Chapter Eighty-Six: I can't help myself
I don't know how long it took, Yun Wuxian became conscious, and he first moved his hands and feet slightly. Then, slowly open your eyes. There was darkness in front of him, no, chaos to be exact, he was wrapped in an eggshell, and his breathing was a little blocked.
A faint blue light shot from above his head, cutting through the chaos and into his eyes.
Soon, Yun Wuji's gaze was on the blue light. Yun Wuji's head couldn't move, and his eyes could only stare at the blue thing. He looked at it for a long time, and the blue thing slowly grew larger in his eyes, and gradually changed from a circle to a square, then to a triangle, and finally to a sword.
A blue sword that glows.
Beneath the blue sword is the blue world.
Yun Wuji's body slowly floated, and he was able to stand, although he still couldn't move freely, he could see more.
Blue forests, blue earth, blue rivers.
There were heads floating in the river, rising and falling with the waves, like dancing balls.
For Yun Wuji, these heads were somewhat familiar, and he could even distinguish the eyes, nose, and every hair that had appeared on the skull.
He struggled to recall, and in the depths of his memory, those hairs became clearer and clearer.
Yun Wuji's heart fluctuated a little, like a stone thrown into the calm water. Immediately, a figure appeared in front of him, with a black robe and black hair. He could only see the man's back, still somewhat familiar.
"Get up, take up your weapons, don't control your emotions and want to do what you have to do. ”
The voice spread from all directions, as if it came from a warm afternoon, with the fragrance of flowers, very soft and warm, Yun Wuxian remembered Feng Blacksmith's advice to him, remembered Mu Rong's mud for him, and Feng Aya'er's love for him.
Everything exists in the softest place in his memory.
The footsteps moved forward slowly, and Yun Wuxian didn't know where he was going, let alone what was waiting for him in the next moment. He was only interested in following the man in black. As he walked, those gentle things were gone, and he saw fallen leaves, flying snow, abyss, and dead people, blue swords hanging high in the air, and red blood flowing everywhere.
Gentleness is an illusion, and hatred lasts forever.
Following the man in black, with every step Yun Wuxian took, the hatred in his heart deepened. When he walked through the frozen winter, his heart was only murder, revenge and loneliness.
"A saint who rules the world with filial piety will know where chaos arises, and he can cure it, but he who does not know where chaos arises, and he who does not know where chaos arises, he cannot be cured. For example, if a doctor attacks a person's disease, he must know the origin of the disease, and he can attack it, and if he does not know the cause of the disease, he will be able to attack. Those who control chaos must know that the place of chaos arises, and they can cure it; if they do not know where the chaos arises, they can be cured. A saint who rules the world must not fail to observe the place of chaos. ”
Yun Wuji's mind came to mind the old man who called himself Mozi, and the book Mozi gave him. The Chinese characters of the book floated into his mind like fallen leaves.
Harmony in the world, and love for others.
There is love in the heart, and all things are compassionate.
The two voices quarreled in Yun Wuji's heart, Yun Wuxian was unsettled, and his mind was also swaying from side to side. His body was bathed in the spring breeze for a while, and he stepped into the frozen winter day for a while.
When he was uncertain, a hand reached out to Yun Wuxian and guided him, and the balance in his heart tilted to one side. He had completely entered the frozen land, and when Yun Wuxian turned around, he saw the man in black, and the frozen snow behind the man in black. The clouds looked around without a trace, the snow was vast, and he couldn't find an exit.
Mougins, a pile of white bones appeared on the snow.
Looking at the white bones, Yun Wuji's eyes wept, tears fell on the white bones, and the white bones began to sing, singing of death, singing of revenge, singing of hatred in the cold world.
Looking at the white bones of the Phantom Dance, Yun Wuxian smiled, smiled coldly, with all the pleasure after killing and revenge, he smiled.
The block in his heart disappeared, his whole body was relaxed, and he was about to take off happily.
"This is you, the real you. Don't suppress the hatred in your heart. Do what you want and enjoy life as you want. The cold voice rang in his ears again, and this time, he enjoyed it. His heart has been opened, and he no longer thinks about the difference between good people and bad people, and he no longer thinks about the meaning of his lover and the harmony of the world.
You can do whatever you want, and that's where the joy of life lies.
Knowing this truth, he threw away all the things he learned in Moshan's "Thinking Over the Cliff".
The seeds of revenge were planted in his heart.
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This is exactly what Tu Xiao wants to see.
That's right, what happened to Yun Wuxian when he came to Qingzhou City was all Tu Xiao's plan. Yun Wuxian was sent to Moshan, and Tu Yu understood Yu Qingxian's intentions. He was just waiting for the opportunity to crush Yu Qingxian's intentions. Only by filling Yun Wuxian's heart with hatred can he provide fertile soil for the growth of Chiyou Yuanling.
So, Tu Liao placed a monster in Qingzhou City, the Nian Beast.
The year is an ancient monster. This thing lives in the mountains and eats birds and animals. Although he is in the Three Realms, he does not participate in the dispute between the Three Realms. It was Tu Liao who found Nian, who hid a mortal in the rhinoceros. After eating rhinoceros, I feel that the meat taste of rhinoceros is very delicious. Tu Liao took the opportunity to tell the little trick he played. Since then, he has learned that human flesh is better than the meat of birds and animals. So, Tu Liao came to Qingzhou in the first year.
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After the purpose of slaughtering the liao is achieved, it is inconvenient to stay longer. He sent Yun Wuxian to the inn and left.
Everything about Fang Cai, not only for Yun Wuxi, but also for Feng Aya'er, is also extremely incomprehensible. She has been in Moshan for many years, and she thinks that her demon subduing skills are already very powerful. But just now, she was played with by an invisible hand. For her, this experience is unprecedented.
The two of them sat dumbfounded at the door of the inn, watching the sun rise in the east, slowly turn to the south, and finally set in the west. Yun Wuji's stomach "gurgled".
"Senior sister, are you hungry?" asked Yun Wuxian .
Feng Aya'er said abruptly: "Senior brother, am I very incompetent?" Shizun asked me to subdue the snake demon, and so far, I haven't even seen the shadow of the snake demon. ”
"Senior sister, you have thought too much. We don't know that in addition to snake demons, there are also Nian beasts in Qingzhou City. ”
Yun Wuxian turned his head to look at Feng Aya'er, Feng Aya'er's eyes looked into the distance, and a faint sadness appeared on her face. Yun Wuxian was a little puzzled, he felt that the trip to Qingzhou was not important. Why is Feng Aya'er so important?
"If this operation fails, my efforts over the past few years will be in vain. I don't want to do that, they're still waiting for me. Feng Aya'er had tears in her eyes.
From Feng Aya'er's words, Yun Wuxian heard the meaning beyond the words. He asked cautiously, "Senior sister, who are they?"
Feng Aya'er realized that she had leaked her mouth, so she hurriedly wiped her tears, smiled at Chongyun Wuxian and said, "Senior brother, it's nothing?" Maybe I'm thinking too much about eradicating the snake demon. This is my last chance, and I can't let my master down. ”
"Senior sister, we haven't seen the snake demon yet, why are you discouraged?" Yun Wuxian said.
"I had a feeling that this operation, I was going to fail. Feng Aya'er said.
"Even if the operation fails, it's not a big deal. Yun Wuxian said, "Mu Rong said that it is impossible for people to have smooth sailing in this life, and it is not a bad thing to experience some setbacks. As the old saying goes......"
Without waiting for Yun Wuxian to finish speaking, Feng Aya'er interjected: "You don't understand my situation, I came to Moshan to ......"
Feng Aya'er suddenly stopped talking. Obviously, she has something to hide from Yun Wuxian. Yun Wuxian immediately thought of Chen Feng's previous aggressive search for Feng Aya'er. At that time, Chen Feng said that Feng Aya'er had something to hide from him. Perhaps, Chen Feng's words are right.
Regarding Feng Aya'er's life experience, Yun Wuxian is also very curious. However, since Feng Aya'er was reluctant to speak, Yun Wuxian stopped the idea of asking.
"The boat is naturally straight to the bridge. Senior sister, don't worry about people here anymore. Yun Wuxian shook Feng Aya'er's shoulder and said, "I'm hungry, senior sister, you can take me to find food." ”
Seeing Yun Wuxian begging for himself like a child, a trace of maternal love surged in Feng Aya'er's heart. Perhaps, for every woman, they can't tell whether their love for a man is erotic love or pure maternal love.
"Let's go. It's been a hard day, and I haven't eaten. Feng Aya'er stood up, Yun Wuxian also stood up, he took Feng Aya'er's arm, and the two of them walked out of Qingzhou City. After traveling three or five miles, when she arrived at the barren mountain, Feng Aya'er let Yun Wuxian make a fire, and she went to hunt prey.
Feng Aya'er left, and Yun Wuxian found some dry branches. He was lighting a fire when a cold wind blew. The wind came strangely and without warning. The departures were also strange and without warning. Without a head or tail, if it weren't for the hair that had been blown up, Yun Wuxian would have thought that he had a delusion.
Immediately, Yun Wuxian smelled a fishy smell, Yun Wuxian turned his head, and was about to look for the source of the fishy smell, when he saw a snake coiled on a tree.
"Ah!!h
Yun Wuxian shouted, and ran about ten zhang with a rolling belt. He looked back, and the snake was still coiled in the old tree, unmoving. Yun Wuxian breathed a sigh of relief, and before his breath could be relieved, that is, in the blink of an eye, the snake came to him. The tongue was only one meter away from Yun Wuji's face, and the snake opened its mouth and spit out the snake hyacinth, about to touch Yun Wuji's face.
Yun Wuxian closed his eyes in fright.