Chapter 75: Mixed Feelings

"It took a thousand years for the Pharmacy to resurrect me, who gave you the order?"

This is an order personally issued by His Majesty Ryudui thousands of years ago. ”

"Why?"

Why?

Mr. Sun was stunned when he heard this, and looked up puzzled: "Of course, because Your Majesty Liudui attaches importance to you, you are a hero of the Endless Period, the pillar and hope of Tiandu, and the right-hand man of His Majesty Liudui, of course she hopes to resurrect you." ”

Mr. Sun took such an order for granted, and there was nothing to doubt about it, but Yezhou thought completely differently.

The reason why Mr. Sun took it for granted was because he didn't know that the Night Slave had been killed by Ryudui himself.

It was impossible for Twilight to tell anyone about this, only the two of them knew about it, so Nightboat thought it was strange.

If Ryu-twilight really wanted to resurrect her, why did he kill her in the first place?

Yezhou's expression became solemn, and she still hadn't been able to figure out what had happened, and even had more doubts, and she didn't like the powerlessness of being kept in the dark.

She raised her eyes to look at Mr. Sun, who was kneeling in front of her, and said, "Is it worth sacrificing so many people in the pharmacy just to resurrect me alone?"

Hearing this, Mr. Sun was stunned and didn't react.

Yezhou continued: "I'm afraid that the people who have died in order to resurrect me for thousands of years are not just them, right? So many human lives, so many gifted pharmacists, just to save me? Many of those who died for this are your relatives and elders, and many are your own henchmen and students, who should have a better future, but just because you want to resurrect me, you insist on making them make sacrifices?"

Killing people is often the most cruel way to crush a person, and Yezhou can easily see through a person's heart, and what she said at this time is undoubtedly poking at the other party's wounds, and even sprinkling salt on it.

Mr. Sun's expression was a little uncontrollable, and tears flowed from his eyes again.

Unlike the excitement just now, this time it was more of guilt and helplessness.

"I'm sorry for them, I shouldn't have let them come to the pharmacy, let alone involve them in this kind of research, but ...... Sometimes that's what people do. ”

Mr. Sun slammed the ground hard, his voice a little hoarse.

"Our pharmacy was founded by His Majesty Lu Dusk, and we only obey His Majesty's orders in the life and life, we have our own mission in our bodies, in order to achieve this mission, even if it is a big sacrifice, we must do it, whether this matter is worth it or not, that is the mission of our pharmacy, even if it is a catastrophe, cursed, even if we go to hell after death and suffer retribution, it is our life, for this matter, we can't regret it. ”

Mr. Sun's tone was full of pain and despair, but he did not regret what he had done, which made Yezhou stunned for a moment, and then lowered his eyes.

"Yes, you have your own mission, and in essence you are just doing what you are told, I don't blame you, I am the one who really needs to bear all these sins. ”

As if talking to herself, Yezhou turned to look at the unconscious people on the side, and a trace of strange emotion flashed in her eyes.

She was burdened too much, she thought that she would be able to die a hundred years ago after she died, but she didn't expect that the rebirth after a thousand years would make the people in the pharmacy pay an unimaginable price.

All this is to resurrect her, in essence, she is the one who should be scolded and carried by her, and her existence is wrong.

Why did you have to bring her back to life?

......

Yezhou didn't know how she got back to the dormitory, after experiencing these things, her mood was more complicated than before, after briefly telling Mr. Sun everything before, she asked him to send Shui Tuo and a few people back, and then she didn't care about Mr. Sun's surprised eyes, and went straight back to the dormitory.

When she returned to the dormitory, it was already a little dark outside, Shui Tuo and they hadn't woken up, and Yezhou didn't want to wake them up so soon, her heart was in a mess now, and she just wanted to be quiet a little more.

In the middle of the night, in the moonlight outside the window, she raised her right hand, wearing the healing soul crystal on her finger, and there was a green glow on it.

This soul crystal, which represents the breath of life, has a faint pull on her soul.

I have to say that Ruo Jiang is really a genius, whether it is in pharmacist or alchemy, and even thought of fusing the power of human alchemy and pharmacist, so she came to this time.

But since Ruojiang is proficient in alchemy, she should know what the price of human body alchemy is, but even so, she still did it without hesitation.

Didn't Ruo Jiang think that she still had two children when she was doing human body alchemy? At that time, the head of the Ye family had died, and Ye Sheng and Ye Zhou were the only relatives left, how much struggle did she have to go through to make such a difficult choice?

Obviously cares so much about her child, but she still chooses to give up everything in order to resurrect her?

Is it worth it?

Because she wanted to resurrect her, Ruojiang died, and Yezhou was also occupied by her body, and now Yesheng is the only one left in the Ye family......

Thinking of Ye Sheng's gentle face, Ye Zhou's expression was slightly distorted.

"In the future, how am I going to deal with that kid, how am I going to tell him that I killed his relatives?"

A flash of pain flashed in Yezhou's eyes, and then he closed his eyes.

The next morning, Shui Tuo and the others finally woke up, and the night boat had changed their memories for them before, so after they woke up, they didn't remember what happened last night, they just felt that the coaxing in their heads was constant and messy.

However, a few people quickly came back to their senses, smiled and changed their clothes and prepared to go to the classroom, and before leaving, Shui Tuo came to the bedside of the night boat.

"Yezhou, don't sleep at what time, you've never been sleepy, why can't you afford it?"

Shui Tuo said as he lifted the other party's futon, but at this time, where was there anyone on the bed?

"What's the situation?

Shui Tuo's shout attracted the attention of several other people, and several of them cast their eyes one after another, and they were all dumbfounded when they saw the empty bed.

Bai Hao quickly took a look at the rest of the room, it was as clean and tidy as usual, and there seemed to be nothing unusual, but Bai Hao still found that something was wrong.

"Why is Nightboat's stuff missing, and where has she gone?"

"Could she be ...... Leaving Qingdu Academy, right?"