Chapter 4 The Heartache of Loss
When the doctor changed the gauze on his hands, he was reminded not to play the violin or get wet, otherwise it would be easy to become inflamed.
Say thank you to the doctor, and then leave the hospital alone with a backpack, stopping on the busy street, Xi Yuming stretched out his hands and remembered what the doctor said to him.
It's a blessing not to be drowned by the tide, and everything that comes your way in the future is good, so there's no need to be sad about whether to play the violin during this time.
It's right to think about it, I've experienced life and death, what are you afraid of?
Xi Yuming tried to make himself confident and strode towards the school.
As expected, when everyone saw him, they would gather together in three or two to laugh and say something, and he pretended not to hear or see, and walked towards the dormitory.
When he arrived at the dormitory, he saw several roommates looking at him strangely, and he knew that it was best not to speak, otherwise more unexpected things would happen.
It was indeed imaginary, even if he didn't speak, they would laugh and ask themselves what had happened that day, and while he sorted out his own affairs, he simply responded, nothing, nothing happened, just a normal mistake.
When he wanted to hand over the sorted materials to Pei Zongche, he found that his bed was empty, and he looked at the other classmates in surprise, only to be told that Pei Zongche had moved out.
That's right, they've all graduated, and they're going to leave here sooner or later, so everyone's ridicule can be ignored.
Xi Yuming didn't ask Pei Zongche where he went, when he moved out, why did he move out now, for him now, he just wants to make his own music after graduating from school, these are enough.
At night, he walked aimlessly beside the lake alone, the shadow of the dim street lamp was particularly faint, and he suddenly wanted to play a song, but his hands were wrapped in gauze, and the violin was not with him.
"What are you thinking?"
A voice behind him woke up Xi Yuming, but when he turned around, it turned out to be Han Yifeng, and it was rare to see his tone so deep that he didn't hear that the timbre was his.
"The flowers are falling, and the moon is full without stars. Xi Yuming didn't discuss Han Yifeng's unusual temperament, stared at his shadow and looked up.
"I thought you were sad because you couldn't play music for a while, but it turns out that you still have a garden in your heart. ”
"What about you, aren't you?" Xi Yuming smiled faintly, when the breeze passed, he was like a jade boy.
"We're about to leave here, but I don't know when I'm going to be what I want it to be, and this garden is in the sky after all. ”
"Isn't your Chinese painting always improving?
"You don't know, I was an orphan since I was a child, my current parents adopted me, they treat me as their own, they have spent a lot of money for me over the years, and now that I have graduated, I don't dare to think that I still have ideals to complete, I just want to have a job after graduation, and I don't want them to worry about it anymore. ”
It is rare to see Han Yifeng with heart and lungs, but such a deep and melancholy appearance is not suitable for him at all, he is used to his unrestrained romantic smile, and this appearance is really surprising.
"Actually, I'm also thinking about what to do after graduation, my parents have paid a lot for it, and my little sister has given up her studies for me, and now she can't do anything except sing. ”
"Aren't you going to the bar?"
"I was told to go next month. ”
"That's good, so that you can solve your own food and clothing problem, take your time, everything will be fine. ”
In fact, saying this is also comforting himself, Han Yifeng is very aware of the current situation, and his unbridled laughter every day will not make him forget his current situation, but he just didn't say it.
"I heard that Zong Che has moved out, and I haven't had time to contact him today to ask about the situation. Xi Yuming then said with a faint smile on his face.
"Well, his performance that night was a success, and the mysterious guest was a scout, and he took a fancy to him at a glance, and he is now worry-free. ”
"Did you agree to sign a contract with him?" Xi Yuming didn't really want to care about this, but he still asked.
"I heard that this is what it means, and ......"
"What else?" asked Xi Yuming.
"There is also the fact that Jiang Fan's father is one of the mysterious guests, and her father is the president of Jiangxia Entertainment, it seems that Zong Che has a way out in the future, and everyone can see that Jiang Fan is dead set on him. ”
"......" Xi Yuming's heart turned over the river and the sea, and there were all kinds of tastes, but he couldn't say it, in fact, he also knew that Han Yifeng had always known his thoughts, but he didn't explain it, only Han Yifeng knew what he liked about Jiang Fan.
"In fact, if you let go of the shackles on your heart, you may not be much worse than Zong Che, don't be so depressed in the future, no one wants to guess your thoughts all the time, understand your sorrows and joys. ”
"You have been influenced by me today, and after saying so much, don't you just want to become a master of Chinese painting? You also have to work hard, sometimes my depressed personality is actually quite suitable for you. ”
Xi Yuming doesn't like others to talk about his character, because he knows that he is not such a person, but he doesn't know why, after returning from Xiangfo Temple, he always has a desire to recall a lot of things, but he doesn't know where to remember, let alone what to remember.
Such strange feelings had always haunted him, and that night at the seaside, the familiar and unfamiliar scent always made him inexplicably restless.
"It's rare for me to talk to you with such a real temperament, but don't laugh at me!" Han Yifeng said with a smile.
"Why am I laughing at you, I also have a lot of confused things that I don't understand during this time, and I was trying to find someone to talk to, and it happened that you came. Xi Yuming forgot the injury on his hand, patted Han Yifeng, and screamed in pain.
"You really deserve it!" Han Yifeng showed a smile on his face, "Who told you to run to the beach, and you still don't know whether to live or die, this matter makes you remember, and you will find me if you have something on your mind in the future." ”
"If it weren't for you, would I be hurt?" I would ......" Xi Yuming's depressed mood at the moment suddenly became excited, if it weren't for Han Yifeng, how could he be embarrassed in public!
"Okay, okay, it's a complete accident, ...... accident"
"I'm a ......"
Now that it has become a big joke in the whole school, Xi Yuming is really too lazy to deal with Han Yifeng, and he really can pretend to be deep!
"It's just a pity...... Han Yifeng suddenly shook his head and sighed lightly, "I don't know if the cinnabar mole on your palm can keep ......"
Xi Yuming was suddenly sad, this is his most precious treasure and pride since he was born, is it because the danger of that night no longer exists?
"What did you say?"
"I saw that the wound was quite deep, and kept reminding the doctor to take care of this cinnabar mole carefully, knowing that you regarded it as a treasure, but at that time you were unconscious, and the wound was deep, and the doctor said that he could not guarantee it......"
Recently, everything has really gone wrong, and he is almost depressed, and the most heartache is not in front of the teachers and students of the whole school, but that the cinnabar mole in his palm may no longer exist.