Holding the knife in the right hand backhand, the left hand on the right hand and swinging it towards the opponent's chest, but it was slightly sluggish, as if it intended to collide with the opponent's whip, and at the same time was ready to retreat with force at the time of the collision, the purpose of this blow was not to attack, but to test the opponent's strength and speed, so as to adjust his strength to prevent injury to the opponent, after all, there was no teacher to restrain here, and the knife and gun did not want to hurt the opponent.

"When, when did you use disguise in front of me? you knew it was useless. ”

Through the frost and mist rain of her golden eyes, I finally caught the desolate and sad color, and my eyes stared at the divine consciousness but faintly to the fragments of memory... There have been people who have looked at me with such a look, as if they want to cry or not.

I tried to recall the fragmentary scenery, but I only saw that pair of dark eyes flashing with sadness, and the more I thought about it, the more I fell into the fog, and the more unclear and unclear it was.

Who is it?

I asked myself softly in the cold heart, the empty echo on the barrier, and there was no answer. I had to pull back to God and see her like that. Quite confused, asked the two of them.

"Then this healer, what made you work hard to climb to the top of this Taiyin Mountain? Don't make a mistake, it's not pity, it's just kind words of persuasion. ”

My consciousness was a little confused, I spoke in a low voice, the light between my eyebrows and eyes, I stared at her with a hanging heart, the fragility that was deliberately concealed was almost captured, but the person in front of me resolutely turned away from it.

When Dugu Lan turned around, I couldn't see her eyes expressing emotions, and she lacked the mental power to explore, and she was a little flustered and accidentally pressed the cup with the jade soup, and it didn't spill out but stained the corners of her clothes. And the little cold snow that splashed down completely awakened her senses and listened to her confusion, and her lips pressed lightly, not only with complicated emotions, but also finally spoke:

"I can't bear this stubbornness, I can't bear this in my life, I can't bear this cause. If you had met me earlier, three years earlier, everything would have been as you wished. ”

"But you're late, but I'm early, when you meet me, everything is a foregone conclusion, there's no need to be persistent, my ruthlessness is my choice, it has nothing to do with you, don't be so stubborn. ”

"Otherwise, it will only hurt you. And I, it's not going to be too easy to get through this. ”

She was directly told that her mind was broken, her face was slightly red, but her heart was miserable, he was still so far away, alienated from herself with such words. I swallowed the bitter feeling helplessly.

The corners of her lips strongly hooked into a warm smile, and her lips closed tightly. The other party's words were like an ice blade in the cold wind that pierced his chest decisively, but this warm blood could not dissolve the sharp blade inserted in his chest. Oh, yes... When? Since then, I have to disguise myself even in front of him. Who this disguise is for, only I know best.

"Do you think I've gone back now?"

Her voice trembled slightly, but she remained composure and calm. She kept warning herself repeatedly that this time the Nine Heavens Palace Que was really just a path to fulfill the benevolence and benevolence of the doctor, nothing more, not a personal affair in it. The cold of the Nine Heavens Palace made the already cold self feel more and more uncomfortable, and the cold snow covered the sad heart, cold and cold, and it seemed that he was unexpectedly feeling a lot. Her shoulders shivered from the cold, and she frowned and wrapped her original clothes tightly, trying to get some warmth that didn't have any practical effect. The woman's mouth exhaled white, and a trace of tiredness appeared under her eyes,

"I don't want to repeat what I've said a second time, I always have been, and you don't need to be comforted anymore. Knowing the suffering of the world, but still willing to repeat the mistakes of the past, isn't this just people? And I am just one of the people in this dusty city. ”

Whether it is persuasion or pity or a fake play by the orangutan, she will continue to walk the path she has chosen until the end. The cold brought by the constant drop in the low temperature made me feel sleepy, and my vision in front of me swayed to the point of blurring. In that unattainable dream, everything would happen as she wished. She squinted her eyes slightly, and raised her hand to support the table with some untenable, and sure enough... If you have no resistance to low temperatures, the blood flow in your body will also slow down, and most of them are side effects of martial spirits anyway. Although she has become accustomed to it, it is one of the points that she scoffs at the most.

The golden eyes looked confused, as if the scene in his eyes had been completely reflected in front of him. She shook her head, forcing herself to stay awake, and if she didn't do it, she could just ask for a needle to prick herself. The feeling of pain was the most unforgettable, and she was afraid that when she fell asleep peacefully, the pain of being awakened by the spread of toxins was really worse than death.

"It's me late......"

Dugu Lan exhaled a long breath, fighting against herself while resisting the cold of the nine days. The cold light returned to her sharp pupils again, not angry and self-threatening, as if Fang Cai's unwillingness and pain had been hidden by herself under the iceberg on the surface. She was the kind of being who would never let anyone but Mo Wang'an see her hurt side. It's a noncommittal arrogance and loneliness, and that's who she is.

Dugu Lan was still expressionless and cold, but the color of her ears betrayed her true feelings. This situation reminded her of the theory of "the spinning wheel of the cycle of cause and effect, the red thread woven by tossing and turning" written in a certain storybook, which was really surprising and strange, and it was impossible for the two to be linked.

"Don't look back if you can't turn back, go the way you chose, don't stop. ”

Her words echoed in the bamboo cabin, and I squinted my eyes and looked at her back lazily, and complexity crossed my eyes.

Even if I have traveled around the mainland for several years, I rarely see a stubborn woman like her, knowing that the south wall in front of her is solid, she has to hit it, and she is bloodied and does not regret it. I wondered how to describe her, but the more I thought about it, the more I realized that only she could present herself. The heart was cold for several times, and the tears flowed like a river, but they still supported the armor.

"If you are afraid of the cold, you will cry, if you want to cry, there is no need to hide it, Dugu Lan, you can't take off your mask and live when you get involved in the world, but I am not a person in the world, and I am still pretending to be far away from the world, and I am very tired. ”

My fingers touched the wound of the medicine, and the slight itching hit, I got up and touched the cabinet below, and took out the thick cloak that I had specially purchased for half a year, which was still clean and tidy, and I had the warmth of the time. I walked over with my clothes in my arms, and after getting her clothes in a virtual hug position, I stepped back and raised my eyebrows to look at her.

"Lan Lan, this life is a foregone conclusion, and you and I and the world are powerless to change. You always hope that I can go further and further away from this desperate path, I can't predict what the line of cause and effect will be, but I can promise you one thing. ”

"If there is really an afterlife, I will be as you wish, I will be far away from this path, and I will not touch it deeply, I will definitely live happier than now, I will be a man in the red dust, and I will meet you. ”

"Most importantly, I promise you. I will know you at a very early age, and I will grow up as friends like this, and see everything in the world. ”

I don't know what kind of emotions and thoughts I have, I opened my lips and said to her. The afterlife is ethereal, but I vaguely feel that what this world must affect it, that is... So why can't you talk about it, why can't you make her better?

I see her joy and joy, sorrow and suffering, she is like a scale, I move like a chip but not next to myself, so why not let her rejoice?

I didn't sit for half a moment, there was movement upstairs and looked at it, only to find that it was a woman holding the handrail, slowly walking down The woman in the green shirt squinted her eyes although she was dressed plainly, but she also had a unique flavor Squinted her eyes, carefully grinding her facial features from her eyes, and made a conclusion again, I am afraid that the woman is still in his impression of the assassination, and it is inconvenient to say anything to pierce it, he pretended not to notice that the shopkeeper came down, and still hung his head until the man walked in, he was embarrassed to raise his eyes, and glanced at her lightly, the person was also direct, and said what she meant straight to the point, he pursed his lips and replied in a cold voice

"Just Heard"

Suddenly, the pretentious face of the pharmacist jumped in front of him, he rolled up his sleeves, shook his hand, opened the wooden box, he took out a book with unknown contents, flipped it up, stretched out his index finger, clicked on some entries in the book, organized the words in his heart, calculated how to discuss the purchase price, and was ready, he lifted the hat slightly, revealing that handsome and indifferent face, opened his mouth, but unexpectedly, a simple middle-aged woman rushed into the door with a silent girl, the woman looked left and right, looking for a big circle, when looking for the female doctor, she actually knelt down, crying and crying, listening to her words, it seemed that she came to seek medical treatment, and looked at how many catties and taels the medical skills of the disciples of Longzhen squintedand watched from the sidelines

The elves of the flower elf tree sang in a low voice under the unified guidance of Mr. Wind, they sang the gathering and dispersion of the aura of heaven and earth, and sang the sound of the wind that has surged for thousands of years.

Hearing this, he buried his face deeper in the crook of his elbow. He was impulsive, but now that he thinks about it, he is still rude to come to meet his senior sister in such a reckless manner driven by excitement, and it is normal to be so embarrassed. He was so embarrassed that the roots of his ears turned red, and he was so nervous that the tip of his tongue gently licked his dry lips, and licked again, his eyes were flustered, and he didn't dare to look at her directly.

"This ...... Fang Cai did offend the senior sister, and I hope that the senior sister has a lot, no wonder it disturbs your purity. ”

"It's just that this is really caused by too much excitement, the teachers take you as a template every day, and the students also look at your posture on the red list every day, so they can't help but be excited when they see the real person for the first time, so they do something reckless. ”

"Besides, I did have some doubts in the martial arts recently, the senior sister is so good, and she has very little time to stay in school, so she wants to seize the opportunity to ask for a lesson or two, I want to see it from afar, but I feel that stealing teachers and the like are not done by gentlemen, so I came to invite recently. It doesn't matter if the senior sister doesn't agree, this is a matter of course, agreeing is for love, not agreeing is for reason, and both have their own reasons. ”

He paused, after all, he still had some regret in his heart, and quietly glanced at her with embarrassment.

"I'll retire now, and the senior sister can enjoy the night today. ”

The thick cloak ran down the man's hands over her body, and she moved her body slightly, turning to look at the person. The gaze as deep as the sea of stars locked on him all the time. Perhaps, perhaps, the moment he leaves his sight, he will disappear like a meteor? A few tears squeezed out of the moist eye sockets, swirling and falling. It's just that when she shed that tear, she also felt a gaze that accumulated infinite anticipation and hoped that she would give up, and the source of this gaze was the person in front of her. Even though the grief in his heart was incomparable, the arrogance that he had never been willing to bow his head forced his upper and lower teeth to speak out closely. Tears, the last thing that should have flowed from these golden eyes, only flowed in front of him.

She nodded lightly, and the corners of her mouth continued to pull out the smile that didn't belong to her,

"Okay, don't Changli, you're ruthless enough. The Yellow Springs are vast in this life, and ...... in the next life? Now, it's not bad to be able to go on like this. ”

She listened to almost all the hurtful or reassuring words of the other party with difficulty, but ...... Isn't it a kind of luck to be able to get along with him peacefully, watching him and accompanying him? She wrapped the cloak around her shoulders tightly in the cold, and carefully sniffed the fragrance that still remained on it, insignificant to make up for the wounds on her heart.

Needless to say, it may not be beneficial to anyone to know too clearly, it is better to be vague and leave each other a little good idea? Knowing that this calamity is a double-edged sword, or can be avoided or no longer contacted, Dugu Lan still let go of his final bottom line to touch. This arrogance was instantly shattered by the slamming of the "Lan Lan" and fell all over the ground. The person in front of him is like a mirror that reflects his heart, and all his joys, sorrows, and sorrows are reflected in him, and he knows it clearly, and the person in the mirror is his true self. Helplessly, the mirror is frosted, and there will be a day when it will be broken.

“......”。

She has always believed that there is nothing difficult in the world, but she is afraid of people with hearts. But now it seems that this is not the case, no matter how hard Dugu Lan tries, he can't pull the person in front of him back. If he continues to insist on going his own way because of obsession, he will only harm him. You will kill him, do you want to see Mo Changli pass away?

Can she only endure the pain of cutting her love? After all, she still can't raise a knife...... Fantasy overlaps reality but can't cover it, and the hand holding the dagger in the vanity keeps trembling, and finally does not completely erase the virtual image of the person in front of him from his heart. I am obviously not such a depraved person, but at this time, I have become the person I can't think about the most. Her arrogance is strong, calm and penetrating, and she is only useful to others, but when it comes to herself, she is simple and almost stupid, obsessed with love, and confused by love.