Chapter 320: Lin Xun personally narrated
Xu Ping'an frowned and watched this farce, although he was angry in his heart, but the person was already dead, and he would not whip the corpse.
"Wei Er, drive, go. He said lightly, and then went back to the carriage.
"Yes. Wei Er responded, but he walked away, his eyes were somewhat empty-hearted.
"Your Majesty, do you want to stop you?" asked Linxun with a bent down.
Lin Xun shook his head and rode alone to follow the carriage, followed by Xi Lu and other guards.
Xu Ping'an, who had very keen ears, heard such movements, and his face was slightly dull in the carriage, but he was reluctant to communicate with that person in a half-word manner.
Simply, he closed his eyes and lived in Gao Xianmin with one hand, and sat inside without moving.
Lin Xun's horse was next to the carriage, no more than half a meter apart, and it was considered to be neck and neck.
He almost lost his identity cleanly, the emperor would go hand in hand with others, even if it was the time when the king won a big victory from Xiliang and returned to the dynasty, the Wenwu Emperor who greeted him at the gate of Chang'an City did not go hand in hand.
He walked in the wind and snow and spoke lightly.
"Your mother and I met on the bank of the Weishui River in the south of the Yangtze River, that time I was already sitting on pins and needles in Chang'an, deliberately where to go to Taoguang to raise obscurity, and it was also an accident to see your mother, it was a poetry meeting, Qingluan took a flower boat to play. ”
"It so happened that my boat came from the opposite side, and the heavens were happy, and a spring breeze lifted the beaded curtains of the two boats, and I saw her and she saw me. ”
"The peach blossoms on the human face are red, and at that moment I was shocked, how could there be such a woman with ice muscles and jade bones in the world. ”
"I really wanted to invite her to board the ship with me, but after thinking about my own situation and my identity, I decisively dismissed my thoughts, and just asked people to inquire about her family history, thinking that one day if I could protect myself, it would not be too late to propose marriage. ”
"However, personnel are often unpredictable, I still met her at the poetry meeting, I fell in love with Qingluan at first sight, and Qingluan also had a good impression of me, but she was everyone's best girl, and many things were restrained. ”
"I chatted with her for a long time, and I felt that this woman was a person who could accompany her for a lifetime, but I also purely wanted to make friends. ”
"It was one of the few most comfortable days in my life, like sitting in the spring breeze. ”
"Li Chunfeng, your master, also appeared at that time. ”
"It's just that he is a little later than me, your mother gave me all the feelings of the first meeting, Li Chunfeng is much more free and easy than me, and he does not hide his admiration. ”
"I didn't know that he was the second disciple of the Taoist Sect that day, and I didn't know what brilliant talent he had, but I felt how unruly he was in his bones, and how similar he was to me. ”
"It's just that I, as a prestigious prince, must hide my emotions, even my own character is involuntarily, my eldest brother Mingchang, and the ministers of the temple all want me to be a playful person, so I will show them. ”
"Eating, drinking and having fun in Yangzhou City, not to mention my reputation, but it also makes people think that I am a prince who is greedy for wine and sex, so my reputation is not good, even if I have all my military achievements, I am also a person with mixed reputations. ”
"Compared to your master, I am too unbearable, his bearing, his knowledge, his martial arts, his command, including unruliness, are so eye-catching. ”
"I once thought that such a person is the best person to match your mother, Li Chunfeng can give nothing I can give, even the word safety is a luxury for me. ”
"I don't want to hurt her, and I don't want to watch a favorite person suffer the wrongs of the heavenly family because of me, so I haven't looked for your mother since the poetry meeting. ”
"Just thinking about the night before, I, her, and his three-person cruise is already a rare good thing in the world, and I have formed a deep friendship, and I don't have to force it. ”
"Later, I knew Li Chunfeng's identity, and in order to avoid suspicion, I was even more reluctant to chase a bright moon with him. ”
"But, perhaps, providence. ”
Lin Xun chuckled: "I arrived before Li Chunfeng, I am more quiet than him, and my reputation is worse than his, which seems to attract your mother's attention more." ”
"She wrote to me, and I couldn't help replying, the feelings of spring and autumn have deepened, and it is no longer something that I can control as a physical mortal. ”
"Later, I went around and around with Jiangnan and Chang'an, and I couldn't let go of her, so I made a private decision for life. ”
"And your master and we are actually close friends, his heart is as broad as the sea, the bright moon enters the sea into his arms, he sometimes communicates and laughs with your mother, but I know that they are all friendships. ”
"Since then, the relationship between the three of us has become more familiar, and I admire your master, who can be fearless of all interests, general trends, gossip, and fellowship with me, but I am afraid of my hands and feet. ”
"Until the palace incident happened, everything changed. ”
Lin Xun obviously paused for a moment, and said in a low voice, "I know that it is difficult for you to understand me, and it is impossible for you to understand me. ”
"But some things are really so ruthless, so incompatible, everything I have is not as good as the title of the eldest son, I can't convince the public, and I can't get the important weapon of my father's country. ”
"Even if I have real military power, it will be enough to protect myself. ”
"But I don't have any, the seemingly prosperous Qin Palace, in fact, is like sitting on pins and needles, and when my father is seriously ill, it is even more stormy, I don't know how many ministers want to put me to death. ”
"I'm unwilling, my ability is not inferior to Mingchang at any point, even if I can't sit on the throne and become a great general, it's good to become his right and left hand, no matter how bad it is, I will keep the lives of all my subordinates in the Qin Palace." ”
"The phrase "Gong Gao Zhen Lord" is also appropriate for me, and no prince will reassure me. My eldest brother is not ruthless, he wants to destroy me but he doesn't want to kill me, but that doesn't mean I can be an idle prince, none of his subordinates are willing to let me go. ”
"Naturally, I don't dare to gamble, betting that my eldest brother will be able to be kind to me and my subordinates after he succeeds to the throne, and will not be a killer. ”
"So I united with my subordinates who followed me from birth to death in the past, it was the pain of my life, who can understand that feeling except myself?"
"Indeed, I also accepted the marriage of the Gusu family, married the Gusu family, regarded her as a wife, and lived up to the mother who deceived you, which is also the pain of my life. ”
"However, there is only one consequence of not doing that, that is, I will lose the battle of the Vermilion Bird Gate, and just one Dao Sect can put me to death, and then my relatives and my subordinates, including your mother, will all die!"
"I can't fall, if I fall, too many innocent people will have to pay for this change of imperial power. ”