at this moment, and regret would be made up for at this time.

"Yes, ma'am, brother, you will come back, you will".

Lu Xun is also the same as Lu Yi, saying that he did not fall into this dream, but he also called for the distance with a blurred eyes, hoping that his lover can come back, his brother can come back, and everything that he has lost can come back.

An hour passed, Lu Yi was soaked, and after running out of strength, he finally stopped his sword and fell to the ground with his back to the sky, gasping for breath.

"Why stop, go on, boy, they're coming back, they're almost coming back, you get up for me and continue."

Lu Xun found that the person who was close at hand suddenly shattered and disappeared, he grabbed Lu Yi angrily and scolded loudly.

"Hahahaha, everything is fake, fake, they, they can't come back, they can't come back."

Lu Yi's voice sobbed, like laughing and crying, the sword stopped, the people dispersed, the memories were gone, the anesthetic regret was empty after all, it couldn't be filled, and what he had to face was the reality that no one wanted to face.

"Can't come back, can't you come back?"

"Big brother, I can't come back, all the regrets and can't bear to lose, after all, I can't get them back by daydreaming, the only thing we can do is to get it back by ourselves."

Lu Yi wiped away his tears, his eyes were no longer blurred, he had just danced the sword into a dream, but it was just to deceive himself and anesthetize himself, it was just a birthday gift for himself, a beautiful dream with no regrets.

"Alas, knowing that it is false, I still have no hesitation, we are all the same, the same like to lie to ourselves, Lu boy, I forgot to say to you, happy birthday."

Lu Xun shook his head and said happy birthday to Lu Yi, at this time, the cool wind rose again, blowing up the sleeves of the two people, and the sun shone on the elongated vicissitudes of life of the two of them, looking a little lonely.

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Along the way, I stopped and stopped, following the traces of the teenager's drifting

The moment I stepped out of the station, I hesitated

I can't help but laugh at this homesickness, but it is still inevitable

And the weather in Nagano is still so warm

The wind blew the past, the first time I knew the world, and I lingered in every way

Looking at the horizon as if in front of me, I am willing to go to the soup and go to the fire to walk through it

Now I have walked through this world and lingered in every way

Turning over the different side faces of the years, you can't catch off chance of intruding into your smile

I was so caught up in the size of the world that I was addicted to dreams

Don't be true or false, don't struggle, don't be afraid of jokes

I have turned youth into her, and I have also popped up the midsummer at my fingertips

Let your heart go as it moves

Walk against the light and let the wind and rain blow

The short road stops and goes, and there is a little distance

I don't know if it's the story or the mood

Maybe all we want is to look forward to it, against time

Seeing you again, in the cool morning light, smiling very sweetly

Once upon a time, when I first met this world, I lingered in every way

Looking at the horizon as if in front of me, I am willing to go to the soup and go to the fire to walk through it

Now I have walked through this world and lingered in every way

Turning over the different side faces of the years, you can't catch off chance of intruding into your smile

I was so caught up in the size of the world that I was addicted to dreams

Don't be true or fake, don't struggle, don't be afraid of jokes

The evening breeze blows the gray hair between your temples and smooths the scars left by memories

In your eyes, light and dark are mixed, and a smile is full of flowers

Twilight obscures your stumbling steps and steps into the hidden painting at the head of the bed

In the painting, you are talking with your head down

I still marvel at the size of the world and indulge in childhood stories

No truth left, no struggle, no jokes

I finally gave her back my youth, along with the midsummer that popped up at my fingertips

And the heart moved, and went with the wind

In the name of love, are you still willing?