Chapter 12: She's Back
Xu Meng lowered his head and looked at Lin Zhengxi with tears in his eyes, his heart was mixed, but his pale lips still raised a smile and said to Lin Zhengxi: "I'm back." ”
Lin Zhengxi pushed open the door and rushed upstairs, looking at Xu Meng, who seemed to fall as soon as the wind blew, his eyes were full of distress.
Lin Zhengxi hugged Xu Meng, buried her head in his shoulder socket and said, "I knew you would come back, I have been waiting for you, I believe you will come back." ”
Xu Meng smiled relievedly when he heard Lin Zhengxi's words, Lin Zhengxi hugged Xu Meng for a long time, and let go of her until Xu Meng was about to lose her breath.
Xu Meng took a few deep breaths before walking back to the bed and sitting softly, Xu Meng looked up at Lin Zhengxi and said slowly: "I have always been called Xu Meng, and after I met my biological father, I knew that my name was Zhou Xinyao."
I was in the same school as you from elementary school to high school, but I was not in the same class, I never spoke to you, I just kept watching you. ”
"I can feel your sight, I've been looking for that sight, why are you hiding?" Lin Zhengxi has been looking for that sight since then.
"At that time, I was not brave enough, it was enough to just want to see you, until I was buried under the snowy mountain, I didn't know that it was enough, I still wanted to continue to look at you, I wanted to say to you that I liked you for a long, long time. Xu Meng understood that this time he could be resurrected by that belief.
"Xu Meng, I fell in love at first sight since I saw you, and I have never been so moved, there is a reason for this, no matter whether I have your track in my life or not, I only want you. Lin Zhengxi said excitedly, it turned out that they were going both ways.
"You know what? I'm only eight years old, Zelian always said, don't let you remember me, don't affect the trajectory of your life, I don't have a past life and a next life, and you have.
Moreover, it is very likely that it is that Xinyao who should be with you, if you have a different life trajectory because of me, I will disappear.
I shouldn't have existed in the first place, because the person Zelian loved, I could have had these eight years, and now I haven't disappeared, maybe it's his lie. "It's a lie that he can't love me, it's a lie that he doesn't let me exist in the trajectory of his life, Xu Meng said cruelly in his heart.
Xu Meng's words made Lin Zhengxi calm and composed, and Lin Zhengxi said affectionately to Xu Meng: "Xinyao, life is endlessly changing, and the trajectory of life cannot be a straight line, how can you know that you are not the Xinyao in my life trajectory if you don't try, and you haven't disappeared, have you?"
Xu Meng looked at the affection in Lin Zhengxi's eyes, was moved by him, and said to Lin Zhengxi movingly: "You and I can't get married, you won't have children, and when I leave, you will be alone again, have you really decided?"
"Well, I want you to know that you are very important to me, so important that I can't forget it for the rest of my life, you don't say that you shouldn't exist, everyone has a reason to exist. Lin Zhengxi doesn't care about that, he just wants to have no regrets in this life.
Xu Meng was moved to stand up and run to Lin Zhengxi to hug him, Lin Zhengxi was very healing, healing was very cute, Xu Meng smiled happily and contentedly, she had never laughed like that.
Xu Meng just wants to be Xu Meng, to be Zhou Xinyao, she doesn't want to be Bai Lu, she is unique, not someone else, and she won't be someone else.
Lin Zhengxi felt Xu Meng's embrace of him, and he was very happy, and hugged Xu Meng tightly, like a treasure.
"Then I'll call you Xu Meng in the future, or Xinyao?" Lin Zhengxi and Xu Meng sat on the bed together, and the joy after seeing each other calmed down, and they were slowly shy.
"You still call me Xu Meng, I'm not used to the name Xinyao. Xu Meng didn't know why, he was so bold to hug Lin Zhengxi just now, and now that he was sitting next to him, why was he so nervous and shy.
"Xu Meng, the name Xu Meng is better than the name Zhou Xinyao, Xu Xu Yimeng. Lin Zhengxi looked at Xu Meng's nervous and shy appearance, and his heartbeat accelerated uncontrollably.
"Do you have any classes? Do you practice basketball?" Xu Meng asked Lin Zhengxi, his affectionate eyes, he was about to lose it.
"Basketball was practiced in the morning, there were no classes. Lin Zhengxi looked at Xu Meng's face was already flushed, and he was about to be unbearable, and his heart was inexplicably happy.
Lin Zhengxi watched Xu Meng's originally round little face with baby fat become thinner, and his heart couldn't get up.
And when she first saw her, her face was as pale as paper, and she looked weak, Lin Zhengxi asked Xu Meng worriedly: "Did that Zelian you said abuse you?"
"No, he sent me back, I won't see him in the future, he won't bother me again, he'll come and take me away in eight years. Xu Meng looked at Lin Zhengxi as if she could go to Zelian desperately as long as she said yes, and her heart was full of sweetness.
"Xu Meng, can I stay here? I want to accompany you more. "Lin Zhengxi is serious, and it won't make people think about it.
"Well, but there's only one room here......" Xu Meng didn't know why he agreed to Lin Zhengxi, maybe his eyes were too clear and simple.
"It's okay, I can sleep on the sofa, are you hungry, I'll cook for you when I'm hungry." Lin Zhengxi was still worried that Xu Meng would not agree, but Xu Meng agreed, and he was ecstatic.
"I don't go hungry, it seems that after I come back to life, except for the temperature of my body's heartbeat, I'm like a ghost, I won't be hungry, I won't be sleepy, and I can't take off the dress on my body, I can't take a shower, but my body is spotless. Xu Meng didn't want to scare Lin Zhengxi, but told the truth.
"Then aren't you just a little fairy who doesn't eat fireworks in the world~" Lin Zhengxi didn't like Xu Meng and said that she was like a ghost.
Xu Meng was amused by Lin Zhengxi, "It would be nice if I were a little fairy, by the way, can you cook?"
"Yes, this is all trivial, I still make pastries, do you want to try it?" Lin Zhengxi said proudly.
"Pastries, Lin Zhengxi, you are really good, but it is very troublesome to make pastries, you can just cook some food. "Xu Mengmeng is already in the afternoon, Lin Zhengxi should be hungry, there is no need to toss.
"Mmmm, you have to keep watching me, get to know me, I'll be a lot, tomorrow after class and basketball, I'll bring the guitar back, I'll go cook first." Lin Zhengxi was praised by Xu Meng and said with a smug smile.
Xu Meng followed Lin Zhengxi downstairs and helped to help, the two are very similar to couples who have lived for a long time.
Xu Meng looked at the hot meal, and Lin Zhengxi who was smiling, even if she dreamed, she had never dreamed like this, Lin Zhengxi sandwiched the food for her, and Xu Meng started eating, which is true.
"Tomorrow is over, let's go buy TV together, you see it's very empty here, we can watch TV and movies together in the evening." Lin Zhengxi washed the dishes and said to Xu Meng, who was looking at him on the side.
"Good. Xu Meng still didn't dare to take the initiative to grab Lin Zhengxi's waist, although she wanted to.
Zheng looked at the sweet two of them on the big tree outside, and wondered if Ze Lianzhen's brain was soaking, how could he go out of the house to live in someone else and still occupy Xu Meng.
Zelian was going to go away, and he didn't know when he would come back, so he found him and asked him to look at Xu Meng, what was the situation to send him a message, but Zheng really didn't see it, this was abusing him!