"Plum blossoms must first go through the bitter cold before they are fragrant...... But I'm still not a plum blossom, in fact, I don't know at all. Ding Shimei said.

The girl in front of her usually seems to be wearing a mask, she is the captain of the Super Shadow team, and when playing the game, she commands a group of people to outflank and kill the opponent to the ground, intelligence, and self-confidence, all of which are focused on her, but these are not a protective color.

Underneath these protective shells, what may be what she really hides is that kind of proud and inferior personality.

If she hadn't said it herself, how would Chen Yiwen know that this Qingda goddess in the eyes of everyone had actually experienced cold violence on campus in middle school, had been affected by the family environment, and even suffered from bullying behind the children of Shibo who the family relied on?

Chen Yiwen finally understood where her maturity and calmness sometimes came from. also understands why when she was playing the game, she was not familiar with her, but when Wang Kai made things difficult for him and Liu Yu, she would come forward to solve the siege for them. Instead of hanging high, to avoid helping "outsiders" and affecting her centripetal force in the Qingda group. Perhaps at that moment, it was her empathy for the exclusion that could also occur.

Chen Yiwen felt some pity for Ding Shimei, whose shirt wrapped around her knees, as if she had put herself in a shell.

Her kind of personality has made her hide all these things all the time, and she may never have talked about it to anyone, and Chen Yiwen is most likely the only one who has witnessed her side.

I was trusted by her.

Chen Yi said, "Compared to these, the things that your Shibo's children did to you make people angry." Didn't you think about getting revenge and coming back? Just give them a good look...... Are they still like this?"

Ding Shimeiyun's light strokes brought about the experiences she received in Shibo's family, but these were particularly harsh when Chen heard here. There is an evil fire in my heart.

Ding Shimei was stunned for a moment, revenge was something she had never thought of, and of course her circumstances did not allow it. She shook her head, "After all, it was the same thing before, and they are not so excessive now......"

It's not that excessive now, which means that she may actually still be oppressed, but it's probably not a bully when she was a child. In fact, it is also conceivable that Ding Shimei's parents rely on that family, and I am afraid that they will inevitably be treated coldly.

It's just that she has become accustomed to seeking perfection for her parents and the family behind her, and the tenacious emotional intelligence she has exercised has learned to reduce the hard edges and corners that she must know how to avoid in life.

"Then next time, if the other party still bullies you, I'll help you. Chen Yi said.

Ding Shimei looked at him in amazement, but laughed after a while, like the beginning of spring snow, "Okay." Then you're going to get stronger. I'm going to get stronger, too. Together. ”

Of course, she wouldn't expect Chen Yiwen to really help her get ahead, and Chen Yiwen didn't know what kind of character her uncle was, his eldest son and second daughter, and who he was now.

It's just that what she needs is not really this kind of help, but that there is such a person who can hear her and say such things because of her. Whether it's a whim or a young man, it's enough.

She was in a better mood and was about to get up from the ground, her knees were forced, but she was a little numb because she had been folding for too long, causing her to not rely on the strength of her waist and abdomen to drive her legs to prop up her body for the first time, and sat back on the grass again, and when she was about to change her position and get up, a hand had already reached over.

The boy's long, powerful five fingers spread out and hung in front of her.

Ding Shimei actually has two choices at this time, she can actually turn around and support the ground with one hand to support her body. The second is to grab that hand and let the guy on the other side drag him up.

In her past, she never seemed to hold hands with any boys. Oh, it seems that there are, she was still in elementary school, when she was in that small city, there were large old houses, Shibo had a yard there, and once during the summer vacation, Shibo's eldest son and second daughter abducted her to a strange alley, and then the two ran away, and she walked for a long time without getting out of that labyrinthine alley. I was sad and cried all the way, and suddenly the third brother appeared, stretched out his hand to lead her, and took her out of the alley. At that time, she felt that his back was very reassuring.

And after that, there was no more, and before junior high school, boys approached her probably just to bully her. After high school, boys didn't dare to approach her, and the only ones who mustered up the courage to pursue were also cut off by her in advance.

Ding Shimei still chose the second one, stretched out her hand, was pulled by him, and then a force passed from Chen Yiwen, and she was pulled to get up.

When she stood up, the hands of the two people did not let go of the first time, but they held for about seven or eight seconds.

In the end, because of the words of both sides, it was released.

What were they thinking in those seven or eight seconds?

Although Chen Yiwen was holding her, Ding Shimei found that she did not let go at the first time, and she did not have the will to let go at that time.

Chen Yiwen probably felt richer, feeling that this hand was warm and cool, and the touch could be compared to the roughness of his palm, while her five fingers were slender and slender, and her skin was much more delicate and silky. I'm just touching it......

"Thank you for listening to me. Ding Shimei didn't look at him, but took care of herself.

Chen Yiwen didn't ask what was going on, Ding Shimei would have a cathartic outburst of emotions today. "I'll keep it a secret for you." ”

Ding Shimei nodded, and said, "Can I come to you often to play in the future?"

"Absolutely. Very welcome. Chen Yi said.

"I'm back at school. ”

"I'll give you a ride. ”

Chen Yiwen sent Ding Shimei to the bus stop, watched Ding Shimei say goodbye to him in the bus and many eyes waiting next to him, walked on the bus to Qingda, clicked the door closed, and through the glass window, Ding Shimei did not wave at him again, but looked at him, nodded and smiled.

High-rise buildings, shopping malls, and office buildings are bright and brilliant at night, and none of the lights in this city are lit for them, but the starlight from her eyes behind the glass windows of the bus is like a tacit understanding between two people who have today's experience and confide in their hearts, only he can see.

Chen Yiwen went back to the bedroom, looked at his hands, closed them and twisted them, and sure enough, they were still rough......

Can't get enough of it......

Ding Shimei returned to Qingda and stayed in the dormitory for a while, Huang Li came in the door, looked at her, went to the bathroom to remove her makeup, came out to look at her again, and finally couldn't help but say, "Sister Ding, are you looking at the palm prints? Is there any new theory, tell me, hey help me look at my palmistry......

Huang Li sat down, her hand already stretched out in front of her.

After a moment of trance, Ding Shimei said, "If you have a successful career, you will have no worries about food and clothing, good popularity, and many friends, you will find people you like and people who like you, as long as you work hard, your life will be smooth." ”

Huang Li was overjoyed and tilted her head to look at her suspiciously, muttering, "Really...... How do you feel that you are absent-minded fooling me......"

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