What kind of standard should a failed man have, is he poor, he is in debt, or is the tree falling apart from the original full of monkeys.

Success scientists once said that you should become famous as soon as possible, and success should be as soon as possible, and you will not deceive me! The rout of middle-aged people, the cost is too high and it is not easy to turn over, even if many people successfully turn over, most of the losers still quietly disappear in every unknown corner of the world, and the children who are to be fed by elderly parents will let you know how much courage and ruthlessness it takes to let you spend years or even more than ten years and decades of time, to grit your teeth and support the ridiculous dreams that may not necessarily succeed!! The son wants to raise, the father wants to teach, the son is impatient! When you are in full bloom, she is no longer smiling.

My name is Yu Duoren, I am such a person, 30 years old, once a small success, now nothing, hovering all day long in the double choice question of whether to sell the house to pay off the debt or to be an old man, hesitating, the son is almost two years old, carefree, intelligent and lovely, the wife is virtuous and capable, occasionally quarrels, and the elders are sound and four generations are in the same house. As soon as he entered the young and middle-aged, he lost his investment and lost his essence, and he was in debt, but fortunately, the elders were carefree and the children were carefree, which was not to add insult to injury.

This small half of his life skipped school when he was young, from the army, when he was an angry youth, and finally stumbled into the society without learning anything, and dropped out of school without half a year of college, so that the public rebelled and left, and had no choice but to be a soldier to spend the most relaxed and happy two years in the entire adult life, and his temperament changed greatly after he was discharged from the army and joined the WTO, and he became confident and sunny from the original silent rebellion, and finally made his relatives and friends feel better.

My wife is my first love, and after I got married, I was with nothing at the beginning, and I was in debt all the way to now...... To be honest, I didn't let her live a good day, and I was just about to see a glimmer of hope that I could have no worries about food and clothing when I was suddenly changed, uh, twice, and ruined to a more primitive place than the original point... She is quite complaining, and it is normal to be angry, but her words are not too bearable.

I thank her for bringing me the most important little angel in my life, my son is one of the most important hopes in my life at the moment, the little one is clingy, every time I go out I cry and I open the door I laugh......

But I currently shoulder too much time to accompany too little, after he was born, in order to feed and wear, I have opened a live broadcast and acted, and I have done a greenhouse to deliver couriers, every time you are still asleep, I have left, and my father has slept when he returns, and there is too little companionship, and now I have no time to accompany me......

It's a bit verbose, after all, this is for myself, I can't speak, only my consciousness is still quite clear, half-squinting at my relatives, friends and comrades-in-arms, I can't speak, I can't move, and even the rolling of my eyes has become a luxury, if I knew that one day I would have said everything I should have said......

Although I still can't open my eyes, I am still deaf and clear, my mental state is not so good, my thinking is clear, and my IQ is unprecedented, I dare not say, I don't blow it, just by looking at the list that the doctor took, really, at a glance, I can calculate that I spent a total of 319,272 yuan 6 cents and 9 ......

I swear I didn't look at the totals below, and preferably not the cost of my hospitalization.

One thought to the ...... I really know what they think when I look at their expressions, so I send them to read it out by themselves!!! I said God, your IQ was given to me 12 years earlier, I won't be like this, my brain feels like everything is clear, all kinds of strange ideas emerge one by one, and I take the liberty to ask the deceased ancestors, and the light is like this?

Today is April 5th, Qingming, windy and rainy, sunny and cold, today is a good day, you can celebrate the festival together......

I remember that on April 2, one of my comrades-in-arms died, the same age as me, with a suppurated brain, and a brother in the dormitory, who saw him off his last journey through the screen, shed tears for his comrades for the second time, and retired once and ended the curtain once......

Now the plague is rampant and sweeping the world.,As a volunteer.,Just help people overcome the disease and collapsed.,Before I can do anything for you, the protagonist is replaced by me.,Coincidentally, even the condition is so similar......

The doctor once again took the brain image back to the ward, and when he unfolded it, he said, "Oh my God! Yesterday there was just a bug lying on my brain, but today it looks like a four-legged snake, with its teeth and claws as if it is provocative!

I don't know if the worm is broken or my brain is out of the water, the pus connected everywhere is like four claws, and even the head and tail have a faint dragon rhyme!! which is destined to become a heavy stroke in the history of medicine, and this life is finally different once, even if it is a disease. Personally, I feel like I can salvage it again, if it doesn't cost money......

From being conscious to now whimpering, alas... I can't stand this the most. Fortunately, I can't hear now, and my vision is gradually blurred, and I have vaguely seen that half of my brain has been darkened just now, and it should have been infected to the point of hopelessness, pull out the tube, I can't control your grief, please don't grieve anymore, don't waste money, I hope my insurance and legacy are enough to support you for the rest of your life!

When the child didn't come, I wanted to see him.

Consciousness was blurred, and finally blurred eyes saw a few people standing in the room, three or five classmates, friends and comrades-in-arms, the lover had fainted and was taken away by his father to rest, the child was taken care of by his grandmother at home, and three or five or seven confidants and relatives saw him off, and the rest of his life was not bleak.

The darkness struck, like a black hole, and even though the five senses were not checked, it could still feel like a whirlpool engulfing everything, and the color gradually faded away, leaving everything unknown that could not tell whether it was gray or black......