Xu Jingyan sat on the bed and put the yellow drawings in his hand in front of him one by one.

These drawings are not easy to come by, two of them were squatted in the grass outside the Zanggong Pavilion for seven days in a row, before he found the opportunity to sneak in and steal them, there should have been a cost into a volume, but because they were found and confiscated, these two were still pressed under the wooden frame, and he picked them up and hid them on his chest before they were confiscated, and it was strange to say that the six masters who were guarding the Zanggong Pavilion at that time also found these loose sheets, but they did not take them away.

The remaining few were played with by him at Su Mi's place, and came along while he was not paying attention, or picked up outside the windows of some senior brothers.

All in all, these are all treasures for Xu Jingyan.

Xu Jingyan sat cross-legged on the bed, picked up a drawing and watched it for a while, then put it back, and then picked up the second drawing to watch, but to no avail, it was still put back, and several sheets were the same.

After Xu Jingyan took these drawings back, he didn't even look at them and hid them in this wooden box, because he was afraid that he would be seen by others and were taken away.

After watching it, I realized that most of them were just like what I had drawn and written, and a few of them were not even as comprehensive as what I had written.

Since he was a child, he has been exposed to his father, and Xu Jingyan knows a little about cultivation, but unfortunately after being poisoned, Tai Shizun did not let himself be involved in cultivation, because he liked it, so he peeked at the practice of his brothers every day, and today, he was also stimulated by everyone, so he decided to take out the treasure in his collection, he wanted to practice, and he wanted to let others know that he could also be very powerful.

Picking up a drawing again, what was written on it was a bit strange.

The three qi are one, one is the essence, one is the god, and the other is the qi.

Holding the source and keeping one, keeping the law of one, there are five guards inside, six waits outside, eleven gods, the same portal.

Xu Jingyan closed his eyes slightly, put aside all the distractions, and the words written on this drawing sounded in his heart.

Suddenly, a feeling of opening up in his mind, as if something was opened, slowly, Xu Jingyan felt that his body was inexplicably enriched, but he felt that something was missing, he felt that he touched something, but he couldn't say it, in short, Xuanzhi was mysterious, he could only understand it, and he couldn't pass it on in person.

At this time, this feeling suddenly disappeared, Xu Jingyan felt his body loosen, and his heart felt as if he had lost something beloved, indescribable pain.

Xu Jingyan immediately threw away his heart, and the words sounded in his heart, and he entered that state again, and his mood was incomprehensible, but soon, the same thing happened again.

The same is true after trying several times in a row, and every time it is like this, there will be a feeling that there is no way ahead, and there will be no way to get through, and then it will fail to exit this state.

At this moment, Xu Jingyan has stopped, he is very tired and tired, with a sickly yellow color, he doesn't plan to give up, he just wants to figure out what is blocked in front, he wants to dredge or cross the past.

Xu Jingyan once again tried to get himself into that state, he was already very tired and struggling, fortunately, he still managed to enter, and the feeling of Xuan Zhi and Xuan immediately washed away the previous fatigue, but this time, can he hold up some more time or can he succeed?

At this time, Xu Jingyan's chest suddenly lit up with a faint earthy yellow light, flickering, and a cyan line could be seen through the collar, but it quickly disappeared in this earthy yellow light.

Just when Xu Jingyan felt that he was about to fail again, a paragraph came to his mind:

"The road is empty to quiet, and the breath is in the heel, and the breath is in the throat.

All things begin with the source, the source has a soul, the refining of the heart, the body is in the heart, the heart is in the air, the qi is in the gods, the gods are in nothing, the existence is in the middle, the source is sticking, and the source is divided into ....... ”

Xu Jingyan followed the silent recitation in his heart, and something strange happened.

Xu Jingyan only felt that his eyes were dark, and an out-of-body illusion broke into his brain, and soon, bright spots appeared.

There seemed to be a bright light ahead, one, two... Five bright lights appeared, slowly becoming longer and wider, like a sunny avenue, closer, there were eight narrow roads between these five sunny avenues, crisscrossing and crisscrossing, this kind of overlooking feeling is also very spectacular.

Thoughts landed, getting closer and closer to this sunny avenue.

There is something strange about this sunny avenue, there is a red mist every other way, and the same is true of the five sunny avenues, and then there are eight narrow roads, which are even stranger, they are not complete, and every other section of the road is either cracked or disconnected, and this is true of all eight.

Xu Jingyan had never seen such a scene, and he didn't understand what he saw and what it meant.

The sense of loss did not forget Xu Jingyan, and he withdrew from that state again, but this time, he did not insist on continuing, he already had a conjecture in his mind, and now he had to verify whether this conjecture was correct.

This night, Xu Jingyan had a dream, dreaming that he had become the source master, found his father and mother, the dream ended, and the sky was bright.

Xu Jingyan washed up well to make himself look quite energetic, and then went out to see his grandfather, that is, his Taishizun.

"Master Tai. ”

Xu Jingyan bowed to Yang Xincheng.

"Jing Yan, come over so early today, why didn't Su Mi's girl come with you?

It was the first time Yang Xincheng had seen Xu Jingyan come here alone.

On weekdays, whenever he drinks medicine and receives gong treatment, he is accompanied by Su Mi, the reason is that Xu Jingyan is extremely resistant to both things, and only Su Mi can cure him.

"Master Tai, I got up early today, and I came alone, and I haven't taken medicine yet. ”

Xu Jingyan spoke respectfully, he didn't think about taking any medicine, and he didn't come here to receive Gong Gong treatment.

"Well, then let's pass on the gong first, and then take the medicine afterwards. ”

Yang Xincheng seemed to think of something, but he didn't express it too much, and walked towards one place first.

On the cliff behind the mountain, Yang Xincheng is passing on his skills to Xu Jingyan.

"Master Tai, I..."

"Concentrate and don't say much. ”

Xu Jingyan opened his mouth to say something, but was interrupted by Yang Xincheng.

Xu Jingyan didn't continue, but he stopped talking several times during the period.

"Alright, let's go back and take my medicine. ”

Yang Xincheng held his breath to close the work.

"Grandpa, why can't I cultivate like my brothers and sisters?"

Xu Jingyan finally opened his mouth, he hoped that his grandfather would answer him and talk to him.

Yang Xincheng was stunned, stunned because of Xu Jingyan's question, and stunned because of this grandfather.

Two titles, two identities, some things seem to be unavoidable, and there is also an illusion, today's Xu Jingyan seems to be a little different.

"Grandpa, I also want to cultivate, I don't want to be a waste, I miss my father and mother, I want to go to them, grandpa. ”

Xu Jingyan's eyes were a little red, choking back tears, his father and mother had left him for too long, and over the years, although his grandfather was taking care of him, he didn't seem to have too deep family feelings...... Naturally, I can't, I can only bear it by myself, and I am alone in everything.

At this time, a shadow suddenly appeared in Xu Jingyan's mind, it was Su Mi, in addition to his grandfather, the person closest to him, sometimes, this senior sister seemed to be better than his grandfather, and he didn't know when he started to have feelings for this senior sister than his grandfather, and I don't know if this emotion is family affection or something.