When Yun Wuxian spoke, he didn't feel that there was anything wrong. But when he heard Rose Niang's rhetorical question, Yun Wuxian realized that his words were a little ambiguous.

When Yun Wuxian turned his head to look at the Rose Niang, the Rose Niang was also looking at Yun Wuxian and was affectionate. Yun Wuxian's heart was a little flustered, he hurriedly put away his mind and said, "What did you say?" ”

The Rose Lady also put away her eyes, she lowered her head and stepped on the yellow sand with her feet. After a while, she raised her head, took a deep breath and said, "Everyone has their own destiny. However, I think there will be a large number of people who are similar to me when it comes to my origins. If people's origins are also divided into three, six, nine, and so on, my birth is the lowest one. ”

"Ever since I was a child, I didn't know my father. I was brought up by my mother, and of course, I can't say that I was brought up. My mother died when I was seven years old. Rose Lady said.

"You haven't seen your father because your father died when you were born?" asked Yun Wuxian .

Rose Lady shook her head and said, "My mother is a dusty woman, and she has to sleep with many men every day. Actually, my mother didn't want me at all. For someone like her, it would be a burden to give birth to me. Can you see what I mean?"

Yun Wuxian nodded, he understood a little bit about Rose Niang's words.

"My mother found out that she was three months pregnant when she was pregnant. Of course, at that time, my mother still did not change her decision not to have children. So, when she found out about it, her first thought was to knock me out. ”

"How did you know about this?" Yun Wuxian didn't understand, because what Rose Lady said happened before Rose Lady was born, and if Rose Lady hadn't told her by her mother, Rose Lady wouldn't have known. But why did Rose Lady's mother tell her this, did she want to deepen her daughter's hatred for herself?

"These are things that my mother told me when I was sensible. Rose Lady said.

Rose Niang's words made Yun Wuxian very puzzled. Rose Lady continued: "When the mother found out that she was pregnant, she found a stick, and she was going to have a baby. She herself said that that night, she hit her stomach three times. Then, she fainted in pain. When she woke up, she thought I was dead. It's just that, to her surprise, my vitality is very tenacious. It was beyond her imagination. Later, when she was going to beat me up, a doctor told her that if she tortured me like this again, she would torture herself. And just like that, she gave birth to me with a choke. ”

"I followed her and lived in a brothel for eight years. Then, one day, she suddenly drove me away. ”

"Did your mother tell you why she drove you away?" asked Yun Wuji.

"Nope. "She told me a story before she drove me away." That's what I told you about just now. She told me that although she gave birth to me, she didn't have any feelings for me. ”

"If I am not wrong, you hate your mother very much. Yun Wuxian said.

"You're right. The Rose Lady gritted her teeth and said fiercely, "I know that when I say such things, you will definitely think that I am an unfilial and evil woman." She's my mother, and I shouldn't have cursed her. But I did curse her, and I cursed her to die more than once. ”

"I understand your feelings, but what I want to say is that you misunderstood your mother. Actually, she loves you very much. Yun Wuxian said.

"I've lived with her for years, but I've never felt her love for me. You haven't seen her, how can you swear that she loves me. Rose Lady asked puzzled.

"You just said that you know that she told you all the things that your mother was pregnant with you. Have you ever thought that those things are not glorious things for her, but why should she tell you? I don't think there is any person in the world who can gain the hatred of others for no reason. You also walk the rivers and lakes, so you naturally know such a sentence, the more friends you have, the easier the road to walk. But why did your mother tell you these things and pull out your hatred for her?"

Yun Wuxi's words made Rose Niang stunned. Rose Lady really didn't think about this question. Of course, when Yun Wuxian said this problem, Rose Lady didn't realize the existence of this problem.

"You've never thought about it?" asked Yun Wuji.

Rose Lady nodded.

Actually, you can understand it from the other side. As you just said, your mother was born in the dust. I've never been to that kind of place, but I know how dirty it is. I think it's not easy for your mother to live a very difficult life. She endured the pain of life every day, and she naturally didn't want the children she gave birth to live like her. That's why she doesn't want to have children. ”

However, an accident made her know that she was pregnant. So, the first thing she had to do was to get rid of the child. When she knew it was useless, she reluctantly accepted the fact. So, you were born. I don't know what your life was like during those years at the Fengyue Place. But, I know, you must be very happy where you live, don't you?"

What Yun Wuxian said is very right, the years with his mother were indeed the happiest time in Rose Niang's life.

"Okay. I know you have to say that my mother loves me. But how do you explain why she threw me away when I was eight years old?" asked Rose Lady.

"Your mother has lived on that occasion all her life and knows how hard it is. For your own good, she certainly doesn't want you to live anywhere anymore. So, she gritted her teeth and decided to get rid of you. However, she is afraid that you still have nostalgia for her, and she will go back to her in the future. She said that just before you left. The purpose of her words was to break off the affection between your mother and daughter. She doesn't want you to look for her, and she doesn't let you miss her. She doesn't want you to be inferior to her. ”

Yun Wuxie's explanation made the Rose Lady relieved. Rose Lady remembered that when she went to that place a few years ago, of course, she was not going to see her mother, but to see if her mother was doing well. Unfortunately, when she went to that place, she saw a mess.

She asked people nearby, who said the place didn't exist years ago. Now, she knew, maybe her mother knew that she couldn't be far away, so she was ruthless and cut off the mother-daughter relationship with her.

"After all, I'm wrong about her. Rose Lady muttered. Yun Wuxian looked at the Rose Lady, she was already crying, her face was full of tears. Yun Wuxian wanted to comfort the Rose Lady, but he thought about it for a long time, and he didn't think of when's words.

"You, are you alright?" asked Yun Wuji.

The Rose Lady wiped her tears and said, "I'm fine." ”

Rose Lady smiled at Yun Wuxian, and then, she took a deep breath and said, "After I left my mother, I met Bai Meisheng very quickly. It is no exaggeration to say that I would have died without Bai Meisheng. Although my mother gave birth to me, Bai Meisheng gave me a chance to live. ”

"How did you meet the Rose Slave?" Yun Wuxian has been haunted by the death of the Rose Slave. He was at the scene when the Rose slave died. He knew that the dead rose lady of the rose slave had nothing to do with it. However, Yun Wuxian still wants to know what the charm of the rose lady is, and the rose slave who can be confused is fascinated.

"I was by my master's side for ten years. One day, the host asked me to go for a walk around town. The host's purpose was to see how charming I really was. When I got to town, the first person I met was the Rose Slave. After a pause, Rose Lady continued, "Of course, at that time, he was not called a Rose Slave. His name is Adin. is a gardener. You know, it's a very magical thing to see flowers in this place. I love flowers, and of course, every girl loves them. I was in front of him for a moment. Little did I know that my brief stop would have such an impact on him. ”

"I'm leaving. He suddenly knelt down for me. At that time, I was shocked when I saw him kneeling for me. I don't know what he's going to do. I'm a woman, Bai Meisheng said, and it's very dangerous for a woman to be outside. ”

"When he knelt down for me, I ran away in fright. He followed me until he came here. The Rose Lady looked up and looked at the sky, the sun had set, the sky was getting dark, and the sky was shining with stars. Once, for this matter, the Rose Lady was resistant. Especially after the death of the rose slave, the rose lady was even more reluctant to touch this sad past. So, although it hasn't been long since things happened, it seems like many years have passed for Rose Lady. As for the Rose Slave, the Rose Lady almost forgot about his existence.

"He's innocent. "I've never looked at him squarely. So, I've forgotten about his physiognomy. In all fairness, he's a good guy. I have heard people say that when a good person dies, he becomes a star in the sky. ”

The Rose Lady pointed to the sky and said, "Among the many stars in the sky, one should belong to him." What do you say?"

"Actually, he can not die. Yun Wuxian said, "At that time, you were by his side. I know he just wants you to say a caring word to him. Even if it's an innocuous nonsense, he won't die. ”

"And then?" asked Rose Lady rhetorically.

"And then, what, then?" Yun Wuxian didn't understand what Rose Lady meant. Rose Lady sighed and said, "Am I hard-hearted in your heart?"