Volume 1 East Linmin School Chapter 62 There is joy in suffering
Dugu Nirvana turned around and knocked on the door.
Bai An'an's voice came out: "Who?"
Dugu Nie whispered: "Mother, it's me." ”
Bai An'an's hurried footsteps came, and as soon as the door opened, Dugu Ni saw Bai An'an's angry face.
"Yo, I knew I was going to die outside. Bai Anan looked at Dugu Ni, and after speaking, he turned around and shouted at the top of his voice: "Dugu Yao, your son is back!"
No one in the house responded, and Bai Anan continued: "This time, see if your father will beat you to death!"
Dugu Ni looked at the dim house, and his heart was a little gloomy.
Dugu Yao and Bai An'an had already eaten dinner, and Dugu Nirvana had also eaten something on the road, and he was not hungry. Bai An'an asked Dugu Nirvana to go directly to the study.
Dugu Nie rushed into his room with a smoke first, and put away the burden and the black python stick. touched the burden with pity, and the most precious thing in it was the box that Jiang Sha gave him.
At the urging of Bai An'an, Dugu Ni ran to the study and saw that Dugu Yao had just taken a jar of wine and a bowl and placed them on the bookcase. Dugu Yao turned around, squinted at Dugu Nirvana who ran in, snorted coldly, and said, "The wings should be hard, and you dare not listen to what Lao Tzu explains." ”
Dugu Nirvana consciously knelt on the ground.
Dugu Yao poured a bowl of wine slowly, looked at Bai An'an, and said, "What are you doing in a daze? ”
After Dugu Nirvana took the Sanyang Pill, her physique has been greatly improved, and she is still not so worried about the pain of skin and flesh. In fact, every time Dugu Yao punished Dugu Nirvana, even if he was drunk, he never killed him, at least he never beat Dugu Nirvana to a serious injury.
But how much Dugu Nirvana hopes that in the eyes of Dugu Yao and Bai An'an, he is a drum that can be sounded without a hammer.
Bai Anan took a two-finger-thick wooden stick and handed it to Dugu Yao, who took it, picked up the bowl and drank the wine. opened his mouth and asked, "Lao Tzu told you that you are not allowed to mix with the people of the Kule Gate, have you listened?"
Dugu Nie was surprised that Dugu Yao's first question was not where he had been these days, and he was a little panicked. After sorting out his thoughts, he said stubbornly, "Listen." ”
Dugu Yao pumped a stick to Dugu Nirvana's left arm, and Dugu Nirvana didn't say anything.
Dugu Yao scolded: "Then in the few days you sent the letter, you ran to Kule Gate twice, what happened?"
Dugu Ni is a little weak-hearted, Dugu Yao can know that he has been there twice, and I don't know if he has gone to Kule Gate to inquire. But when he thought that the letter was still in his baggage, Dugu Yao shouldn't have read it, so he wanted to be confused, and said, "There is a letter from the Bittersweet Gate." ”
Dugu Yao stood up, bent down and slapped Dugu Nie in the face, and roared: "The first time you went was to deliver a letter, did you have a letter when you went the second time?"
Dugu Nie's face was hot, and this slap was even more uncomfortable than the stick just now. Just as he was hesitating to continue lying, Dugu Yao shouted violently: "The people of Kule Gate have told the truth, and you still want to quibble? Why did Lao Tzu give birth to such a rebel as you, and dare to lie! Before you are nine years old, you miss a woman? That little cheap embryo poured ecstasy soup on you?"
When Dugu Nie heard the words "little cheap embryo", she suddenly raised her head and said, "You can't say that about my classmate!
Dugu Yao had never seen Dugu Ni talk back like this, and this time he was so angry that he hit Dugu Ni directly in the face. Dugu Nirvana had no luck to protect his body, and suddenly a sharp pain came from his face, especially in his ears, which hurt a little fiercely.
Bai An'an watched this stick go down, and suddenly became anxious, and opened his mouth to say something to Dugu Yao, but he seemed to hold back, and instead scolded Dugu Nie loudly: "You have a good mix with that little cheap embryo, and now you dare to contradict your father." Are you going to kill both of us for that little in the future?"
When Dugu Nirvana heard this, he felt that everything was lost. I wanted to say, "How is that possible?" but I couldn't open my mouth at this time. It's not the pain on my face, it's the emotion there, and I really don't want to speak.
Bai An'an's words were obviously angry, but Dugu Nie was silent, which made Bai Anan angry enough, and scolded: "It's light, it's light, it seems that there is really this idea." ”
Dugu Yao walked behind Dugu Nie and twitched his back, but Dugu Nie was stunned and didn't snort.
Dugu Yao has never seen such a situation, and in the past, Dugu Nirvana wanted to beg for mercy. But today's stuffy gourd appearance made Dugu Yao even more angry, and said: "What a rebel!" and pumped more than a dozen times, each heavier than the other.
Dugu Nirvana did not raise his qi to protect himself, and his back was already full of flesh.
The atmosphere was a little weird, Dugu Yao sat back on the chair, and while pouring wine, he muttered in his heart, as if he was embarrassed by Dugu Nirvana's abnormal performance.
Dugu Ni watched Dugu Yao drink another bowl, and thought to herself, this is a breath, and she wants to continue fighting.
But he saw Dugu Yao put down the stick and said, "It's quite tough, let me ask you, is there no father like me in your eyes?"
Dugu Nirvana shook his head.
Dugu Yao sneered and said, "Maybe in your eyes, I am not as important as that little cheap embryo." You really make Lao Tzu feel cold!"
When Dugu Ni heard the word "cold heart", she only felt that her heart seemed to be colder. He took a deep breath and said, "Although the method of cultivating the mind of the Bitter Happiness Gate is dangerous, it is the cultivation purpose of guiding people to be good and seeking everything from within......"
"Shut up!" Dugu Yao interrupted Dugu Nirvana, his eyes widened and said, "Do you still need you to teach?"
Dugu Ni was not convinced, and said again: "I don't know how others are, but I know that Fang Wutong is a kind person. You can't generalize ......"
Dugu Yao stood up, bent down and slapped Dugu Nie in the face again.
Dugu Nirvana was finally silenced.
Dugu Yao trembled with anger, and after a long time, he asked again: "Let me ask you, what is filial piety?"
Dugu Ni looked at Dugu Yao and said: "Filial piety is not obedient, but also filial piety! No one can say that he must be right, and neither can I." My father and mother are naturally good for me, but I can't break other people's hearts at will because I follow my father. ”
Dugu Yao sneered again and said: "Good book to read! It seems that you are really fascinated by that little cheap embryo! You don't have to think about it anymore, your mother went to Kule Gate to inquire about your news that day, and she has already met that little cheap embryo, and made it clear that you are not allowed to mix with her again." I'm afraid that little wants to see you again. ”
Dugu Ni clenched his fists tightly, his eyes full of resentment.
Dugu Yao stared at Dugu Nirvana's eyes and said viciously: "Lao Tzu has no other skills, and he has eyeliner." From now on, if you mess with that little cheap embryo again, get out of this house, Lao Tzu should have never given birth to you!"
Dugu Ni looked at Dugu Yao's eyes and said nothing.
Dugu Yao went to pour a bowl of wine and drank it again, and his face turned red, I don't know if he was angry or drunk. "Lao Tzu wants you a word today, do you want your father and mother, or do you want that little cheap embryo?"
Dugu Nirvana was silent for a long time.
Dugu Yao was impatient, and shouted: "Speak, are you dumb? If you don't give an explanation today, you will get out of Laozi! Never come back!"
Dugu Ni closed her eyes and said, "I don't associate with her anymore." ”
Bai Anan sneered: "It's still a little clever, you choose her, you choose her and let her raise you, you see if Kule Gate will give you food!
Hearing this, Dugu Nie wanted to go back again, but the sentence in his heart, "I'm not because you gave me food", couldn't say it, and his heart was very tormented.
I heard Dugu Yao continue to say: "Okay, you remember what you said for Lao Tzu! If you dare to say something, Lao Tzu and your mother will go to Kule Gate to make a mess!"
Imagining the picture described by Dugu Yao, and then thinking about Fang Wutong's tearful appearance, Dugu Nie's heart ached.
On the day of July, Dugu Nirvana only felt as if she felt the cold of the winter moon.
has been forced to agree to his parents, and it is useless to say anything, Dugu Nirvana's body that was originally kneeling straight suddenly swelled with a sense of powerlessness, and indescribable exhaustion turned into kneeling on the ground.
Dugu Yao shouted angrily: "Isn't it good to kneel?"
Dugu Ni seemed to have no strength to speak, almost as if she needed to raise her fighting strength, and used her best strength to kneel straight again.
Dugu Yao asked again, "Where have you been these days?"
Dugu Ni told the matter of Tianxing Sect and Baicaozhuang, and omitted some things that Dugu Ni thought would make Dugu Yao and Bai An'an jump on their feet.
After listening to this, Dugu Yao's tone softened a little, and he said drunkly: "What's so great about you, when Lao Tzu was in the army before, when he was in the army, one day was not as dangerous as you experienced?
Dugu Nirvana didn't dare to refute.
Dugu Yao continued: "Starting tomorrow, don't send any more letters. Go to your third aunt's restaurant to work, there are many people there, and it is not easy for others to start. ”
"I can deliver letters, and I don't have to go out of town or to a remote place. Dugu Nirvana said seriously.
Dugu Yao seemed to be angry, and said: "Stinky boy, I just don't want to go to the restaurant to do chores, right? ”
Dugu Nie was helpless and nodded.
Dugu Yao stretched out his hand and patted Dugu Nirvan's head lightly, and said, "Get out!"
Dugu Ni got up at this time, and didn't bow to Dugu Yao and Bai An'an, and went to his house. Bai An'an followed behind Dugu Nirvana, walked to the room, and said lightly: "Take off your clothes and put on some medicine." ”
Dugu Nirvana's back was also painful, hearing Bai An'an say this, he felt that even if his father and mother were domineering, it was always for their own good, but when they thought of Fang Wutong, they didn't know what kind of grievances they had suffered in Bai An'an, and the warmth in his heart was gone.
When Bai An'an gave Dugu Nie the medicine, Dugu Nie had a feeling - it turned out that there was indescribable happiness in the pain. The back hurts hotly, but when Dugu Nie knows that this pain is a great help to the trauma behind him, he actually enjoys this pain a little, and then thinks back to his naughty, after falling his knee, the wound has just scarred, and he can't help but itch his hands and want to tear it off, I don't know how many times I have been beaten for this quirk, and I still can't change it.
At this moment, some of the words in the "Four Classics" appeared in Dugu Nirvana's mind, and Dugu Nirvana had a new understanding of it.
Happiness in suffering is not necessarily self-deception. There is joy in suffering, and it is indeed the true meaning of life.
It's like crying sometimes because you're sad, but if you can cry freely, isn't it happiness?
Pain is still pain, but venting pain is a kind of pleasure.
Hungry and fragrant, thirsty and sweet, sleepy and beautiful.
Maybe there have been too many joys and sorrows these days, and Dugu Nirvana actually got such an enlightenment, and suddenly let his unhappiness be swept away, and he suddenly felt a coolness in his mind.
After Bai An'an nagged for a long time before leaving the room, Dugu Nirvana couldn't wait to sit down and start meditating.