This is a story hidden deep in my heart, never before has such a story made me feel so profound, as long as I think about it a little, there are countless images rushing to my heart, happy, happy, sad, shocking, like a video recorder gradually playing in my mind.

I know that these are different from novels, they are real and really unforgettable.

1. Do you walk in or walk out?

This summer is destined to be scorching.

The big dog had a flat haircut, which looked a little like the sixteen-year-old him on his ID card.

He smiled, feeling quite relieved, and finally waited for this moment.

The feeling of constant oppression day and night had already bent his spine a little in the small companion room of the three, his white hair also secretly popped out, and his seventeen-year-old face was full of roughness, but at the moment his smile was innocent, and even attracted the attention of a female candidate, and then turned back shyly.

He has enough self-confidence, even if his family has been looking forward to it for a long time, he has no heart, lungs and no pressure.

So the moment he stepped into the examination room in a heavy and serious atmosphere, the big dog understood that no matter what the result was, he should accept it.

"Is it you in this photo?" the invigilator was eager to see through the vicissitudes of life and see what an ugly heart was hidden under that skin.

"It's me. The big dog was about to take a quick look at the math test paper, and when he heard the question, he could only put down his pen for a while and replied seriously.

He was a little nervous.

Unexpected situations always make people impatient, and even if he has enough confidence to say this, the invigilator still catches the panic in his eyes.

He pushed the heavy lenses and waved his hand to the podium, "Come on." ”

Another invigilator also came over and carefully compared the two faces, and sure enough, they were just look-alike, and the shape was almost like a different head.

"Don't answer the question yet, wait here. ”

One of them snatched the pen and test paper from the big dog's hand without saying anything, and the other teacher went out for a long time, and soon, outside the window, there was a flow of adults gathered, discussing opinions in their mouths, and looking indoors through the iron fence from time to time.

The sound of the test paper opening kept ringing in his ears, and time slipped away quietly, and it was not long before he saw that many people had already answered the multiple-choice questions on the first page.

He had fine beads of sweat on his forehead, and he didn't have much time left for himself.

"Teacher, I want to answer the question. He mustered his courage and whispered.

Perhaps sensing the passage of time, the invigilator saw that the discussion was fruitless, and if the candidate was delayed, he could not bear the specific responsibility for the exam, and after thinking for a while, he finally handed him the test paper and pen in his hand.

"You can do the questions with peace of mind first. He instructed.

Before leaving, he showed a kind smile to the big dog, a teacher who believes in you, he feels that he has fulfilled the duty of a teacher, and he cares for him, but he doesn't know that the big dog's heart has been messed up.

His mind was terrible, the multiple-choice questions were blurred like a veil, and he didn't understand any of the ten questions.

The test was smashed.

He knew that he had failed the math test he was best at, but he didn't feel much pathos, as if he had never intended to find the light since he first stepped into this dark and damp classroom.

Just two weeks ago.

"Teacher, I don't know how to write this question. He handed the math problem in front of him to the head teacher.

It was a somewhat greasy teacher, with a greasy hairstyle, a greasy body shape, greasy lips, greasy eyes, and even words.

He glanced at the problem and took the book back, the big dog did not put the answer in the book, he felt that the math teacher was the most powerful, and he could always solve all kinds of problems in the simplest way.

"You don't need to bring such a topic to me in the future, your ability is limited, don't delay my time if you can't do it, and don't delay my time. ”

As if to say so, the big dog showed a wry smile, left the exam paper on the table, and walked out of the examination room by himself.

Someone was waiting for him, but he didn't go over because he knew she would come back.

"Son, how did you do in the exam?"

"Not bad. The big dog said with a smug face, and even though the girl behind him was crying, he still seemed too relaxed.

"Alright, let's go back to dinner!" she smiled happily, and the big dog put away his smile and got into the electric car.

A month later, the big dog was lying on the bamboo bed, feeling a little lost, and he knew that he should go in again.

That bottomless black hole, the place he didn't like the most, the school.

Here, he can never find the place where he can find self-confidence, people who are smarter than him can't help him, people who are stupider than him can't help him, learning is completely a matter of two people, and he has experienced this matter very deeply.

So this time, he changed schools.

2. A lonely poem

He always felt that he was not smart enough.

A smart person always plays the role of a teaser, and he always wants to be the one who makes people happy, and he always wants to be the one who shines the brightest light into the dark corners.

This time the big dog learned to be well-behaved, he already had experience in playing a game for the second time, and the same is true for learning, he performed well and took the first place in the exam.

He didn't need to work so hard, and the nearly three-month vacation had completely mobilized the lazy nerves in his body, and he didn't have any enthusiasm for anything.

But he was willing to do so.

Because the first time he came here, he bumped into a man.

A girl who makes his heart flutter.

Two stunned.

The second stunned person was a little natural, very beautiful, the big dog liked her faint dusty temperament, and those big bright eyes, he didn't dare to say it, he could only behave well, so that she had to notice herself.

It's his thoughts, but he's not good at taking chances.

Several times he was stunned and talked to him, but he pretended not to hear. It's not that he insists on doing this, but he has never been good at communicating with the girls he likes, and when he heard the crisp voice like a silver bell, he felt empty in his heart, and hurriedly straightened his back, sat on the seat and pretended to do the question.

"You're so powerful, you're more than two hundred points higher than me. ”

The voice came from behind him, his body was a little stiff, and he wanted to turn around, but he found that he couldn't control it, and his brain seemed to be dead, and it took a while to squeeze out a word.

"Hmm. ”

When the people were gone, he turned his head and found that the beautiful figure had long since disappeared, so he put down the pen in his hand and sighed deeply at the words on the notebook.

I am stunned, because of you and I want to be excellent.