The words were held back for too long, and it was unpleasant not to vomit.

When you listen to me tell a story, you know how I wrote this book.

From March to September last year, my house was renovated and then moved in in October.

At that time, the temperature was already around 20 degrees, so the formaldehyde was not high, so I moved in.

Later, when the epidemic occurred, I stayed in my hometown for two months, saved a lot of manuscripts, and then returned to Chengdu.

Since the beginning of April, the temperature has gradually risen, and I first had ringing in my ears, then heart palpitations, and then coughing, sneezing, chest tightness, etc.

On April 6th, I realized that something was wrong with my body, but I couldn't find the cause.

On April 11th, because of the promise, the book was forcibly issued.

Later, the temperature gradually rose, and the physical problems became more and more serious.

But I feel that writing a book is my dream, and I should stick to it.

And then I did the same.

It's May 23rd.

Because of chest tightness and palpitations every day, I couldn't do anything about it, and even for a long time, I couldn't find the reason, so I had to blame it on too much pressure, thinking that I was an anxiety disorder.

I really did my best for my dreams.

Lie to you guys that you're puppies.

I also feel that my style of writing has gradually changed.,Frankly speaking, writing hard affects the quality.,It's basically a running account for the outline.,And the book was positioned as a relaxed and humorous type at the beginning.,From about 20 chapters, it's gradually deviated.,The grades are high and low.,Of course,It's my own reason.,No wonder others.。

Then more than 50 days passed, and the manuscript was less and less, and at the worst time, it took two or three days to write a change.

I remember on May 5th, there were people who mocked me even more because I didn't stop.

"You don't have dreams. ”

"Everyone has their own aspirations. ”

There are more ugly ones, so I won't talk about them.

I'd like to reply now,

What are you qualified to speak of me?

Later, I stepped up my workouts and ran a kilometer every morning, noon and evening, but it didn't get much better.

It wasn't until recently, when the temperature was particularly high, that I realized it might be formaldehyde.

Because my wife also felt unwell, and I couldn't find the cause, I accompanied her to the tertiary hospital twice, prescribed a lot of medicine, and the doctor said that it could not be ruled out that it was caused by excessive formaldehyde.

Then I measured it again, the semi-quantitative kind, the formaldehyde in the master bedroom exceeded the standard by 6 times, the second bedroom exceeded the standard by 5 times, the room I slept in exceeded the standard by 2 times, and the room with the code word just met the national standard. (I've tested it before, and I've sent a few test samples in the book friend group, but I didn't take it to heart, thinking that I would open the window every day to ventilate, and then use the fan to blow it.) ）

Then yesterday Friday, my wife resigned directly, and I took my wife out of Chengdu overnight and went back to my hometown to recuperate.

Look, it's not easy for this book to survive until now.

I'm going to recuperate first, and then detoxify slowly, and then I will start two shifts depending on the situation.

I used to be able to add 30-100 collections every day.,Now it's falling every day.,It's about to fall to 1600.,I don't know if it's because of the slow update.,And the quality of the next twenty chapters.。

If you lose, please don't be sad if you like this book, who doesn't have a big ups and downs in life, sometimes the more you fall, the higher you can fly, and we will always make a comeback.

I'm so grateful to everyone here who has listened to me for so long.

Let's vote for two recommendations when you're free, although that thing is not very useful now, but after I see it, I can be happy.

Then if you think the update is slow, you can save a wave first, maybe one day you come back to see it, it's already two changes a day.

Okay, the nagging is over, the mood is a lot more relaxed, and the code word goes.

Life is not easy, everyone encourages it.