Chapter 447: He Bears the Guilt
Lingxi said, looked at Bai Junqian, after seeing Bai Junqian's expression, a heart seemed to be tightened by thousands of pains layer by layer, flying up and down, completely at the mercy of himself.
She took a deep breath and said, "But I'm already figuring out how to get them back now......" She tried to make her tone as easy as she could. But the guilt and uneasiness in her heart still flew towards her, entangled her mind, ears and eyes tightly, and she couldn't help but close her eyes, unwilling to see Bai Junqian's gaze again, and didn't want to see his pale face every minute.
For a long time, there was no answer, Lingxi slowly opened his eyes, but he felt that Bai Junqian seemed to be far away from him, and it seemed to be within reach.
She desperately tried to catch the sound that passed her ears, she wanted to hear Bai Junqian's reprimand, but there was nothing.
"Master, are you disappointed in me, like before......" Lingxi's voice was strong from nothingness, and he tried his best to endure the pain in his heart.
Stratus stiffened, dying in a stagnant time, and pressed heavily overhead.
Lingxi choked up, as if a butterfly was fanning its wings in her voice, stirring up the words: "Master, I'm sorry...... I was wrong......"
Suddenly, Bai Junqian stretched out his hand and hugged Lingxi, and he said in her ear, "It's okay, it's okay." ”
It turned out that this was the reason why she was wrong during this time, and it turned out that she was also afraid of losing him...... He didn't like to kill, and she had always cared about that.
"I can really save them, I was wrong!" Lingxi's voice trembled violently, and he said, "Trust me, Master." She burst out in tears, a series of tears running silently down her sad face, without a single cry, just letting the tears flow down her face.
"Master, don't hate me, okay......" The air gradually cooled, and the aftermath slowly dissipated like a silkworm cocoon, approaching transparency.
She was like a child at this time, afraid of losing and snuggling in his arms, clutching his shirt tightly, unwilling to let go.
Bai Junqian's heart was also clenched, and he patted Lingxi's back with his hand, wanting to calm Lingxi down. At the same time, he also thought that even if he knew this, he would not abandon Lingxi, which he was very sure of.
It can be said that no matter what Lingxi does, he is now inseparable from her.
Her sin is his.
"Lingxi, it's not right for you to do this...... But it is impossible for a teacher to leave you, and I can't blame you. I can only help you bear these sins together, I can only ......" He slowly let Lingxi raise his head, looked at the tears on her face, smiled indifferently, wiped away the tears that were about to fall on her face, and said: "I can only stay by your side all the time, never give up." ”
"Master......"
The light emanating from Bai Junqian's eyes was warm and dialytic, like a mirror, allowing her to see everything about herself. All unbearable, vulnerable, scared......
Lingxi looked at him in a daze. She was so tired during this time, the strength she had pretended to be in front of others had finally collapsed, and the bitterness that had accumulated in her heart was like sinking sand, at first she could only whimper intermittently in the cracks of the wall, but now she finally overwhelmed the wall, and she could vent without scruples and cry as if no one was around, because she knew that there was a pair of hands behind the wall that could catch the sad sand, and he would always be there.
In the next moment, her tears fell out, not one by one, but in large swaths, gushing out like a waterfall, crying all over her face.
Bai Junqian took her into his arms without saying a word, making her feel warm. They just leaned together quietly, breathing quietly, and no one said anything more.
The breeze blows, taking away the tears and leaving the warmth.
Lingxi said softly, "Why didn't you ask what happened?"
"If you want to say it, you will say it naturally. If you don't want to say it, why should I hook up your painful things and make you sad again?" Bai Junqian looked at her distressedly, wiped away the tears on her face, stroked the corners of her red eyes, and said softly: "As long as you know, in this vast world, there is a corner, a person, and a shoulder for you to rely on and allow you to talk about." For me to get water, that's enough. ”
"Master. ”
"Hmm. Bai Junqian's eyes flashed, and he reached out and tapped the tip of her nose, and his tone was still gentle: "You are really crying with snot all over your face." ”
"I haven't seen Master cry yet, but if Master cried, it would be like this. Lingxi smiled and pinched Bai Junqian's nose with his backhand, and said with a smile: "It must be like this." ”
Bai Junqian's eyes widened, pretending to be out of breath and rolling his eyes, the two of them giggled and laughed together, and the laughter blew the cold mist far away.
"I'll show you a good thing for the teacher. Bai Junqian smiled mysteriously and said in a low voice: "This is also what I liked to do most when I was young." Without waiting for Lingxi's words, Bai Junqian suddenly grabbed Lingxi's hand and ran forward, and at the same time cast a spell.
The wind in the ears is whistling, the scenery on both sides is like being stretched out of color light and shadow, the golden points of light are jumping in it and spreading around, like the white sun in an instant, blurred and chaotic, mixed together without any differences, thousands of hugging each other, the red and green are also rendered plain, the falling peach blossoms are also calmly falling, and thousands of emotions are stranded into floating dreams.
Perhaps, happiness is always so simple, it doesn't need to be hyped up, and it doesn't need to be overlooked. Happiness comes calmly, like a beam of light, illuminating oneself and illuminating the surroundings.
After a long time they stopped, hugged each other, and looked at each other. The night is thick, the bright moon is frosty, and the dark shadow of falling flowers is difficult to break the silence.
Lingxi's eyes were turbulent, she approached Bai Junqian, the tip of her nose was next to Bai Junqian's face, and her voice was as soft as a spring breeze in March, and she was easily fascinated by it until she fell into it in an instant.
Then Bai Junqian just hesitated for a moment, and then kissed Lingxi's lips. The two were suspended above the peach blossom forest and hugged each other again, the moonlight fell on them, everything was very beautiful.
The night is as cold as promised, but it is more and more difficult to part.
Bai Junqian's hand wandered around Lingxi's waist, Lingxi gasped slightly and buried his head in Bai Junqian's arms, Lingxi's feet were a little soft, and finally the two fell to the ground, and in the peach blossoms flying in the sky, the two hugged each other.
Bai Junqian was still very careful to kiss Lingxi, but with a hint of punishment, Lingxi was simply difficult to parry.
So Lingxi didn't tie her hands and grabbed it, she put her lips close to Bai Junqian's neck, and pecked twice on it, Bai Junqian immediately became a spirit, Lingxi also knew that she had succeeded, looked at Bai Junqian and laughed.
At this time, the peach blossoms are flying, and the fragrance of flowers lingers. Bai Junqian looked at Lingxi's actions just now, pulled the corners of his mouth and asked, "Do you know what you're doing?"
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