Chapter 325: The Gentlest Pain
In a person's life, it is inevitable to encounter some accidents, and there are many things that are unexpected, and they come before we are ready, which seems particularly sudden and unacceptable. And some accidents are likely to be an arrangement of the heavens in the dark, perhaps to test the fragility of human nature, or to prove whether there is eternity in this world.
Silent night sky, silent mountain forest, silent cave. In the distance, there was no longer the noise of human voices, and the neighing of wild birds seemed to be no longer heard in the mountains and forests, and the whole world seemed to be asleep, leaving only a few people in the cave who looked at each other.
Everyone quietly turned their eyes between unintentional and wishful, not knowing what to say, because the accident came too suddenly, they didn't know how to dissolve the unusual atmosphere that filled the air, but silently hoped in their hearts that nothing uncontrollable would happen next.
Unintentionally looked at Ruyi, who was still crying bitterly with his back to him, his head was blank, and he was stunned until now, and even hoped that Ruyi was playing a joke with himself. Because he never knew that the Seven Sages King was Ruyi's father, and Ruyi never told him, although he already knew that he and the Seven Sages King were already enemies, and he knew that he would kill the Seven Sages King one day sooner or later.
Long Xinyue frowned, looked at Wuxin and Ruyi for a long time, and couldn't help but shake his head gently, he knew that the two of them must be very painful and struggling in their hearts now, just because they sandwiched a Seven Sages King who everyone got and was punished, but this person coincidentally became Ruyi's father.
This is like a bolt from the blue for Wuxin and Ruyi now, no one knows what they are thinking in their hearts at the moment, only the two of them themselves know. No one else can help them, so they have to think about what to do. Thereupon. Long Xin looked at Nangong Chu, who was also confused, and said slowly: "Which of you will go out with me to investigate, I'm worried that the people from Crescent Island will sneak up while it's dark." He deliberately wanted to support outsiders, leaving Wuxin and Ruyi a chance to open their hearts.
Nangong Chu and Leng are also smart, they heard the meaning of Long Xinyue's words as soon as they heard it, and before Long Xinyue finished speaking, they were already fighting to volunteer, and then the three of them walked out of the cave together, leaving only Wuxin and Ruyi, and a bunch of bonfires that were gradually dimming.
Watching Long Xinyue and the three of them leave one after another, Wuxin finally came back to his senses, he knew that Long Xinyue was deliberately avoiding, because there were shadows guarding outside the cave, and it was impossible for the enemy to approach without realizing it. He was very grateful to Long Xinyue for his actions, and he was also grateful to Nangong Chu and Leng who were knowledgeable, because he didn't want others to see his next self.
"Why didn't you tell me?" Wuxin looked at Ruyi, who had always turned his back to him and never dared to look back, and said lightly, his voice was still so calm and cold. But the struggling expression on his face had betrayed him, but Ruyi couldn't see it.
Ruyi was silent for a long time, finally stopped crying, controlled his emotions, and said slowly: "I don't dare, because I'm afraid that after saying everything, I won't be so firm, I'm afraid that I will become a shackle of hatred between you and him, and I don't want to affect your decision." The voice was low, so low that she couldn't even hear herself.
Hearing Ruyi's words, Wuxin frowned, his heart tightened, the expression on his face twitched, and he gritted his teeth without hesitation and said, "I can let go of everything in the past for you." Why don't you tell me?" Wuxin asked, his voice raised a lot, this was the first time he had spoken to Ruyi like this, no longer gentle, and seemed to complain with meaning.
Ruyi turned around suddenly, looked at Wuxin with hazy teary eyes, and said in a choked voice: "This is what I am most worried about, if it is really like that, will you be happy? Won't you blame me? Can I forgive myself? What I am most afraid of is that you will be unhappy because of this, or even leave me, I care more about you than he has never met!"
After listening to Ruyi's series of questions, he was silent, because he really didn't know how to find the answers to those questions. The Seven Sages King was the culprit who killed his parents, and he had a bitter enmity with him, and he didn't know if he could really let go, and even if he did, whether he could be sincere. He didn't know because he wasn't a saint, he had seven emotions and six desires.
Looking at the sudden silence of Wuxin, Ruyi smiled bitterly, I don't know whether she was crying or laughing, only that the painful color on her face had penetrated deep into the bone marrow. She regretted reluctantly reluctantly recognizing the Seven Sages King, a father who had never given her a trace of warmth, but she did not regret that she had kept this secret until now, at least the person in front of her had done what he expected.
"Now that you know that I am the daughter of your greatest enemy, has your heart changed?" Ruyi bit her lip, stared at Wuxin's eyes, looked at Wuxin with a complicated expression, and asked in a choked voice, she needed an answer to soothe her already broken heart.
Wuxin didn't speak, but stood up directly, rushed to Ruyi like crazy, and hugged Ruyi into his arms, Lou tightly, as if he wanted to rub it into his body. I saw him trembling his lips, close to Ruyi's ear, softly, and kept repeating: "I'm sorry ......." over and over again, he hoped to repent of all the injuries that he brought to Ruyi because of him, and ask for forgiveness from God.
Listening to the whispering in his ear, feeling the long-lost trace in his arms, he once thought that he would lose the warmth, and he could no longer suppress his emotions, and cried bitterly, sad like a child.
In fact, in Ruyi's heart, the identity of her father is not just unfamiliar, she even hopes that she has never been, and hopes that everything that those masters have told her is true. Because of the sudden intrusion of the Seven Sage Kings, her original default life has been completely torn to pieces, and the only trace of happiness in her childhood has also been shattered, and everything has come to naught.
But this is also why she finally understands why her mother weaves one white lie after another to deceive her, because she suddenly understands her mother's pain, that despair and that hatred, so she finally made up her mind not to tell Wuxin about her life experience, nor to prevent Wuxin from taking revenge. It's just that I didn't expect the Seven Sages King to die by his side like that, so close at hand, so he couldn't bear it all of a sudden and completely collapsed.
"I promised you, no matter what happens, I will never leave you alone again, how can I leave you, how can I be willing?" said unintentionally with Ruyi, gentle but categorical. His heart hurt, not because Ruyi was the daughter of the Seven Sages King, but because Ruyi had endured such inhuman torture for himself, and he knew that that decision was not so easy.
"I thought we would never go back to the past......" Ruyi said with a hint of crying, trembling her body, but at this time she finally let go of the heart she had been carrying, because she knew that he was still there and always was.
Two people who love each other deeply, although they rarely swear to each other, but they are also willing to give up what may have been the most important thing for each other, but they invisibly left a scar in each other's hearts, a scar full of apologies, destined to take a lifetime to make up for and heal.
This may be the helplessness in the love between men and women, and it is also the most tender pain. But, it's poignant.
Perhaps, love should be so heartbreaking......