Cherish life and stay away from gambling.

Last month, I accidentally found an online gambling APP on the Internet, at first it was just a small play of 100 yuan, and then slowly lost hundreds, thinking about turning over, step by step a total of 13,000 yuan lost, lost to 13,000 when I didn't start to recharge for a long time, I thought I wouldn't play, I went to get more than a dozen yuan every day to slowly set, to see if I could set it back, and the result was occasionally recharged, and I lost and won like this, and this month began to step by step to 104,400 yuan. It owes Xiaomi Finance 48,000, online business loans 31,340, Huabei 12,300, and JD Finance 4,101.68. A total of 95,741.68 yuan is owed.

In fact, losing so much money may be bearable for ordinary people, the key problem is that my 95741.68 yuan online loan is very stressful, because I am currently unable to repay, I am afraid that I can't think about it, although this money is not enough, but I can't afford to repay, this is the problem, but I don't dare to let my parents know, my parents are usually more frugal, and now they are sweeping the road on the road, a thousand yuan a month, the 104,400 yuan I lost is almost their combined salary for three years, if they know, and then give a good out, this is what I don't want to see, this basket is what I poked, whether I live or die, I bear it alone, I don't want to burden my parents anymore, and it is not easy for them to earn money.

I myself have a natural defect, that is, I can't speak clearly, with a nasal feeling, unable to engage in some work that requires verbal communication, or I can go to do a small business, and I can barely stand it, a few years ago I also started to write the Internet, maybe I am not talented enough, and I don't work hard enough, the only one is more than 1300, I started writing in April 2014, I started writing in April 2014, and I was blocked by the website in October 2015and now the film industry is starting to have this kind of saying as well).

So I said I couldn't pay it back, and my own situation is like this, maybe I'm lucky, there are a few people in our village who can't speak by nature, as far as I know, there are five, and two of them can't speak as if they still have a little mental problem, which is stupid. There is one who can't speak stupidly. The other two just can't speak, aren't stupid, and one is smart. Maybe the feng shui of our mountain village is not good, this may be a bit superstitious, I feel that it should be caused by the poor living conditions of the previous people, the old society died very seriously, and many children died as a result.

My current situation is actually a wake-up call for you, especially those who have just started playing and haven't fallen in, or the kind of people who suddenly have a lot of money, such as authors who write online articles and sell copyrights, and those who have millions of demolition households at once, you must be vigilant, stay away from gambling, gambling harms people who have lost their wives and broken up too much, and some people owe millions and can't pay back, and finally commit suicide under pressure.

I used to think that it was okay to play small, but today I found out that my idea is wrong, many big bets start with small bets, so stay away from gambling, whether it is a big bet or a small bet.

Gambling is to win and want to win, lose and want to turn over, in the end is to fall deeper and deeper, gambling to be honest Winning and losing is just the process, losing is the result.

In fact, I understand a lot of truths, but I still fell into it, maybe I think I will have the aura of the protagonist, but as a result, not to mention the supporting role, I am not as good as a passer-by A and a passer-by.

I owe money to Xiaomi Finance, Alipay, and Jingdong Finance, if I really go to a dead end, I hope you can forgive me, I haven't done anything to lose trust since I was a child, but this time I may have to lose my trust to you.

Some people may ask me to blame gambling APP or Xiaomi Finance, Alipay, Jingdong Finance? I want to say that I don't blame them, I only blame myself, I play voluntarily, and I can't blame anyone, but I also hope that the relevant departments will crack down on online gambling, which is really harmful.

Xiaomi Finance, Alipay, and JD Finance are all good platforms, and I have used Xiaomi Finance and Alipay to solve problems before, but a good platform should help people who need to use money on the right way, not people like me who use it for gambling.

That's what happened to me, if in the end I really went to a dead end, someone just started to fall into online gambling, or maybe they will fall into it in the future, and they see my chapter and then get lost and stay away from gambling, I can be regarded as contributing to society, otherwise it will really be in vain.

In fact, not only gambling, drugs and a series of other harmful things should be kept away, otherwise the family will eventually be ruined and the wife separated.