Chapter 45: The Wish
Lin Zhengxi is seventy-six years old, and his hands always shake unconsciously. Autumn came, and he was dressed like an old teacher, with a blazer and a white shirt and trousers.
In his later years, Lin Zhengxi no longer had the splendor and vitality of his youth, but more of the quietness and vicissitudes of life precipitated by the years.
Lin Zhengxi walked to a flower field, where the sunflowers had already produced sunflower seeds, and it turned out that it was autumn.
Thinking that Lin Zhenglan went first before she survived until autumn this year, Lin Zhengxi was sad, and before he died, Lin Zhenglan also said to him: "Brother, I'm so afraid of going to hell, I'm afraid of being bullied by other ghosts, brother, you won't rush in front of me to protect me anymore." ”
Before Lin Zhengxi could answer her, she closed her eyes, and Lin Zhengxi's last concern in this world was gone.
He looked at Lin Zhenglan's closed eyes and silently shed two lines of tears, remembering that when he accompanied her to find Zhou Xinyao, he protected her behind him, and she was still arguing with Zhou's father and Zhou's mother.
remembered that when Wang Xiaokun cheated, she cried like a child in front of him.
remembered the way she took the child to make him laugh in front of him, this past has come to an end, Lin Zhengxi held Lin Zhenglan's hand tightly, and no one could let him stand up and open his hands to protect.
After Lin Zhenglan left, Lin Zhengxi became old and fragile, there was no light in his eyes, he was always nested at home, and he finally came out, but his mood still did not improve.
In this life, whether it is long or not short, the reason why Lin Zhengxi insists on living is nothing more than to let his sister have something to rely on.
But now he is sad and nostalgic thinking about the past, lamenting that this life is really too long, living like a year, lonely and lonely.
Xu Meng and Wang Li have traveled all over the world in the past few decades, admired countless landscapes, and taken countless photos, but Xu Meng has never smiled, and her eyes are empty and numb when she looks at the scenery.
For Xu Meng, these decades have been like a white horse, but Wang Li's endless life made Xu Meng unbearable and asked: "Wang Li, where are you going to take me?"
"The last destination, we returned to the underworld after we went, and Lin Zhengxi also died. Wang Liming knew that there was no point in him fulfilling that promise, but he just wanted Xu Meng to accompany him again.
"Where is it?" Xu Meng was surprised, the days of such hard work were coming to an end.
"I'll just take you there. Wang Li thought of it and was in a happy mood.
Xu Meng didn't look forward to it, but she was in a good mood, because she was going to meet Lin Zhengxi soon.
Deke and Zheng, Wang Xue and Xi, moved many times, because the children grew up with the same appearance, and they moved ten years after the children graduated.
After moving back every ten years, they finally settled in a small sparsely populated village with snow-capped mountains, and every day when you open the door, you can see rolling snow-capped mountains, and there is a large evergreen pine forest under the snow-capped mountains.
Decorte and Zheng also have less contact with Lin Zhengxi because of running around, and they have never returned to the underworld, and Decor doesn't like to go back.
I think it's good here, and Decorte also likes to ride deer, she is the most childish and fun-loving person in the house.
Zheng didn't look so thin when he put on a thick cotton jacket, and the appearance on his face seemed to have become gentle because of the warmth of these years.
Wang Xue looked at the pine trees that were still full of green in late autumn and smiled, and said to the stream next to him: "If there is a maple forest or birch forest here, it should be red by now, and the leaves are flying." ”
"Yes, in winter, you can still hang ice ridges on the bare trees, and it should look good, but it's a pity that it's so green all year round. Brook said pitifully.
"Xi, what did you like about me at the beginning?" Wang Xue didn't understand why Xi took the initiative to pursue him.
"I like you like a dangerous but not venomous snake. The analogy that Xi said was very appropriate, Wang Xue blushed when he heard it, Xi looked at the shy Wang Xue, felt that he was very cute, and couldn't help but hold his face and take a sip.
Wang Li took Xu Meng to the city where he met Li Yao, but the location was not at Li Yao's house, but in front of Li Yao's tombstone.
Xu Meng looked at the black-and-white photos on the tombstone, her heart was depressed, and she choked up and asked Wang Li: "Why did you bring me here?"
"Because this is where I used to know Bai Lu, and the cemetery here is my former tailor's shop, and Bai Lu's little cottage. Wang Li knew that Xu Meng would be uncomfortable, but Lin Zhengxi's deadline was approaching, and his last wish was to return to his hometown with his old man.
"Then what do you want to do?" Xu Meng was a little surprised, all this was really a coincidence.
"It's nothing, it's just to take you over and have a look. Wang Li sat down, looked at the dense tombstones in front of him, and sighed, how good it was here before.
White Dew's cottage, upstairs and downstairs, was the only sight to behold on the street, and she would watch him from the window upstairs while he was studying at the tailor's shop.
"Do you remember?" Wang Li broke off his memories and asked Xu Meng, who remembered but didn't want to remember.
She is still in Bai Lu's life, and she admires and admires Zelian, because when they met for the first time, Zelian flew up to the eaves like a hero in a martial arts novel.
Zelian was extremely gentle with her at that time, and Xu Meng had to admit that Zelian was really a perfect lover at that time.
"I remember, I don't feel it. But Xu Meng is not Bai Lu, she can't experience that feeling anymore.
"Well, okay, then do you know why Li Yao doesn't remember you?" Wang Li wanted to talk a little longer, delay a little longer, he didn't want to see Xu Meng and Lin Zhengxi flying so soon.
Xu Meng looked at Wang Li who was abnormal, what was going on? But thinking of those memories that belonged to Wang Li and Bai Lu, Xu Meng didn't fight against Wang Li anymore.
"Oh, why?" Xu Meng sat down and turned his head to look at Wang Li with his chin propped up, and asked him, Wang Li looked at Xu Meng's movements playful and cute, and the words he was about to say were a little speechless.
"Why don't you say it?" Xu Meng looked at Wang Li and was stunned for a long time, Wang Li blinked his eyes twice, and then sat down and lowered his head, and said in a low voice:
"Because you were born and given away by your grandparents, your mother received a call here, your father died, and then I heard your grandparents say that they gave you away, and they went crazy all of a sudden.
After being in a psychiatric hospital for three years, it was your grandmother and grandfather who took your mother home, and then took medicine every day to control it, she didn't forget you, she just got sick. ”
When Xu Meng heard the truth, she would rather believe that she had forgotten herself, Xu Meng felt uncomfortable, but she didn't have tears to vent.
She stroked the photo on the tombstone, and in the next life, she will be reincarnated into reincarnation, she must be her mother's child again, be her mother's little cotton, warm and warm.