Chapter 62: The World Knows But Doesn't Remember Me
After being silent for a while, Gao Xianmin asked tentatively, "Is that son treating you well?"
"Well, others are very kind and never treat me as a human being. ”
"Your subordinates, are you?" Gao Xianmin looked a little surprised.
“......”
The two of them said without saying a word, until Gao Xianzhi walked in, he seemed a little unsure if his sister would get out of control, and took a step to explore.
Qin Linglong stopped grooming and gave a salute, Gao Xianmin also turned his head, looking at his eldest brother with an extremely complicated gaze, not knowing how to face him.
The atmosphere froze suddenly.
"General, Linglong will retire first. ”
Hearing this, Gao Xianzhi nodded, and said in a deep voice: "I speak with all my words, but I will never shirk everything I can, and you can often come to the General's Mansion in the future to accompany her." ”
Qin Linglong bowed slightly, and then retreated.
After silence in the room, Gao Xianzhi took the lead in speaking: "I really didn't kill him and gave him a way to live, but no matter what, your business, unless I die, it is absolutely impossible." ”
Hearing this, Gao Xianmin's face was sad, and he said, "Is it because he is a scholar that you have such a big prejudice?"
"Have you not learned to read, and have I not read the Four Books and the Five Classics?"
Gao Xianzhi took a deep breath, his fingers trembled slightly, green tendons appeared on his forehead, and he said in a deep voice: "I have carried too many things in my life, if it weren't for you, I might have died on the grassland." ”
"I have repeatedly backed down on that useless scholar, don't force me, force me, I can do anything. ”
"Except for him, as long as you like any disciple of the family, my brother will help you, even if you are a vassal and use yourself as a bargaining chip. ”
Gao Xianmin hid his face and cried, and knelt in front of him with a "Peng".
"I, I know that you still can't let go of the fact that you were involved in the prince back then, and I also know that the text case hurt you, but... It's been more than ten years. ”
"My father's death has nothing to do with you, why do you blame yourself, you don't let go of yourself or others, and in the end it is us who suffer. ”
Hearing this, Gao Xianzhi's face immediately flashed with a look of pain.
He became famous at a young age, but he had to stoop to this corner, which was the pain of his life as General Shenwei, but he had nothing to do about it.
The letter more than ten years ago, the twist and turn of the temple scholars, and a trumped-up crime, killed his father and his life.
From then on, he hated the temple and those who read, and almost became a demon.
If it weren't for Gao Xianmin, he would have been angry and would have done that great rebellion.
He stretched out his slightly trembling hand and stroked his sister's head, as if she had been an infant many years ago, but unfortunately it was not the same situation anymore.
"Xianmin, even if I let it go, I still can't accept that scholar, even if he is really a high school champion, so what?"
As he spoke, a hint of sarcasm flashed at the corner of his mouth: "I can promise you anything except this matter." ”
Gao Xianmin covered his face with his hands, his shoulders trembled, and tears rained down.
She doesn't hate her brother, she only hates why she is so uncompetitive.
Seeing this, a trace of unbearability flashed in Gao Xianzhi's eyes, don't turn her head away, and stop talking.
After a long time.
"Okay, I promise you, I promise you, no more looking for death and life, and no more mentioning Wen Ying. ”
"As long as you can let go of your eldest brother, I will promise you everything. ”
Suddenly, she raised her head to look at Gao Xianzhi, her hands tugging at his robe tightly, tears in her eyes, almost pleading.
"Just beg, just ask the eldest brother not to have those thoughts that shouldn't be there, Xian Min is willing to listen to the eldest brother, and the eldest brother will also listen to me, and never have any more dealings with those people. ”
"I lost my father, I lost my mother, and I don't see Wen Ying anymore, but I don't want to lose my eldest brother anymore!"
As she spoke, she broke down and cried, kneeling at Gao Xianzhi's feet, hugging his legs tightly.
Hearing this, Gao Xianzhi's eyes were bloodshot, like the unstoppable appearance of his slaughter into the grassland back then, and just like the Gao family tragedy back then, but he was powerless.
In the end, he squatted down and helped Gao Xianmin up, and tried his best to pull out a warm smile from the corner of his mouth.
"As long as you are here, how can the eldest brother risk the disapproval of the world. ”
"Big brother is very happy, you can listen to me. ”
"Your makeup is spent, it's not good-looking, don't cry anymore, when you cry, my brother's heart is like a knife. ”
Gao Xianmin's eyes were red, and his face was still uneasy. She suddenly found that her eldest brother was too strange, carrying too much, and he was no longer the Jade Crown General.
"Really?" she asked softly.
"Of course. Gao Xianzhi smiled kindly.
.........
Xu Ping'an and the three of them have already left Gaofu.
Although it was a tragedy, it was his brother and sister after all.
He asked himself, if You'er was like Gao Xianmin, he would probably be like Gao Xianzhi.
Qin Linglong opened her mouth rarely, and said with a wry smile: "This Gao Xianzhi is also a poor person, everyone knows how the king of the dynasty and the king of the dynasty bravely crowned the three armies, and used soldiers like a god." ”
"But I don't remember that there was such a jade-crowned general back then, who once went into the grassland alone to kill the barbarian king who cut off his robe and beard, and was known as Shenwei. ”
"This guy, let's not talk about beating mandarin ducks, he is still so unruly and independent, he should also decline. Li Ji said angrily.
"Linglong is right, the Gao family was involved in the prince's seizure of the heir, and later the family was ruined because of a trumped-up crime, and what he was carrying is not something we can understand. ”
"So, I don't think this person is so annoying now, and if I have the chance, I really want to help him clear the demon barrier in his heart. ”
"Such a person shouldn't be so lonely, even if the temple can't accommodate him, but the rivers and lakes can. Xu Ping'an said with a smile.
"Childe understands righteousness!" Qin Linglong said seriously.
"Yo, when did Miss Linglong become so good at words?" he quipped.
Qin Linglong's cheeks turned red, and she twisted: "Childe, when did you like to tease me?"
"Haha, it's not a joke, I said I really admire you, a Gao Xianmin changes too quickly, I really don't know what you communicated with her. ”
"Gao Xianzhi said that he wants to worship you as a bodhisattva, and this is not to walk sideways in Yangzhou City!"
Qin Linglong listened to the joke, her apricot eyes couldn't help but roll her eyes, and a playful feeling appeared on her face for the first time, like another peach blossom in Yangzhou City, which made him lose his mind.
Suddenly, at this moment, he remembered what she had just said about Gao Xianzhi.
Is this also talking about herself?
I have to say that Xu Ping'an is very curious about this woman, of course, it has nothing to do with Fengyue, and it doesn't seem to be in love.
His subconscious has never put her with that force, at most she is a caged bird, but he really wants to spread his wings for her.